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More of Monochrome's Arc
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Two figures sat together, underneath the overcast dawn sky.

The Ponyville train station was vacant in the early weekday hours. Daring Do and Monochrome had arrived nearly an hour earlier, to ensure that they would catch the first train available. However, only one of them would be leaving that day.

A chill hung in the spring air, accompanying the grey clouds that desaturated the world around them. Daring had eased herself out of the far recesses of her mind, where she too often found herself time after time. Old memories were lingering clear as if they had only transpired within the past year. Happy memories. Bittersweet memories. Though now they were clouded by a layer of heartache.

Ever so slightly she tilted her head towards her eldest child beside her, chancing a glance. But she only found a tight, unreadable expression as Monochrome focused on the wooden boards beneath them. 
Her violet eyes then apprehensively drifted towards the horizon. There, the train tracks faded into a thin point in the distance. At any moment she knew a city train would be rolling into the station.

And even now, despite the acceptance, a heavy pit sat uncomfortably in her stomach.

"You didn't bring a book..."

The question broke the long, dense silence, almost startling Daring. Monochrome's gaze remained fixated away from their mother. After seemingly feeling her eyes on them, Daring watched them angle their head to finally make eye contact. 
It was a casual remark. But the mare could sense a second layer beneath it; an open question.
Monochrome's gaze fell away. "You...always bring a book when you have to wait."

Daring managed a small smile and shrugged. "It's a little hard to read when you're lost in thought." She admitted. There was a hint of a laugh in her voice as she spoke. She wasn't sure if it was for them, or for herself.

Monochrome's brow creased, shifting their body to face her better. With the melting tension, it was as if they were jumping on the chance to give her their undivided attention. 

"What were you thinking about...?"

Daring could tell from the hesitation in their voice that Monochrome was bracing themself for something. And with how quietly the weeks had passed since their last real conversation, even with Daring's assistance with moving preparations, she knew why.

The elephant was right there. She wanted to promise them things were fine. But they both knew well that was far from reality.

"I'm just reminiscing a bit...it's silly, but I guess this just feels a lot different from when you first moved out," Daring explained. Her smile saddened. "You won't be on the other side of town anymore...it'll be something to get used to."

Monochrome nodded lightly to themself. "Yeah...we'll be miles apart."

Their soft words hung in the air, bringing about another length of silence.

"...I'll visit..." They assured quietly. But there was unmistakable uncertainty and guilt in their face. "I just..."

Daring smiled. 
Weakly. Knowingly.

"When she's not here?" 

Monochrome winced, immediate discomfort visibly taking hold. Daring couldn't help her shoulders from slumping at the confirmation.
But of course she knew. 
It was near unspoken the moment Monochrome had chosen to plan and carry out their move while their mother and brother were away.
Daring sighed, her eyes falling close as she leaned her head back against the station wall behind her. 

"....you can't be around her right now. And it feels suffocating to stay here after everything. I know...I get it."
In the blackness of her mind, she could see bleary images. Old faces that had earned her own bitterness and ire once upon a time. She slowly reopened her eyes, staring up at the wooden boards of the station above her. "It's not like I never left home for similar reasons, you know...?"

Distantly, even with open eyes, she could rewatch her household's conflict play out again from that doorframe. Fury and grief, regret and confusion, all contained in one room.
Her wife had a good heart. She could never be compared to the discriminative, controlling caretakers Daring's own grandparents had been to her in her youth. But Rainbow Dash was flawed like anybody else.
Including herself.

Daring Do had solved plenty of puzzles during her treasure-hunting days, but one that concerned her family left her at a complete loss. It had taken her days to rack her brain, desperately grasping at some understanding over the drastic decision her eldest had brought before her. While Rainbow Dash's mistake had been immense, and Monochrome had every right to be as furious as they were, a single grievance couldn't possibly be enough of a catalyst to force them away from their own hometown.
Daring originally had tried to convince them to wait a while longer, to break their winter-long isolation and at least attempt an open dialogue with their mother. But once she thought back deeper, analyzing every interaction and past event, a series of unfortunate memories began resurfacing. And then it clicked. They connected to one another, escalating unnoticed by her to the fractured relationship that now existed before her eyes.

Sitting back up, Daring noticed Monochrome's eye silently - even uneasily - follow her. She offered a warm albeit tired smile. "Time to yourself away from your roots will be good for you. I know you'll do great out there."
Daring averted her gaze, then, out towards the grassy field beyond the station, and then towards the mountains beyond that. She felt a sad laugh bubble out of her, and an ache accompanied it in her chest. "But I suppose now I'm just... wondering if I've really done all I could for you."

Daring lowered her head and slouched, feeling a weight to her muscles. There was newfound uncertainty and shame in light of her realization; in only now seeing the long-term consequences of Rainbow's absence and the accumulated disappointments made in their foal's life. 
Why did she think a child could move pass each one? 
Why did she always assume Rainbow's heroism made up for any of it?
To think she had convinced herself that she knew her foal better than anyone. And now she sat here, feeling like an oblivious fool.

