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Its not eclipse, but my own personal issues.

I hate my art with a passion.
I've convinced myself, my anatomy must be perfect at all times, never one mistake.
And so, it's not fun anymore.

I hate every drawing I do.
When I tell myself I can change art styles, I beat myself up for even thinking about it.
Why? I don't know. It feels wrong.
I feel like my art style needs to be what sets me apart, but I hate it so much
I don't wanna draw anymore.

The whole quarantine has fucking ruined my inspiration.
SO

Im taking a break.

This isn't forever, its just till I'm happy enough with my art to come back

I love you guys, you've always supported my dumbass every time I have a breakdown and do this shit. 
I really appreciate it




(If I post soon, I dont- know why,)

Journal Skin by Thewinator
Shell stocks by huomennastock , chop-stock and hatestock

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Comments: 6

Leafybella [2020-05-21 04:12:57 +0000 UTC]

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SummerDragonInc [2020-05-20 06:35:13 +0000 UTC]

I understand the feeling, I adore your artwork! I show it off to my friends all the time ^_^"  but I understand not being happy with ones style.  Take all the time ya need! hit me up if ya ever wanna chat bout whatever   

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Unzipped-Fizz [2020-05-20 02:59:36 +0000 UTC]

Hey take all the time you need man!
And just experiment with your style as much as you wanna, there's no shame with it, art should be fun! Try your best not to stress-III know that's a lot easier said than done but..still pfft-

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itshauntedtoon [2020-05-20 00:29:47 +0000 UTC]

Take all the time you need Prince. If you need me Im here for you.

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Mutant-Fishy In reply to itshauntedtoon [2020-05-20 01:14:15 +0000 UTC]

Aww! Thank you so much! 

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itshauntedtoon In reply to Mutant-Fishy [2020-05-20 16:40:56 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome! ^^

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