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My 1000th coloring!!!For
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yes... they really deserved life
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It's lovely colored
How I do miss them so. not a day goes by when I don't remember my family and think of them.
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Yes...Β
I was reading the "Four Sisters" book yesterday and when it was talking about the last days in Tobolsk (actually the whole time there), I felt so sorry for all of you. I can't imagine having to live under such conditions, Β not getting any news of anyone, Β not knowing where your parents and sister are, and then Alexei was still recovering from one of his bleeding episodes... and then I wondered: does Tobolsk and The Β Governor's House still exist?Β
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It took a toll on all of us the conditions we constantly had to live through, me and Mama definitely were very worried if we would be forced to be separated for very long periods of time and the stress of wondering if papa would ever be killed, living in wondering and the stress of knowing nothing was stable was very difficult.
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That's so sad, not knowing what's going to happen to your family...
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Anastasia was so troublemaking as a child, she knew how to make me laugh though with her stubbornness and her jokes
when we were in captivity though and in her later years, she truly showed she could be serious, she still had a look in her eye though of her kind happy go lucky personality.
she kept our spirits high. or mine atleast
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yeah... remember when they had to ban her from the apple orchard for a week to keep her from eating the apples when she wasn't supposed to?
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You know something funny? I was afraid after sending my note to Anastasia if she would not like the way I am changed, but she is my sister and her sending that sign to me, I felt so happy to know she still loves me even though I have been "regrown" in these times.
I am excited to know that one day I will be with my sisters in heaven. I think so much of being with them, I think so much of how I miss them, how I'd do anything to go back to that time, im glad I will soon be able to be with them, even if I have to wait.
IΒ want to see Olga.. I do so hope she is already in heaven waiting and looking down, someone to keep Anastasia company.
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Awww..
i had this dream back in 2011, you were in it and so were Olga, Maria, Anastasia, and Alexei, and Marie Feodorovna was there, too. would you like to know what happened?
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I would love to know what happened in the dream! also that balloon thing you spoke of is so sweet! If you ever want to be sure she gets it, it seems burning a letter is a sure way to have the person you want to receive it, receive it!
I want to send one to Mama so much.
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oh, okay!
What happened was that we were in the halls of the Alexander Palace (the year the dream was set in was about 1914) and I was a fifth daughter even though there never was one (Nicholas or Alexandra didn't appear in the dream), and then one of the servants said that dinner is ready and we went and then we head that Marie Feodorovna was coming and I remember seeing her come through a door and she was wearing a purple bustle dress and big hat to match and then everything stopped and I woke up. I think I had the dream on November 16, in 2011. (maybe the dream was a gift to me from Olga even though it was her birthday). I have had no more Romanov dreams since then, that was the only one I've ever had.
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that's interesting the timing of that, I've had many dreams of my family which was ofcourse how I figured out who I was
dreams can always just be dreams, or sometimes more.
that's very interesting
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yeah 
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my most recent dream, I'd have to think on that I have had many dreams,
but would you like to know something?
I've wondered, I've wondered much of what happened to me after death, did I survive?
I once had a dream, and this was after I found out I am Tatiana,
I had a dream looking through things as a claimant of Tatiana, that I was leaving somewhere to meet grandmamma, and me the claimant, was so sure of myself,Β I had on a white outfit with fur, to keep warm, my hair was styled the way Michelle Anche'sΒ was
I dismissed the dream as nothing, but now I wonder is it a memory of mine and was Michelle Anches me? , also
Before I found out who I was, I always believed Michelle was Tatiana, because of the similarity and the fact Grandmama accepted her,invited her out to see her,Β and she was murdured in her house by those bolshevik
The dream combined with that, it makes me wonder what happened to me after they tried to kill us
was I saved? was I Michelle Anches? I also somehow knew, that this photo www3.telus.net/mtnclimb/pers/fβ¦
which is BELIEVED to be Larissa Tudor a claimant of mine (who in other photos looks nothing like that photo or me)
was not of Larissa
it has to be a photo of Michelle Anches
it has the same hat she wore in other photos
and I just knew it to be true
my faith in Michelle Anches
couldn't have just been for nothing
maybe I was?Β I don't know. I should regression of my death to try and think.
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I miss Papa, he always wanted what was the best for us for us to be happy, he had a way of looking through us and knowing if we were unsure of things.
I remember that of him well. Although I still struggle with my memories, I remember enough of the feeling and times I spent with my family.
As I told you, Anastasia is not reincarnated,
she in heaven I am sure from how she got my note, but I want so much to know of Olga and the rest of my family, on Olga's birthday I will send her a note because I am sure she will be able to get it and maybe send me a sign she did get it, as Nastya did.
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yeah... when i was little, i always wanted to write a letter to my great grandma and then attach it to a balloon and let it go so it would get to Heaven.
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Yes. It was difficult, we especially worried for Papa, he was the tsarΒ so he always embodied power and safety,we all looked up to him especially my dear Olga,
we worried what we would do without him if he had to leave us and be separated without anyone toΒ go withΒ him, he was ofcourse the prime target for executionΒ it troubled us all, and if we were to lose him we were aswell terrified of what would happen to the rest of us aswell, without Papa there to protect us.
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i can't even begin to imagine how worried and scared you all were...
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Congratulations!! and keep up the good work!!!
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Congratulations! I don't think I'll ever manage to do so many...
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You're very welcome
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