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second in the series of art for neutral endings! this one's for the one where undyne takes over as both empress and leader of the royal guard. what a babei've never done the reflective tile thing in any of my drawings before so hopefully that looks fine
Mettaton's ending: fav.me/d9w49dn
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This is incredible. A pretty ominous ending honestly... I've never gotten it but it's definitely something! I love how you draw Undyne
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ah wow thank you so much!! this is so old though omg
and i never got it either, i was way too chicken to ever do anything but whatever it's called when you don't kill anyone
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Welp, that only means your Undyne drawing powers has increased, then!! xD
I feel that, though I have done genocide. Twice. *cough*
Really only for the Sans battle the second time, tbh, it's kinda fun... (I know, I'm creepy hahaha!)
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nah, the genocide route had a lotta cool stuff in it! i'm just a wimp who feels bad for being mean to npcs haha (and plus the soundtrack is super good, battle against a true hero is a BANGER)
also uh! i wanted to give drawing undyne another go and since you're the one who gave me the inspiration for it, i did this lol
super sketchy lines bc i actually have art homework i need to work on lmao
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Right, hahaha. I felt so bad stealing the money from the shop lady
I wanted to do Papyrus' puzzles so bad xD I felt so bad for him!! And omg you didn't have to put my name in it 
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yeah, exactly! the cast is too lovable to do anything mean to lol
man, this is making me wanna replay undertale. i havent since april 2016 :0
haha, but i'm grateful for your support! and thank you!!! you definitely should, being able to draw is the best thing honestly
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*snif* poor monsters--
and ikr, haha. Occasionally a song from the OST will pop up in my recommendations and im like... nostalgia... wanna play Undertale... but I also promised myself I wouldn't reset again after my true pacifist and aughhh! conflictions
I'm glad tho! And yeah, I should learn. I need to start by using something that isn't MS paint, though, haha!
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YEAH, the music is so good tbh that's the main factor making me want to replay it.... if i tried i could probably remember all of the ones i learned on piano way back then lol
i was evil back then and reset it a whole bunch of times because i love replaying things i like, and the last time i played i didn't finish the game so i can reset it again without guilt lmao (but man.... the times i did reset i felt so guilty, especially with the super ominous music they play when you enter your name a second time and everything. yeesh)
haha, that's how i started! but nah. don't do that. ms paint sucks and you could probably find a reliable cracked paint tool sai if you poked around (that's what i did! but also be careful, you don't wanna get viruses)
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It's actually not too hard to start! If you really wanted, go 'head and rent a violin and buy a beginners book! The hardest part of starting is tuning but it';s actually kinda fun. I do it for school, mostly. The only time I ever practice is when I feel like playing fandom jams.
Never played animal crossing, but I heard it's pretty good! I was one of those kids who didn't have a DS. I think that was the platform of it originally?
Also, I'm actually still in high school currently, just a kid in tons of honors/ap and no time to get a job. My parents don't like to buy anything that we don't need so I have to accumulate stuff myself. Adding onto the fact that I live alone in the basement, I'm kinda creeping into college student life... kinda. I do want to go into pediatrics, though. And you?
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hm, maybe i should give it a try then! but if i'm honest, even though i know how to play a few other instruments, the only one i regularly practice at all is the piano... and that's only because i know fandom songs on it. lol
i totally get that, it's just more fun to play songs from stuff you like! and since i've been playing piano for ages i can actually do pretty complex stuff... it's just a jam. pearl's theme from steven universe is currently my favorite thing to play haha
yeah, it's really relaxing! it actually came out on gamecube (and the n64? i think it was the same game on both like oot) first, but there was a ds version. how did you survive without a ds as a kid though though omg pokemon diamond and the mystery dungeon games were staples of my childhood
i'm in high school too actually! i'm a senior. that sounds like a lot of work though, wow. i couldn't handle that if i'm honest lol. pediatrics is cool though! i'm actually going to art school because i love wasting money lmao (i'm aiming to major in 2D animation)
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Pfft, thats too me, honestly. I like pulling out my violin and just playing "Asgore" or "Megalovania" when I'm bored. I'm so busy, usually :/. But yas, I love Pearl's theme! And Pearl! She's a favourite here, haha-
And regarding not having a DS... I KNOW! I begged for one every Christmas on my "Santa list" but I never got one. Confused me so much when my cousin did but not me lol. Like I saw everyone playing mario kart or like nintendo dogs and i was so jealous.
Ooh, animation sounds really cool! You do have the art style for it. Have you animated anything as of yet? Practice, or serious? I tried to animate when I was younger in Windows movie maker and it didn't work out spectacularly. And yeah, I'm the kind of kid who works their ass off for everything ever. It's exhausting haha, but hopefully I can get into med school so it pays off!
And same, wasting money is how I live lol
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man, i get that. i used to just play video games and do whatever i wanted all the time outside of school until this year... now most of the time i don't even have time to draw things for fun lol (and same!! though i love just about every character in that show aha)
AH NINTENDOGS!! i loved that game omg it's so sad that you never got to play it wtf (get an emulator it's worth it)
ah thank you!!!! and yeah actually, i've been making animations since i was 8! and i actually still animate in wmm djfasdfn it sucks and is literally the worst but i dont have anything else atm
if u wanna see...
www.youtube.com/channel/UCdMSq… this is my more recent stuff but even then some of it's old and not very well animated
www.youtube.com/channel/UCbg-3… and this is my stuff from when i was 9-13.... i was a giant weeb
good luck!!! im sure you will, it sounds like you work really hard!
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Ahh, I wish! winter and summer vacation are all about playing games and doing stupid shit a lot for me, though hahaha. I need to start watching SU again... I don't even know if they started making episodes again after the last hiatus... I kinda lost track. Still, such a good, progressive show
Oh welll I had my tamagotchi which was good enough for me i think lol, and honestly thinking of it makes me so nostalgic lol
But that's so coooool, I love seeing animation and the process and everything. I always did really want to learn how to do it.. i wish I had time to!!
Your work is so good! I love the steven universe-like art and animation style of it, it's really amazing. The old stuff gave me a laugh, but honestly i probably couldnt do better now, even. Got a new animation channel to keep up with :')
I was also a huge weeaboo when I was younger. I only watched like 3 animes but i was obsessed (my mom wouldn't let me watch much, cause of inappropriate stuff) and read mangas at the library, hehe.
Thanks! I do lol, not gonna be modest. I have a lot of pressure on myself so it turns out that way.. I wouldn't doubt you do as well!