Daring squeezed her eyes shut. "I'm sorry if I didn't do enough...I've been so short-sighted. There were things I should've seen sooner. And if I'd done more, maybe you wouldn't be hurting now-"

“It was more than enough.” 

Daring's head shot up just as she heard Monochrome's hooves clack from rising up to their hooves. Their green eyes were wide with disbelief and bewilderment. In seconds their expression grew intense, with Monochrome taking a heavy step forward towards their mother.
"Nothing was your fault," they spoke slowly and firmly, staring intently into her eyes. They held her gaze, and Daring felt too astonished to look away. But it didn't take long for Monochrome's expression to soften, their eyebrows narrowing back. 
"You...were everything I ever needed."

Daring involuntarily sucked in a breath.

It took a moment, and a fluttering of her eyelids, to realize that tears were beginning to prick the edges of her vision. She quickly moved to swipe them away, and this time, a genuine laugh escaped her.

"Shut up and come here..."

The golden Pegasus didn't wait to wrap her forelegs around her foal's neck and tug them down into a snug hug. The way she felt them tense gave her the impression that she had caught them off guard. But within a few beats, Monochrome slowly and wordlessly hugged her back.

A bump against her hoof had Daring pull away to look down at their momentarily forgotten third party. Tank's beady tortoise eyes greeted her, an affectionate beam spread across his wrinkly green face. It wouldn't have surprised her if it had taken him all this time to walk around Monochrome just to reach her.
Resting his leathery head against her foreleg, he released a grunt up at her. Daring smiled warmly, kneeling down on her forelegs to meet his level.

"Say, I can trust you to keep looking after our kiddo, right?" she playfully asked. As she expected, Tank nodded back earnestly, and that gesture somehow helped alleviate some of the worry that she couldn't bring herself to shake. Upon looking up to meet Monochrome's eye, she noticed the pale Pegasus quietly studying Tank. There was a subtle crease to their brow, one that had Daring frowning and opening her mouth to speak-

-chik chik CHIK CHIK

Returning to her hooves, Daring followed her perked ear to catch a new sight in the distance. As if on cue, the multicolored train released a sharp whistle into the air, piercing the morning atmosphere to signal all in its vicinity. Almost immediately, Monochrome had straightened their posture, and that serious demeanor Daring had grown accustomed to washed over them. It was vastly different from her memories of a far more timid foal, clinging anxiously to her leg. But if that wasn't an indication of how much they had grown into adulthood and changed, she didn't know what was.

Strangely enough, time seemed to quicken. As the train grew closer, a few other ponies arrived at the platform, seemingly living closer or perhaps having less to pack. Within minutes the train was pulling into the station, and a conductor and porter were stepping out of its opened doors.

"ALL ABOOOARD!" the older stallion bellowed. Daring went on to assist in handing over Monochrome's baggage to the young porter, who gave a friendly salute as she piled the luggage in the caboose.

And as they stepped back from the train, creating a space for themselves away from the small few preparing for boarding, Daring willed time to slow down.
Because now came the moment she had been dreading.
How funny it was, to realize how much she herself had changed. A long time ago, Daring Do lived a life of few attachments, leaving her a hardened, fearless adventurer with very little that daunted her. Yet here she was, restless over watching her child head off on their own personal journey.

"Write me when you're all settled, alright?"

"Yeah."

"And don't worry about your brother. I'll handle everything here."

"Thank you."

The two stiffly stood before one another. Daring searched her mind for anything else she could say during this last brief moment. There had to be more she could say. Surely there was some sort of advice or assurance to part with as their mother, to make up for where she had lacked.

"See ya..."

She jumped as Monochrome's hooves slid away, their body turning to move towards the sizable structure of the train. Her hoof shifted, wanting to reach out. Despite parting her mouth, no words formed. And so she forced her lips to press into a firm line.

Soon, they would be out of her immediate reach, hours of travel away. But at least they would be happier. At the very least, a new life away from their family was what they wanted.

Monochrome's hoofsteps stopped.

Turning her ears forward, Daring stared quizzically at the motionless Pegasus. She would have thought that they'd forgotten something-

In a flurry of motion and feathers, Monochrome galloped back and threw their arms around their mother, clutching her in an all-encompassing embrace. Their outstretched wings followed after, with black and white plumage enclosing the two of them, creating a warm barrier that blocked out any prying eyes or noise. 
Daring could only sit there, stunned and confused, before Monochrome gave her one last squeeze. Pulling back, they pressed their forehead against hers with eyes shut tight.

"I love you, mom..." They gently murmured. Slowly, their eyelids rose. And there, Daring saw something somber, and anxious, and familiar in those soft, misting green irises.

Emotions flooded Daring Do at that moment, realizing just how silly she felt. Taking in her foal in front of her, she let out a watery laugh while tears gathered in the creases of her own eyes.

'You dummy...putting on a tough face for me. 
You haven't changed after all...'

Somehow she felt better, knowing Monochrome looked just as nervous about the move as she felt. It made her realize just how long they'd cherished each other's company, and how much they had relied on one another during times of unspoken loneliness. And even after all of her lamenting over her failures as a parent, maybe there was some merit, knowing her kid would miss her as much as she'd miss them.

