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I can't believe that there is less then a month of school left...
Less then a month before I never see him...
Less then a month...
Those four words seemed to be taunting me...
They whisper,
"Less then a month,
Less then a month,
Less then a month."
I think they like tormenting me...
*sigh* stupid words...
I wish I didn't have to worry about not seeing him...
I wish I could be like Her...
She doesn't have to worry...
She has almost everything I ever wanted...
The status...
The friends...
The sportyness...
But most of all... She has Him...
I wish I could slow time.
Just so I had a little more of it with him...
Less then a month...
And while it's less then a month until my imagined happiness comes to an end,
there is a happiness in the end of that fantasy...
Because every look...
Every touch...
Every word spoken to him...
Is like being kicked in the stomach...
Because I know that every smile he passes my way isn't for me...
It's meant for someone else...
It's meant for Her...
I'll never be able to claim it as my own...
Never...
Less then a month,
Less then a month,
Less then a month...

Those words scream at me from my mind...

They whisper to me,

"Less then a month,
Less then a month,
Less then a month."