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ah same!!!! tbh i would still be doing that except for the fact college app deadlines are in anywhere from 10 days to a month away from me and i gotta scrabble together a portfolio real quick lol.... i have no idea what i'm doing
i haven't really kept up with the show either? i kinda lost interest in the third season.. a lot of people like the plot heavy stuff and i did at first as well but they made it too dark )=< season one and two will always be super good to me though (and i will be eternally grateful for all the lesbian rep they've done)
also, if you like su you should totally give ok ko a try if you have time! that's my absolute favorite show at the moment. it's really silly but in a way i can appreciate
I LOVED TAMAGOTCHI AS A KID.......... that was the good stuff... the goodins
THANK YOU! OMG and i hope my art doesn't still look like su too much, i'm really trying to move away from that hah;; but yeah most of that is from april and may and my art was totally different (and i laugh at the old stuff too i was edgy when i was younger)
gah thank you again
OK ME... i would always try to sneak the inappropriate ones and sometimes i succeeded.... i read some weird stuff as a kid man
an anime i still like though is cardcaptor sakura.. i like really cute feel goodsy stuff lol
ah i hope so! :>
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Lol, that's true. Same with me and SAT/ACT prep. I'm not really looking into big schools yet, community college and nearby stuff seems nice for my undergrads lol. But I feel, it's like there's no more free time.. missing childhood
Yes! I do love how it bends almost every "rule" that some people think we all need to abide by. And it is so good. Truthfully, I love the plot it's in but we do need some more fluff in episodes, too.
What's KO? Haven't heard of it (or maybe I'm just forgetful). I'd love to look into it...
But honestly, it's no issue. As I've heard you take aspects you like from different styles to make your own. I bet anything you try will look fine
Lol, you know it. For me, that was being dropped off at the library and taking whatever manga I wanted. Or watching stuff i shouldn't on youtube when everyone else went to bed. Oh, rebellious 10 year old me...
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ah man, i'm so glad i got those over with. good luck with them!!
and i totally understand that.... all i've been doing lately is working on portfolio pieces for art. and i dont mind that! especially since a lot of it is character art and i really love doing that. it's just that i never have time to do anything else and it sucks............... what happened to the days where i could play video games without a care in the world
i REALLY liked the plot before but honestly, the whole show feels like it's trying too hard to me now. and the quality of art has absolutely plummeted.. everyone looks like a bobble head now and i hate it (but the more recent episodes seem like they're getting more on model so hopefully it'll get better) but like i said. season one and two are flawless in my eyes
OK KO is the show made by Ian Jones Quartey! he worked on SU for ages, i'm surprised you haven't heard of it! it's a really cute show about a kid named KO who wants to be a superhero in a world full of superheros. most of the cast isn't human (like, they're aliens or robots or some other weird creature) and i love characters who aren't human, especially robots and aliens, so this show was like.. tailor made for me
you can find it on kimcartoon if you wanna watch it! that's how i watch all my shows haha
ahh, thank you!! you're too kind! and yeah, that's what i'm going for! one day my style will become a weird frankenstein of all the things i love and people will think it's original
omg i would do that with my ds... staying up super late playing pokemon diamond... it was all fun and games until i got caught lol
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Thanks, I might need it, haha. I'm nervous and it's still months away...
But that's so cool! I don't draw a lot but when I do characters are pretty fun. I just don't have the patience to do realistic or scenic things.
And I get'cha. I think a lot of it was because it was a storyboard(?) animation. The stuff changes a bit esp as they'd hire and fire artists. And then the fanbase also begging for more episodes... things usually do take a turn for the worse after a while.
Soo I watched the trailer for OK KO and it seems really cuuuute :') I love the simplicity of the art, but it seems unique all the while. I might just see if I can stream it!
Honestly that's probably the best metaphor for art styles I've seen in a while XD. For me, it's more of "just keep sketching and erasing until it looks somewhat decent" lol
I remember staying up until 1 a.m. watching things and I felt so rebellious. I was like "Oh my god, I'm up so late i should be in bed!!" and trying to sneak past my dad (who worked late) to use the bathroom without him noticing that I was still up hehe
Ahhh good old days
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it's ok!! they're not as hard as you think they'd be (at least in my experience). you seem smart too so i'm sure you'll do well!
ah thanks! and i do realistic art sometimes, it's just not as fun for me haha. it does take longer but it's important to have a firm foundation in observational art to really get your grip on how to do stuff in cartoon art. (i post more of that on my instagram which im overall much more active on lol, shameless plug www.instagram.com/chiptunemaca… )
oh actually, most if not all animation is done with a storyboard beforehand. it's just a rough sketch of the motion and composition of the animation pretty much! i think the biggest problem with off model stuff in that show is mostly because they never even had an established height sheet? they just went off of the other character's heights, so everyone keeps getting smaller proportionally leading to the gross bobble heads we get now lol... but no, you're definitely right about how they keep going through artists. very few of the original crew remain so of course the show is going to lose the charm it had before. none of the people who made it feel that way are still there
(side note, being totally on model usually leads to stiff and boring animation.. there's a happy medium between the two su had going for a while but now it's tipping too far in the other direction lmao)
omg yes, it's super adorable!! there's no real plot or anything like you'd get with atla or otgw but it's still so cute and i love it... AND RIGHT, I LOVE IAN JQ'S ART STYLE, it inspired me so much when i first watched it haha he's probably my favorite artist right now
pfft yeah, pretty much, it's always a struggle... and the lineart will never look as good as the sketch. never
HA yeah, those were the days... now staying up until 1am sucks lol, why didn't i realize how good sleep was as a kid
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Awe thank you buddy ;w;/ I've still got time to study. I tend to worry too much over things but ohh well.
I get that... I feel like realistic stuff just takes away the creative liberty... like it's more fun to have a style and unique traits for things! I'll follow ya there. I warn you, I'm pretty much a basic white girl.
Ah, well, I don't know anything about animation, so that's a good tidbit to know, haha. I'm just really used to seeing animation programs that give you models and people just move 'em around. I generalized that a little fast lol.
Ehhh who needs plot anyway?? I love fluff haha! I'm easy to please, ig. I have such a wide variety of shows I like, going from Riverdale to like silly kid's shows.
YES I never wanna put lines on my sketches because they always look fine!! And then they suddenly don't look good anymore XD
Same. Fuck, I went to sleep at 7:50 last night. I was just so TIRED. And I woke up a good hour later than I intended to... it's just... sleep is so nice... lol
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no problem
yeah, that's exactly it!! for a while i had ocs in a semirealistic style and it was honestly really restrictive... cartoon art gives you so much freedom!! it's so fun to give characters really extreme expressions! (and thank you! lol i dont mind)
ohh, you're thinking of 3D animation! 2D animation is what i was talking about, like old disney movies and all that. i actually only know about 2D hand drawn animation lol, but i think 3D is also storyboarded...? honestly i dont know, i at least know cartoons are
OH don't get me wrong, me too!!! i just have a soft spot for fluff with cute characters lol (but recently i watched revolutionary girl utena and MAN that's really disturbing with tons of plot twists and now i want to watch more serious shows................... good stuff)
yep, pretty much! and trying to do clean lineart is SUCH A PAIN anyway, might as well just leave it as a sketch haha
IT REALLY IS.... and yet i still stay up really late every night drawing... lol
(ps do you have any of your art posted anywhere? im really interested in seeing it but it's okay if you're not comfortable showing me!)
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I agree! I love cartoony styles because there are just sooo many. I follow so many artists and animators and they're all so different, I love it!
Yeah, I'm pretty uneducated there, so oops XD. Personally I think 2D animation is better... I love watching the old disney movies a bunch ^^
I feel though, fluff just makes me feel all warm and "fuzzy" (sorry, I'm a sucker for shitty puns). I've heard to Rev girl though I haven't watched it myself. But I do love constantly being thrown into plot twists and dramatic situations...
