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Hello, I know. I should stop making my "disappear, make a return, and repeat" routine a habit, but then again, I'm sure I already have. I have much to say, which means it's gonna be quite a mouthful and will definitely take minutes of your time. Consider this as a fair warning, if you don't want a lengthy read. i Getting to the point, without being too..., melodramatic, I have been struggling, with a sense of inadequacy, especially in art. While it's thankfully not me falling out of drawing, it has been eating my motivation, attention, and initiative away. From feelings of dissatisfaction, irritability towards things I could have done better, and the wavering of my miniscule, close to nonexistent confidence, you name it. In the midst of that, I still have done some sketching here and there, as well as practicing as much as I can to improve. While I don't want it to be perfect, I want it to be "just right", which when you think about it, the difference in each spectrum is a really, really fine thread. I'm well aware that the past time that a number of watchers in my profile started to dwindle.And it basically runs with a skeleton crew that is my occasional visits to check on some artwork, which isn't much. And since I'm here, I can only hope I can back my word up with some action. Since I know how bad I am with them, I'll be blunt and say "I don't think I'll make a promise that I know I'll eventually break." but I will try to make an effort. It isn't just for whoever comes my way and do enjoy what I make, it's also for me as well to try and do something to make a teeny, tiny difference. Anyway, if you actually did bother to read what I have to say, I appreciate your consideration. If you didn't and just scrolled down after you saw the displayed artwork, that's fine too. Any audience that at least like or have a slight interest of my art is good enough. If you are a watcher who decided to stay in this dark, damp, cobweb infested profile of mine, much obliged for the patience, seriously.

Also, my usual camera has turned foggy and I don't trust myself to try clean it due to how bad I am with technology. So I decided to use my recently acquired iPad's camera and test things out. I had some challenges, and it got in the way when I tried to upload.

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Hello, I know. I should stop making my "disappear, make a return, and repeat" routine a habit, but then again, I'm sure I already have. I have much to say, which means it's gonna be quite a mouthful and will definitely take minutes of your time. Consider this as a fair warning, if you don't want a lengthy read. i Getting to the point, without being too..., melodramatic, I have been struggling, with a sense of inadequacy, especially in art. While it's thankfully not me falling out of drawing, it has been eating my motivation, attention, and initiative away. From feelings of dissatisfaction, irritability towards things I could have done better, and the wavering of my miniscule, close to nonexistent confidence, you name it. In the midst of that, I still have done some sketching here and there, as well as practicing as much as I can to improve. While I don't want it to be perfect, I want it to be "just right", which when you think about it, the difference in each spectrum is a really, really fine thread. I'm well aware that the past time that a number of watchers in my profile started to dwindle.And it basically runs with a skeleton crew that is my occasional visits to check on some artwork, which isn't much. And since I'm here, I can only hope I can back my word up with some action. Since I know how bad I am with them, I'll be blunt and say "I don't think I'll make a promise that I know I'll eventually break." but I will try to make an effort. It isn't just for whoever comes my way and do enjoy what I make, it's also for me as well to try and do something to make a teeny, tiny difference. Anyway, if you actually did bother to read what I have to say, I appreciate your consideration. If you didn't and just scrolled down after you saw the displayed artwork, that's fine too. Any audience that at least like or have a slight interest of my art is good enough. If you are a watcher who decided to stay in this dark, damp, cobweb infested profile of mine, much obliged for the patience, seriously.

Also, my usual camera has turned foggy and I don't trust myself to try clean it due to how bad I am with technology. So I decided to use my recently acquired iPad's camera and test things out. I had some challenges, and it got in the way when I tried to upload.