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Hey there! How are you all? Everybody floatin?

Addressing a few things....
First of all: commissions will be done! I will be gone for the next 1.5 weeks as im on vacation. A trip that I am kinda scared of. we're going as friends but a thing that one of them and I had been going on, a project, for a year now, will be.....well, I dont know if it ends it. He might be able to do it alone as well.

It's been a result of me not being able to say no and lately, it's been talking a huge toll on my mental health. Especially since....this "friend" has never been there before, and all of a sudden, a year ago, invaded my friendship with my TRUE friend.....and intoxicated that along the way sorta. I just wanna get away from both of them now, and here I am going on vacation withem. DUH
nah it wont be that bad. just gotta keep my heads up for that time, pretend everythings okay and after the vacation Im gonna quit everything regarding these people and get my life back on track. So that I won't think of ending myself anymore. Maybe I will find the chance to talk to them peacefully. Doubt it tho. Hate my situation atm. But I'm also excited to get....my life back. to some degree.
the vacation was planned. if it wasnt, I wouldnt go.

so ya. commissions will be done, will have more time for drawing. paws, but also I wanna focus on other pieces like this one. I wanna make high quality commissions and I am just very bad at forcing myself to do stuff. x33 it might turn out shit.

Well. Have a good night/day now. I'll be going bed, need to drive tomorrow. I love you all. So so much. You can't imagine how excited I am when I get to answer comments, and see what you guys faved and such. And WHO you are. I sometimes click thru my notifications. and its fun! This has been a huge anchor and vent when I was at my worst.

also theres a nude version. it's in my gallery.

Description
Hey there! How are you all? Everybody floatin?

Addressing a few things....
First of all: commissions will be done! I will be gone for the next 1.5 weeks as im on vacation. A trip that I am kinda scared of. we're going as friends but a thing that one of them and I had been going on, a project, for a year now, will be.....well, I dont know if it ends it. He might be able to do it alone as well.

It's been a result of me not being able to say no and lately, it's been talking a huge toll on my mental health. Especially since....this "friend" has never been there before, and all of a sudden, a year ago, invaded my friendship with my TRUE friend.....and intoxicated that along the way sorta. I just wanna get away from both of them now, and here I am going on vacation withem. DUH
nah it wont be that bad. just gotta keep my heads up for that time, pretend everythings okay and after the vacation Im gonna quit everything regarding these people and get my life back on track. So that I won't think of ending myself anymore. Maybe I will find the chance to talk to them peacefully. Doubt it tho. Hate my situation atm. But I'm also excited to get....my life back. to some degree.
the vacation was planned. if it wasnt, I wouldnt go.

so ya. commissions will be done, will have more time for drawing. paws, but also I wanna focus on other pieces like this one. I wanna make high quality commissions and I am just very bad at forcing myself to do stuff. x33 it might turn out shit.

Well. Have a good night/day now. I'll be going bed, need to drive tomorrow. I love you all. So so much. You can't imagine how excited I am when I get to answer comments, and see what you guys faved and such. And WHO you are. I sometimes click thru my notifications. and its fun! This has been a huge anchor and vent when I was at my worst.

also theres a nude version. it's in my gallery.