I feel that too much. I wonder why sketches seem to look so much better than finished art anyway. More potential, perhaps? Still, you'd think the finished work would be more appealing and yet it's not!
I don't, though I recently put up a colored sketch of an AU Sans, haha. A friend of mine loves the character so I drew it for her, but it's kind of awful. The rest of my sketchbook is just a sketchbook. I guess I could post my trash though lol. But thanks for the interest hahaha
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ah, exactly! it's really an accomplishment to have your own original style. it's a lot harder to translate real life forms into stylized figures than people give it credit for! (and good character design is a whole nother realm of difficult). honestly, hyperrealism is pretty cool, but there are tons of artists who do hyperrealism and if you showed me their portraits i couldn't tell who did what. cartoony art is more impressive to me because it has so much more character and is so much more individual
of course, it's really important to get good at realism first. but 9/10 you can't draw cartoons well if you don't have good technical skills too (though of course, there are always exceptions... but every cartoon artist i know who's good is also good at realism)
ME TOO!!! coco and moana were honestly the only two 3D animated movies i actually felt real personality and love in. those were GORGEOUS though. (especially coco. have you seen coco. it's incredible especially since i'm latino, it's SO COOL to see a culture really similar to mine ((costa rican)) represented in such a loving and accurate way!!! if you haven't seen it i highly recommend it)
utena is INSANE ok, half the time you can't tell what's going on and it's incredibly bizarre and sometimes disturbing as all heck but the way the story is told is really unique? there's a ton of visual symbolism (the whole thing is drenched in it and sometimes gets lost in it lol) and besides all that, the art and animation ARE gorgeous (albeit really repetitive). and it's pretty gay throughout the whole thing... rebecca sugar said it was a huge inspiration for steven universe and there are tons of references to it littered throughout steven universe (most famous being the holo pearl fight in steven the sword fighter) as well as other cool stuff... it's just really neat ok. when i finished it i honestly didn't know how to feel because it genuinely really disturbed and grossed me out at times but if you stick through it it's great... ALSO THE MUSIC IS AMAZING www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8sWX2… i heard this and immediately decided it was perfect for luna (my villain... the girl with space buns.. i dont think i've ever posted any art of her except that insta post with my sketchbook pages, oops), i just love dramatic string music from 90s anime
OK tangent over, basically i really recommend utena (and if any episode is about juri and shiori, it's a damn good episode)
i honestly don't know? but it's the most frustrating thing in the world lol... it's rare when a finished work looks better than the sketch.. it's a curse
oh, i'll have to go look! i'm sure your art isn't trash! and anyway, the only way to get better is to keep drawing!! :]
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I couldn't agree more there! I can see a piece of work on the internet and immediately know, "Oh, xxx must have drawn this!" and it's really an underrated form of self expression! I admire people's art stuffs anyway.
I think you're right there though, simply cause cartoon art is more or less based off of real life. Having no idea how to do proportions in realistic drawings would lead to badly drawn cartoons. I always try to use real life references for my art for that reason... I'm not a great realism artist but I don't suck too bad either. It's just more of a for fun thing.
I haven't seen Coco yet but when it's released to netflix/redbox or something like that I'll definitely watch it! No hate on Frozen, but I know those movies are so much better. I do love the cultural aspect disney's been putting in movies, it's so cool!
I looked Utena up and it does look really cool~! I think I might as well make it my next anime watch once I finish (for the third/fourth time) Tokyo Mew Mew. Have you seen the show? It was my favourite in grade 4 and I kept rewatching it once every couple of years. I think it's referenced to in UT a lot (Mew mew kissy cutie... pink haired cat girl). But it's good and I liked the soundtrack from that a lot too! But yeah it seems worth checking out further
But thanks for the reassurance, haha! I would join an art class but I just don't have a lot of time. On top of all my classes and activities, now I'm working on this big philanthropy project and since I don't have a whole lot of friends or influence in the school, I'm basically doing it on my own. It's quite stressful! I'm sure when things die down a bit I'll start sketching more again.
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yeah, exactly! i wanna get to the point where my art is immediately recognizable, that would be so neat
ah, well, one day!
yeah, that's definitely the way to go. but if you wanna improve your cartoon art specifically there's no shame in redrawing other people's to get the hang of it and see how they do things! real life references are your best bet when drawing from your head though. (i have an entire folder of pictures of me in weird poses on this computer omg, they would be so difficult to explain to nonartists)
lol you can hate on frozen all ya want, i dont care much for that movie haha. but nah, i totally agree! hopefully this will inspire other big companies to be more inclusive as well!
omg i loved tokyo mew mew when i was younger, i used to read and reread the manga series so much... i weirdly read tons of manga as a kid but almost never watched the anime (like, i read 50+ volumes of naruto but have never seen any of it???) but i've seen all the transformation sequences and the theme song animation from tmm and everything, i used to love magical girl anime with all my heart. (and how did i not notice those references before?? wow)
if im honest though...................................................................... i still like magical girl anime............. have you seen cardcaptor sakura. that one has a special place in my heart
agh, that sucks though! good luck with it!!! school projects are the worst asjdfasdj
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I think you'll get there! I'm not an art expert or anything, but your work does have a noticeable style (to me, at least) in a lot of your drawings. One day!
Haha! I'll bet it is. I'm following an account on instagram that has a bunch of 3d models just posed in weird positions that I use as a reference sometimes. My ex, when we were still dating, kind of stalked me (jokingly) and found that and was concerned. I was like," you gotta do what you gotta do to get poses right!" and I think he was scared it was a fetish or something XD. Funny story of the day. But yeah, it helps a lot.
Lol, it would've been fine if it weren't for the obsessive watchers (I saw Frozen at least 10 times just by hanging out with people or taking field trips). And all the kids dressing up as Elsa and Anna. I was a camp counselor for preschoolers once, and when asked what they want to be when they grow up, one shouted, "Elsa!".
Yesss, it was literally the best! I read the manga and watcheds the series at least three times (four, if you count now). Maybe it's just a childhood thing I can't let go of, but I loved it. I read a lot of manga, too, until I read one that was rated for older audiences. I asked my parents, "what's a virgin?" and they asked why, and I said, "it was in my book." Enough said, they said I was not to read any more. I still went to the library and read a whole series in a sitting. But if you ever do watch the anime, the sub is so much better than the dub. The dubbed version is literally terrible. Still, good, classic anime. Same here, though, I honestly am still a sucker for magical girl anything hahaha. I know of Cardcaptor sakura, but I don't think I ever watched it. I just know I saw it in all those AMVs I watched years ago lol!
Thanks!!! They are but augh I gotta have a good resume for the future... damn. Least it's close to winter break!!
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ah, thank you so much! and yeah, so long as i keep on going!
LOL PRETTY MUCH..... non artists just dont get it man (that account sounds super helpful though :0 i dont draw people with a reference all that often anymore unless it's a weird pose so it seems perfect...)