Daring cupped Monochrome's face in her hooves. The pale Pegasus leaned into her hold. She smiled fondly at them, pecking a kiss onto their nose.

"I love you too, Momo."

With that, she pulled the younger Pegasus into one final hug, one relaxed and comforting. It was strange how she was only realizing new details now. Such as how their height dwarfed her own, leading to a face full of chest feathers. With a teary sniffle, a laugh shook her shoulders.

"Where in the world did you get your height from? Honestly...you used to be so tiny."

A rumble of a chuckle sounded from Monochrome's throat. Pulling away, playfulness danced within their own eyes.

"Who knows...unless there's something you're not telling me."

Daring lightly rolled her violet irises, smiling. "That is not unveiled until book thirteen, honey."

Monochrome smiled back and shook their head, just as the loud whistle sounded off once more.

"LAST CALL! ALL ABOARD!" the conductor shouted.

Monochrome planted a quick kiss on their mother's head, lightly nudging her temple with their muzzle.

"I'll see you."

"See you soon," she answered, giving a lop-sided smile as she motioned her head towards their carry-on bag. "And don't forget those dried peppered pears I packed you! Canterlot is a ways away."

Smiling back gently, Monochrome reached down to rev Tank's enchanted 'copter, wrapping the leash attached to the contraption's strap around their hoof. And just like that, Daring was quietly watching Tank and her Pegasus board the train.

They spared her one last glance, holding it for a second longer, before walking further into the car and out of sight. Once the doors closed behind the conductor, the steaming train picked up speed. Daring was left waving them farewell until the vehicle was but a speck on the horizon.

Her heart felt worn. But now there was also warmth and, more importantly, hope. If she had learned anything from her own experiences, this was Monochrome's time to heal and learn far more about themself than their small world of Ponyville could ever offer. The well-traveled voyager in her wished them nothing but the best in traversing that unknown. And the mother in her was ready to support them however way she could.

Daring Do wanted to believe with every fraction of herself that Monochrome would find what they needed to return and face this. She herself did in time, after all.

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An art dump and a chapter? In the same upload? It's more likely than you think.

1. In the aftermath of her retirement - supporting her wife Rainbow Dash's quests from home through reconnaissance - Daring Do was content settling back into society and living a much quieter life compared to her adventuring days. But after reuniting with her extended family, and finding herself in a large, empty household whenever Rainbow was away, her once solitary heart longed for something more; her own family. Though Rainbow Dash had never before pondered the idea of being a parent, she was in full support if Daring was confident and wanted it. Besides, the kid of an ex-Wonderbolt and an ex-adventurer/hero? Totally going to have their combination of awesomeness.

And so, Monochrome Dashielle was born through the help of Princess Twilight's alicorn magic. Rainbow Dash thought she'd be ready to see her new kiddo, but she promptly became a blubbering emotional mess at the sheer sight of her tired wifey holding their tiny helpless tot. She still insists something just got stuck in her corneas. 

2. For the first two to three years, Rainbow mostly stayed home with Daring to help care for their newborn foal, only occasionally running off towards Southern Equestria during certain emergencies. Here, new mama Rainbow tries to entertain her kid through the only means she knows; old prank props and silliness. Unfortunately, her brand of humor tended to end with a crying Monochrome, to Daring's exasperation. In her defense, Momo was a pretty sensitive foal and the poor babu was easily spooked by most unexpected noises or unfamiliar objects.

3. A moment during simpler times....when Rainbow was slowly transitioning back into her usual quests, ones that took weeks of exploration and research for completion. Back then, Monochrome as a toddler would listen to her tales with bright eyes. The parts about the bad guys and the close calls were scary, but without a doubt, Monochrome felt immense admiration for their brave hero of a mom. Maybe they'd be as brave as her one day...

But Monochrome became more and more anxious each time they'd watch their mom leave. Knowing she'd be gone for a while, learning that there would be times when she'd be late returning home and...times when she wouldn't be there when they needed her strength and bravery most.

4. Monochrome was an anxious child. Just about all new situations scared them, and finding the strength to face them was hard.
But thankfully there was, and has always been, one constant rock in their life. A mare with unyielding love and a comforting presence every time they needed it.

5. 'But was it enough...?'
An aftermath to "Breaking Point", in which we see Daring's side of her family's rift while Mo heads off to unknown horizons. 

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Happy Belated Mother's Day!
This piece was originally meant to mainly focus on Daring Do as a mother to Monochrome, but Rainbow was inevitably a prominent part of their life too...

Regardless! I'm both surprised and delighted that I actually got to work on and upload this during the month of Mother's Day. I was originally going to let this idea sit on the backburner and create this dump/chapter much later, but as we all know, a lot of stuff didn't go as planned in recent events.

I took my time on this one, and hope you enjoy. <3

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I love seeing Monochrome. They're my nonbinary hero!

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Great work.

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OMG smol Momo is so precious I wanna hug him SCREEE

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They were so fuzzy and cute ngghhh QWQ
You are welcome! >w<

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