YEAH..... and disney still milking it for everything they can................. there was a like 22 minute "short" before coco that was a Frozen Christmas Special!! and it was actually the worst (that sounds unbearable lmao)
THATS HOW IT WAS BACK IN THE DAY... i read SO much manga that i probably shouldn't have in elementary school and sometimes my mom caught it but sometimes it slid through the cracks and BOY...... there's some weird stuff out there
one manga series i was in love with until like.. 13 maybe? from when i was like 8 was called rave master and it was super violent and some of the girls were super oversexualized (think fairy tale. the author made that one too and i've never seen that anime either, just read some of the manga.. didnt like it as much) and my mom banned it when i was 8 but then i guess she forgot about it because i read and reread it over and over again.. and this series is over 50 volumes long so it was a time commitment
man, this makes me even more nostalgic. i wonder if i'd still like it today
LMAO MEW MEW POWER. A CLASSIC. zoey and friends
(same with cardcaptor sakura's dub, i saw the dubbed version when i was trying to find it on youtube when i was 9 and even then i knew it was terrible... just stick with the original language when it comes to stuff like this, dubs almost never do it justice)
yeah, winter break's finally here for me! i've just been watching cartoons lol... i should continue working on my portfolio but... im lazy and i have ten more days so, eh
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Yuuup you gotta do what you gotta do to get shit right. I'm just a very mediocre beginner artist so I kind of need a reference for everything if I don't want it to suck. I've considered taking art classes but gahh I just dont have the time! I have wayy too many hobbies. Figure skating takes my energy, writing takes my time, gaming takes my money... yeah.
And okay, I get why they'd make it after the success but why literally force people to watch it at the theatre XD like no, please! I don't know what they don't just compile it into a disney shorts film or put it on netflix since it's long enough to be a TV episode. Oh well, it is what it is. "Eso si que es"
ahahaha yeah that pretty much sums up my experience too. I have no idea what my thoughts on manga would be now tho... it's been ages! Even still I kind of have a reputation as a preppy type girl and I'm afraid to check out manga books in public in case someone knows who I am and finds my guilty pleasure... one of them, at least. I'm full of surprises lol!
But YES Mew mew power WHAT AN ICONIC DUB. I haven't watched the dubbed one in years but I bet I'd get a good laugh out of it if I did. The voice actors and overdone changes just made it so awkward lol! I have to admit, the transformation music was pretty good heheh. When I was 9ish I wanted to have five kids and name them after the eng dub names AHHH... I still remember them I think it was Zoey Corina Bridget Kiki and Renee.. I was obsessed XD
Honestly same I haven't done any of my work yet... it's not going too well. But I'm enjoying myself! I've only gotten dressed 2 days this week... the rest was me being lazy af.
Team Procrastination!
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hey, there's no shame in using references!!! in fact, drawing from life is the only way to actually get better. there's nothing wrong with that! but i totally get where you're coming from on the hobby thing. man! i wanna write, i wanna make music, i wanna play video games, but all i have time to do is draw for school lol it's like im in art school already
I KNOW LMAO they were holding us hostage. they know no one wants to see it otherwise
AHHH BIG MOOD. jknjn i used to be so scared of people finding out my interests because i wanted to convince everyone i wasnt That Weird Kid anymore!!! but now i accept my weird kid status and no one seems to care.... still, only a precious few know i still watch anime sometimes lmao (i dont think i ever convinced anyone i was normal anyway pfft i was too shy to talk to anyone until this year)
HONESTLY. 4kidz dubs were the best/worst, my favorite parts are when they changed entire scenes to censor them. like, changing a cigarette to a sucker or when they changed the entire background in that sonic cartoon from a bar to like... fries and a burger or something jkdlkjj iconic
THAT'S ALSO HILARIOUS, SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING I WOULD DO... tbh even when i was like 8 i was such a Sub Elitist so ive honestly only seen clips from mew mew power. im a fraud
thats better than me lmao... i have three more portfolio pieces i need to do by the end of the break but im just. Not Doing Them................. and if im not going anywhere i just live in my pajamas lol
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Hahaha, yeah, time is hard. I wish I could skip sleep and actually get things done! Curse human needs, even if I only sleep 6 hours as is. There's too much to do! And yet even when I have time I end up falling asleep on the couch or scrolling through instagram for hours. My lazy soul :/
Hey im literally the same. I was so shy until this year, cause I got medicine for my social anxiety. Like, some people I'm friends with this year ask me if I am new this year. I have to just begrudgingly say, "No, I was just quiet". Still, I only tell people who aren't judgy what I actually do in my free time, hehe.
YES AHH. They censored way too much in their dubs. I remember all of the transformations in mmp censored in some way. The fairy show was overly censored too, lol!
Admittedly, I did all of my homework on the last day of break, Collectively, 6-7 hours of it, to be exact! Haha!
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oh, seriously though! imagine how much we could get done if we didn't have to sleep... i would be unstoppable (except for all the time i waste on social media sites i hate... why do i do this to myself)
PEOPLE THINK IM NEW THIS YEAR TOO PFFT. i did do all online classes last year for a semester but it was one semester out of the 12 years i've been in this school district.... but yeah, only the Chosen Ones know about my true self
omg was it... winx??? i remember that show kind of but i never watched it
i ended up actually budgeting my time and spreading them out for once but it still took the rest of by break lol, i have the last one now i need to finish before wednesday and then im free!!!! for a little while at least
(ps, have you ever read cucumber quest? it's a webcomic by gigi dg who's my favorite artist and it's REALLY good)
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Yeah, life would be easier without sleep.But at the same time, sleep is like a nice release from reality or a way to pass time XD. Too bad it isn't like optional or smth. But maaan if you hate the sites get off of em!
YES IT'S AWFUL! Like sorry I can't be noticeable. It's kind of ironic since at my middle school, everyone knew who I was because I was deemed the "shyest girl at school". I almost won a superlative for it but they said it would be offensive, I didn't care tho haha. Oh well, the best hobbies are the ones you can share with close buddies >
YES it was winx club. I LOVED that show haha, at the time I was too young to care about how shitty the dub was though, lol.
Yayy, finishing stuff! It feels great to actually be able to relax, though. I just kinda finished the semester so I don't have any homework to do, which is so nice. Sadly it won't last long
And no, I don't believe I have. I should look it up, though!! I think you've got a pretty good taste in art and such, so I'll probably like it (if I can catch up on the other hundreds of webcomics I read). I'm just laughing because I thought of veggie tales for a sec
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alright, you got me there lol. but yeah, optional sleep would be niiiiiice
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I DO. most of the time it's to post art or respond to friends and then i end up staying on there longer and just.. ok. im talking about tumblr. why is tumblr the way it is (sometimes instagram is like this too but RARELY tumblr is just a cesspool of negativity and shitty identity politics)
oh my god i was exactly the opposite.. i didn't get shy until i was almost 14 but until then i was the loudest, most obnoxious person ever. i was probably infamous for that lmao coupled with being really pretentious and speaking in only five syllable words (that's really funny though omg)
haha, that's how it tends to be! there's a lot of stuff i loved as a kid i dislike now.. and some stuff that's just as good as i remember it! that's always a nice surprise
ahh im almost in the same boat! the semester's only a few weeks longer and then i can relax without worrying lol (im slacking off right now anyway)
speaking of slacking off, i actually replayed undertale a few days ago and it's still REALLY good! it's stupid i ever let any outside source color my opinion on it. i still cried like a baby at the end lol (AND UNDYNE IS STILL MY WIFE. I LOVE STRONG WOMEN ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY'RE SCARY AND MEAN AND IF THEY TURN OUT TO ACTUALLY BE NICE GIANT DORKS EVEN BETTER. i want a cool fish gf to watch cartoons with)
oh, it's suuuuper cute!! it's about this kid named cucumber who turns out to be the legendary hero destined to stop the evil Nightmare Knight and his seven minions, the Disaster Masters, but he's a wimp and just wants to go to magic school. it's really inspired by video games (specifically kirby i think, the author has tons of kirby fanart on her twitter and i love it) and also... there are cute gay girls in it..... which is always a plus in anything imhlo (in my honest lesbian opinion) (ALSO LMAO I DIDNT EVEN THINK OF THAT)
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OH, figures, haha. My parents never let me have tumblr cause of all the porn, and now I just don't really have an interest in it so I can't relate much. But I'll bet it's a mess, I've heard the stories of it. People need to cut down on the insults and death wishes, smh
Ahaha, yeah, I was the same for actually some time. I didn't get shy until I was bullied to bits in elementary school, people calling me weird and one person in grade 2-3 just targetting me relentlessly. Kinda sad to think about, but I don't care anymore, lol.
On that same note, it snowed where I live for the first time in a while. I took my sister sledding and now I'm like "where did all that hype go??" like it was so fun and now it's just cold and difficult haha
YES! I haven't played Undertale in a while now but I always try to remember it's original beauty by listening to the soundtrack. I still cry sometimes haha. But YES, Undyne is, and always will be, my fish waifu. Everyone's all about Sans but I'm all about that sexy fish. XD
Okay if there's a character named Cucumber it HAS to be good. And if it is inspired by Kirby then damn, it must be even cuter hahaha. I loved the lil pink fella. And yeahhhh, gay girls make every story better. I'm thinking of writing a romance novel between two in the future.
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omg sorry for taking ages to respond to this, finals week came up and i just got really busy;; but im done with all that now so hopefully i can respond faster!
LOL YOU WERE SPARED. trust me. i want to make a twitter because most of the artists i go on there for post on twitter as well but from what i hear it isn't all that much better
SAME!!!! i totally feel you dude, it was the worst. heh i'm still nervous around a lot of people at my school because they were such assholes to me when i was a kid (btw im sorry that happened to you too ): )
omg that sounds really fun!! i used to do stuff like that all the time and they're all such good memories. i live really far north so it's always snowy in the winter and it's always cold a miserable here lol (i dont mind though it's really pretty! only sucks trying to warm up the car in the morning lol)
the soundtrack is so good! as soon as i finished i immediately downloaded it on my phone again lol (ALSO YOURE PREACHING TO THE CHOIR HERE, UNDYNE IS THE SUPERIOR WIFE BY A MILE)
haha i still love kirby... every game just feels like a warm hug, it's so cute and good. and cucumber quest is the same way and it's fantastic (lol im seeing a trend in things i like here) ALSO THE NAMES IN CUCUMBER QUEST ARE MOSTLY FOODS OR GEMSTONES AND IT'S REALLY CUTE LIKE THE MAIN CHARACTERS ARE CUCUMBER, ALMOND, AND CARROT.... food names are especially cute to me
i didn't know you wrote!!! :0 if you write anything you should let me read it if you're comfortable with that!!!
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Nah, don't worry about it. I'm the same way most of the time cause like, life. And I forget to go on deviantart and I'm like, oops, 100 notifs...
But yay, glad that's over with! Can't tell you how happy I am to be done with my last semester, too.
Pfft, I was, I was! Though, fanfiction.net wormed it's way into my reading obsession and, at age 12, I discovered smut. Whoops. I don't really use my twitter except to follow a few people, but if ya make one i'll follow! Even if I'm super inactive lol
Yep, that's how it was. I almost feel lucky being a military brat, as I moved around all the time. My first two schools I was the weird kid, so the next places I lived I was shy. But yeah now I'm just like, depending on the crowd, walking into a room screaming. I change so much depending on the people I'm with lmao. And ditto, sorry ya had to go through that shit, kids can really be relentless. At least those days are behind us, amiright?
Yeah, basically! All of our snow melted, but it had it's pros and cons. Like, yeah, it's goddamn gorgeous and I love looking out my window to see sparkling white snow on the lawn! The fact is for me is that I walk to school so I'm stuck wearing my snowboots everyday (I didn't want to get a parking pass cause I live like 5 minutes away lol, other people need it more than me). And I'm always stuck shovelling the driveway. And the car battery drains! Esp cause my car is almost as old as I am :/
I did the same thing, and sometimes I even use the ost as alarms XD it made waking up a lil less traumatizing for a while. SUPERIOR WIFE, YES! I really want to draw her now. Time to find the ol' sketchbook.
AHH YES! Kirby was such a babe okay? Anyone who says otherwise can leave my life lol. Where do you find the episodes of CQ anyway? I'd be totally up to watching it if it's on a non-sketchy website for free, lmao. But I have had bad experiences with adware, spyware, malware, so I'm extra careful with websites now. And money's kind of an issue. (I mean, not really, I just want to spend the lil bit I have on makeup lol. The rest goes to my savings). Still trying to get a job as a maths tutor for extra cash lol. Apparently I'm too young by half a year :/
Yeah, I love writing! It's mostly just creative writing exercises, shitty fanfictions, and short stories... I don't usually share em but maybe someday I will, haha! I'm not particularly bad at it so I do it to relieve stress and such. Maybe someday I'll show some off ;o
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ahhh, same!! and there's only four more months until i graduate, i'm super excited!! if anyone expects me to do anything other than art in the meantime they'll be sorely disappointed lolol
AHHHDJSHFNSAJKDFNAJKN ME TOO EXCEPT I WAS 11 AND IT WAS DEVIANTART.... CHRIST ALL I READ WAS POORLY WRITTEN GHIRAHIM/LINK SMUT (FROM SKYWARD SWORD) IT WAS DISGUSTING
hmm, my friend gave me her old account but i have yet to do anything with it... i'm always apprehensive about posting on new sites, each one has a different social code lol
yeah, agreed! and once i'm in college i'll never have to see them again lmao, we're so close (and tbh, i almost wouldn't have minded moving around if it meant i could get away from all the jerks, but they're really at every school i guess)
ohhh man, that puts a damper on things!! i would hate walking to school in the winter, it sucks just walking in from the car haha (THE BEST PART ABT LIVING IN THE ARCTIC THOUGH IS SNOW DAYS..... i just got another one tomorrow even though it was just a minor snow storm, i am LIVING and will now force myself to work on the animation i've avoided all weekend because i have no excuse)
AHHH DRAW HER AND SHOW ME!! I LUV ALL ART OF HER PLEASE
ohhhhh, did i not mention cucumber quest is a webcomic? you can read it for free online! (i probably forgot to kjnflkj that's something i would do)
cucumber.gigidigi.com/cq/page-… here it is!!! did i mention i absolutely love the art and character design. everything about it is perfect
oh my god i wish i had the drive to get a real job lmao all i do is volunteer work, good for you for having that kind of work ethic
that's so cool!! don't call your stuff shitty, i'm sure it's not!! if you ever do share em please let me know!
i want to get back into writing again too (i used to write TONS) but it's so hard with all the other things i need to work on... art and animation def take priority right now but it's leaving all my other stuff behind )': guess i just gotta try and cram it all in haha
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Pfft me too, but with just internet browsing >
ME OKAY i read lots of... uh... *shuddering* warrior cats smut. No joke, I read about cats from a children's book series doin some ungodly things. I don't really know why I was allowed on the internet tbh. But I feel ya. I like never post on my instagram cause it feels like people will judge and it's just anxiety
That's true, there are dicks everywhere ya go, but you still get a clean slate each time (even if I was basically the same each time up until recent)
Yes the snow days are amazing! I'm on one too because of the storm that hit us last night. But walking does suck. My face feels like it'll freeze off. I see everyone else wearing like light coats and hoodies, going from their car to the school, and I'm just like... wearing 2 coats and gloves and a scarf cause I'm freezing. (Doesn't help that I've lived in the south for 6 years prior)
I must, I must! I just can't find my sketchbook XD
I've drawn her in my notes but then had to erase her because people use my notes to copy sometimes lol
I have no idea, tbh, if you did I'm just really forgetful. Putting a bookmark on that one! I have so many webcomics now I'm overloaded with pure joy <3
For sure I will, buddy-o 
you should, I agree! But it is a time commitment, especially if you start a project such as actually writing a novel. I'm currently planning a short story on suicide and prevention which I think will take forever since I'm very into making it actually good (still not expecting much from myself tho lol). I originally wanted to write it for a contest but I was in too much of a time crunch and had lots of other things I had to do. I really need to get to it.
I getcha there. Cram everything!
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that's a mood... it's like, in a couple of months i'll be an adult and have real responsibility, let me goof off while i can lol
i've spent this entire weekend just playing wind waker (we got another snow day yesterday since we had a huge storm, like 10 inches, it was wild) and i feel like a kid again lol i forgot how plain fun video games are
AHHH OH MY GOD PEOPLE WROTE SMUT OF THE CATS???? I LOVED WARRIORS AS A KID I EVEN WROTE FANFICTION OF IT WITH MY CAT AS ONE OF THE CHARACTERS WHEN I WAS LIKE 8... I WASN'T AWARE JNFLKJNKLJNJN that's actually the worst thing ever (but it's ok we've all read weird gross stuff) AND SAME that's why only trusted pals irl are allowed to know my instagram or anything with my art on it
who's only wearing light coats what.... i wear my down jacket until it's above 55 and i've lived in the arctic here my whole life (that's really cool though!! i cant imagine being in the south, it seems way too hot lol)
i do that too!! i always have to erase them so i've started doodling on the backs of old worksheets when the urge strikes lol (even then my teacher still points them out sometimes in the front of the class, it's really embarrassing lol)
ahh, nice! tell me what you think when ya read it!!
oh, it's no problem! 
that sounds like a really heavy topic tbh, im interested to see where you go with it! send it to me when you finish if you're okay with that!
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Truth there. Like I don't want responsibilities and stuff haha. I'm just fine without taxes and a full time job, thanks! And geez, ten inches, that is wild... I'd love another day of myself. I would love a day just to play video games and finally get use out of my xbox.
HAHA my reaction too. The worst part is that my mom caught me reading it. I still am ashamed and it's been literally 5 years lmao. But yeah it's awkward because it feels like you have to get likes and need to post meaningful things and like... my life in generally uneventful. And then you've got the girls who post everything and get like 400 likes on the smallest of things. I broke 100 on my dad coming home from deployment but that's it XD. But that's what spams are for!
Someone who understands! My skating coach does the same thing but it's like a general thing here. Esp when I go ice skating I'm always shocked to see other girls wearing tank tops like?? bitch?? aren't you cold???
Oh my god i'd literally die if my teacher showed my doodles to the class. I have to fight the urge all the time. Oh god, my history notes are filled with my goofy oc and i'd be so embarrassed if anyone saw it. She was supposed to be an undertale oc but now I just doodle her hehe
And I've started, it's so adorable! I read like 50 pages in one sitting. Almond has to be my favorite, she's so cute! "But little sisters can't fight!" it's so cliche but at the same time that's what makes it unique and oh, the art style is so pleasing to me...
Yeah, they really are. I once wrote a 250 ish page UT fanfiction in 2016 haha, it took me 8 months and I was like, totally on it! About every week.
It is a very heavy topic which is why I want to do it. It's taking me a long time to plan it because I want to be correct and hopefully not offend anyone with it. It's really meant to be an awareness thing. That, and I may enter a writing contest or smth with it. It's just so stressful to start, because even though I have a page or so of planning, I just feel it needs to be perfect... it's gonna be a while (esp cause i like never have free time lol)
Happy late valentines day! Whether you spent it yourself or with a s/o I hope it was nice ehehe
Mine was kinda weird. :/
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SORRY FOR NOT RESPONDING TO THIS FOR AGES, i got absolutely swamped with work these past few weeks
on top of normal work my art teacher made me make a fully colored minute long animation in 9 days HAHA LOL i'm not going to complain now though it's finished (www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmUX7m… this is how it ended up turning out, kinda skimped out on the animation because of that ridiculous deadline. ALSO MY DAD DID THE VOICE IT'S GREAT)
ANYWAY, SERIOUSLY. i have to get a job over the summer and after that i'm going to college?? no thanks let me play kirby at home until the end of time
NO WAY?? OH MY GOD I WOULD DIE OF SHAME!!?????? i would still be embarrassed too omfg that's the WORST
hh i totally get that, that's why i basically only use my art instagram now. i used to feel so bad for having under 100 followers back in the day since it showed how much of an outcast i was lmao but i could care less at this point, the people at my school are just closed minded and immature and i don't feel the need to force myself to fit in with them anymore
I LITERALLY CAN'T IMAGINE LOL I WEAR MY DOWN COAT IN SCHOOL MOST DAYS... i hate being cold. why would you subject yourself to that
YEAH, showing my oc art to the art class is bad enough but at least theyre all artists! this is a class full of normies man stop calling me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they don't get it!!!! (also do you have any art of her!! i'd love to see!)
AH YEAH, ALMOND IS GREAT!!! i honestly can't name a favorite, they're all so cute, but princess ametrine is a UNIT. a HUNK (AND GIGI DG IS MY FAVORITE ARTIST I LOVE HER STUFF SOOO MUCH and she also did tons of undertale fanart back in the day, i'm sure you'd appreciate that)
omg it's hard for me to conceptualize page counts at this point, what i have i become (a dweebus who reads too much fanfiction) did you ever post it anywhere btw?
eh, honestly, there's always SOMEONE out there who's gonna be offended by it these days. so long as you approach it with respect and don't go with any incorrect cliches i think you'll be fine. i can always read over it for you, i have experience with that (not personally dw) and i could spot anything glaringly incorrect if there is anything!
LOL me and s/o are two things that don't go together in a sentence (mostly of my own choice) but i hope yours was nice too! though your last sentence seems like it wasn't, what happened? (if you don't mind me asking)
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Nah don't worry about it, you seem like a pretty busy person! That, and, these responses are all miles long. But I feel like I have to respond to everything lol! But I watched and it's AWESOME, you're so talented!! Wish I could do things like that... just not enough time to learn
Yeah same. But hey, with jobs come money lol! Just gotta do something you like. I'm applying to work as a math tutor and I'm actually kinda excited to see how that turns out, if they accept me :>
Yas, that's the truth! Idk why it matters so much to people. I used to care so much I'd go following everyone to try to get follows back but now im like wtf it doesnt matter at all. Like I'm happy with life so why make it worse by comparing something as pointless as likes?
Lol you gotta do it in art class! I'm the same in english class when my teacher makes us share our work. Like writing just seems kinda personal to me, especially poetry. I get way too shy to share it.
I do have art of her, tho! It's super shitty and kinda old! I haven't drawn her (or really anything) for real in a while. Not enough time in the day ig, oof. But yeah her name is Minth and she's basically a cat-flower? Idk I just took a cat and wrapped her head in petals. Sometimes she's anthro and sometimes she's a cat. I'll have to redraw her so it's decently show-able lmao
Yes, all so cute! And haha you're right, I would appreciate that. After all, I'm still trash for UT, haha! Not as much as before but I still enjoy looking at art of it and such
*sigh* I did post it. And it's really sad. It was an x Reader story hahahaha. I was on quotev (like a weeb social media if you havent been on it) and saw a shit ton of people writing Sans x Reader fanfictions, and they got really popular. So I ended up switching from my undertale poetry book that got like 9 reads to an x reader. It's kind of embarrassing haha! But if you do want to see a work of mine, I could copy/paste a horror story I wrote last Halloween! It's one of my better, less trash things that I'm not embarrassed by lol
Thanks for the offer! I'll probably ask for a lot of help and peer editing when I actually get started. Problem is... I can't get myself to start! I'm afraid to start a new project, I think. Esp when I'm so busy with other stuff :< but I definitely want to do it eventually.
Haha! Honestly same here, dating is just weird. And yet I fall victim to crush after crush it seems. It was, actually! I just kind of read into things too much. Basically what happened is that a guy who had been snapchatting me for a little sent me flowers through the LGBT club flowers fundraiser thing and I didn't really know how to react. The thing was he did the same to another girl so I was afraid I was like a second choice or something. Now that I look back it really didn't matter cause really, what's wrong with flirting with more than one person if you're not dating anyone? So I kind of acted like an idiot and the guy and I have been talking and now we have a second date planned. Honestly, I'd be better off single lmao. I like him though he's a huge dork and so am I
BTW, do you do commissions? Or too busy? I'd love to commish something
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ah it's okay, you don't have to! i go on about things a lot haha (THANK YOU SO MUCH THOUGH, im so flattered omg!! i've just been doing it for a long time haha)
yeah, true! i'm gonna try to find some sort of art place i could work at, or maybe a restaurant for the tips... i want a nintendo switch really bad lol i gotta get that coin
good luck with the tutor thing!!
YEAH exactly, it's really silly and superficial tbh. i'm glad i don't care anymore
omg absolutely no one but the Chosen Ones are allowed to read my writing, it's way too personal, i'd be terrified
that sounds so cute though!!!!! please do, i wanna see!
SANS X READER..... THAT'S REALLY FUNNY NGL BUT I'VE WRITTEN MY SHARE OF TRASH GARBAGE SO I'M ON THE SAME PAGE THERE.... I actually have an alphyne fanfiction i wrote when i was 15 under this same username on AO3, it's so bad to me now hhhhsdf (there was another one that was a slice of life type thing too but i was so embarrassed of that i deleted it)
if you want to though you should send it to me in a note, i would love to read it!!
i totally understand that honestly, but sometimes you just gotta make yourself do something. i've been like that with a few things for ages (i've been trying to get myself to write a chapter of something for eight months now lmao, don't let this happen to you) you can't really help not having time though... that's what sucks about having multiple hobbies
ohhh, i'm glad it turned out well though, that's really cute!! hope it goes well!! (this reply might be so late it's already happened sorry)
i'm sure i'll be more interested in dating when im older but for now it's just cartoons and video games babey
oh wow, really??? if you really want to that would be so cool!! no one has ever commissioned me before but i'm totally open to it, i could definitely find time!
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Well I'm gonna do it anyway lol! I am a competitionIST in every way. And you must have! I personally can't put that much time and effort into one thing, so I really admire that!
That'd be really cool! I'm sure there are little art places that accept students, that would be a fun job. The money would certainly help. And thanks!
Plus, I found this weekend you can really easily feign likes so I care ever less now haha! Me too!
Ain't that the truth! I hate sharing with just anybody, ya know? Like writing is so easily judge-able cause it tends to come straight from the heart! And someday, when I actually have motivation, I will, lmao!
I KNOW AHHH ITS TERRIBLE BUT IT IS WHAT I DID SO I CAN'T PRETEND IOT NEVER HAPPENED oh no but hey, Alphyne is canon and amazing so it could be worse! Anyways here's the story haha!
“Aren’t they beautiful?”
Stars upon stars filled my vision as I glanced up at the sky on top a grassy hill that cool night. Colours of galaxies painted the sky, giving the deepest hues of purple and blue, making everything feel distant, fresh scents wafting up to my nose.
“The stars.”
I looked up further and nodded swiftly, setting myself down onto the wispy grass coated in small dew drops. Beside me, another shape rumbled the ground. The white lights sparkled brighter, shining a glare of light onto a patch of grass behind me. I stayed seated, smiling.
“You know, they go on forever. The stars.”
The voice again, so wistfully murmured. I rested my palms behind me, clutching the grass between my fingers. The slight prickles made me rub my hands further, sighing in relaxation.
“The stars have the entire universe.”
I hummed a soft agreement, imagining travelling to the ends of the universe. Fascination filled my thoughts as I thought of it. I wasn’t afraid. Yet, was there anything to fear?”
“It’s a lot like us humans. Except, we have to interact in the space we’re given.”
I felt my cheeks taking on a glow and a large, cold hand placed itself gingerly onto my warm ones, everything cancelling into perfection. My gaze still never travelled from the sky above me.
“If stars collided, there would be no more of them.”
Twinkling pinpricks of light began to burn brighter into my eyes. I looked toward the moon, hidden almost fully behind the midnight clouds. I blinked slowly and let a staggering gust of wind blow over my skin.
“I think I’m a lot like a star.”
I made a thoughtful noise, tipping my head to the side to lean on a broad shoulder, The figure next to me was stiff and silent. I caught the faintness of breaths wheezing through a tightened throat.
“When other people get close to me…”
The voice takes an ominous tone. I tear my gaze from the sky at last, and shift myself away. I give the person a questioning look of unease, but those eyes…. Those deep unnatural eyes… keep glaring at the sky. The stars shine brighter on a pathway behind me.
“I guess it’s better shown than told.”
The body stands up sharply in fierce movement, head jerking unnaturally in my direction. Instinctively, I jump up, and take a few steps back. I shake my head and try to speak, but it feels as if my tongue was being shoved down my throat.
“But I’m not entirely like a star.”
It continues. A sharp, poignant voice that stills my fragile form as it speaks. Too, too close was the uneven breathing of the other. Frigid hands seize my shoulders. I shrink in fear and try to scream, yet my voice has escaped without me. The hands, the big, cold hands, so tightly against my shoulders that imprints of fingers would remain days after. I squeeze my eyes shut in pain, feeling as if my bones would implode into a bloody shaft, or maybe a knife itself.
“No, I intend to get close to others.”
A smirk appears on the face dangerously close, and that moment I see him for what he is. Corpses fill my vision, sprawling out onto the hill and bent at unnatural angles. Inhuman shrieks echo from all around me, causing my knees to buckle underneath my heaving belly. To my left, a dead body stands with it’s face half burned off and a bloodshot eye falling from the socket. Its arm is attached by only rotting flesh, and the rest of the skin oozing with decay. I look away, but to my right is a girl hanging on a tree, her neck snapped and expression in permanent agony. Her hair is matted and her eyes are glazed with fear. Dried blood comes from her agape mouth, and I notice the imprints in the gums of teeth ripped out of their places. I cover my eyes and scream, the grass beneath me red with blood. My blood.
“So I can tear them apart in any way I want!”
My eyes are pried open by the psychopath in front of me, who glares at me with maniacal pleasure. He draws a dull knife from his pocket, clenching it while me laughs unlike anything I’ve ever heard, his face contorted in twisted joy.
“I’m going to have a great time.”
Yeah I have so many hobbies, and that on top of school and social life and now a boyfriend... it's hard work! I'm a pretty heavy sleeper too so that takes up half of my day lmao.
Haha thank you! I mean high school relationships are always quite messy so I'm not expecting a whole lot but I'm having fun. It did go pretty well, except that his mom was there too in another booth for whatever reason. His parents are worse than mine, I say!
And yeah, I love your art style and honestly it'd be cool to do something with ya! I don't know what you'd do for prices but I'm up for anything I can afford, lol! Your works are so good and detailed and honestly I'd love a lil thing by you
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haha alright! and thank you!!
oh, right???? i can't imagine buying followers or likes or whatever, that's so dishonest... i'd feel so guilty lol
yeah, exactly! and so much of writing is based off of previous experience, it would just feel like baring my soul to strangers... no thanks lol, not unless im somewhere i can't see their reaction
ohh, this has a really interesting atmosphere! the end was super descriptive, i actually got nauseous reading it lol (in a good way!) your imagery is definitely really vivid!
AHH ME..... I WISH I COULD SLEEP AS MUCH AS A I WANT LMAO but at this point i postpone sleep to play video games or watch cartoons lmao i'm so bad...... im just tired of working all my waking hours (but break is the day after tomorrow!! i'll survive)
huh, that's pretty awkward! i'm glad it went well otherwise though, best of luck with him!!
awww thank you so much//// my really big detailed works take a REALLY long time for me to do though, like... anywhere from 6-12 hours and that would probably get pretty expensive (probably around $30-50 tbh,,) idk, maybe find something in my gallery or come up with a specific idea you'd want and i could give you a better idea? a simple character drawing like
would probably only be like... $15? i've never done commissions before sorry this is so disorganized, i should come up with some sort of system for this;; and i'd also need to set up a patreon or something you could pay me through
i really appreciate this btw!! no one has ever wanted to pay me for my art before aha just tell me what you can afford and i'll think of something!!
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Right? I just feel like I have to be pure in every way, lying just makes me feel bad! And that is a form of deceit... just to the media. Plus its worse when you consider that people might actually feel jealous or ashamed about the fakies!
Thanks though! It's not that new but again, most of the stuff I write I am kind of afraid to share with the world. It's nice to get better in frnot of my own eyes, though!
That's true, sleep really doesn't count as free time, does it? Lol. Yeah like on weekdays I don't get a whole lot of sleep cause I feel like I have to get my personal time in and how could I go without that! Thanks for the wishes!
I figured the big ones would take a long time. It's that way with anything, detail takes time! I like the example you gave though, it's simple and it's exactly what works for me. Don't worry about it though, you sound like you know what you're talking about, so it's fine. Paypal is the easiest way for me personally but I can try other things, as long as I can use my debit card lol! I'm surprised nobody has though it's lovely
Anyways, the simple character art seems good, and I can do $15 easily lol. It's actually a character of mean I've been meaning to get an image of. I don't have a reference however I can make one. If you could take a description and have fun with it that'd work great for me, though! Whenever you have time for this stuffs lol
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ahhhah same, sometimes i see those threads making fun of internet people i dislike and think they're really funny but i always feel so bad... like, how awful would it be to be mobbed by a bunch of people just saying terrible things about you? even if the person sucks (and yeah, same thing with people photoshopping their pictures on social media.. like, you know that's only going to lead to people feeling even more insecure? and their fanbases are usually young impressionable teenage girls too, it's sad)
hey, that's alright! you just gotta build up to it, even if it's just posting short things anonymously. you are your worst critic! other people will always be more impressed with your stuff than you think they will be
YEAH.... you get it.... whenever i go to bed early i always feel like i missed out on all my hobby time lol, you just can't win
ohh, okay, awesome! i'll send you a note with the paypal stuff, sorry for the wait! and thank you so much ah, i'm flattered;; maybe i should set up a commissions page!
i would definitely need a visual reference, and if you want to write a little blurb telling me about the character that would be helpful too! also, would you want it to be in specific colors or a specific pose? just give me any details you want haha (also i have three more days of break, so if you get it to me before sunday i'll finish it within that time space!)
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Yeah, same here. Like yeah people can be shitty but I hate seeing people being shitty back! Like Jake Paul or whoever gets so much hate all the time. I don't really know why nor do I really care, but it still makes me feel kinda bad. I'd be so upset if people were constantly giving me crap even if I deserved it, honestly. Or like Jacob Satorius, sure he's a cringe-inducing little kid who probably thinks he's the shit but still, the amount of criticism people give is just too much. Why can't we all just be accepting? That's the reason why I wouldn't want any kind of fame, it just seems like a bad time.
That's the truth! I've been working on self-help lately and honestly it's so nice to not hate everything I do XD.
Okay, I figured that would be necessary, haha! I'll try to get a thing down on my sketchbook today or tomorrow. If I don't get it in, don't worry about the time. I'm so lazy myself that patience with other people is easy for me lmao! It'll just be a human character.
And you totally should! Even if you don't many, you give the option! People are always looking for people to draw their characters it seems, so... having good art and good prices are always helpful lol! Best of luck with that
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OHH, I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF CRINGEY STUFF, IT'S ALWAYS SOME KID WHO LIKES UNDERTALE OR FURRIES OR SOME OTHER INNOCENT INTEREST it's so stupid and it's honestly just bullying, so stupid
in logan paul's case though i actually think it's deserved, his video was so stupid and insensitive i can't even imagine being that dumb (i dont know anything about jake paul so i have no say on that)
and with fame, look what happened to rebecca sugar... in 2015 everyone loved her and su and while su has a lot of flaws to the point i don't even enjoy watching it anymore (it used to be basically my favorite thing) i dont understand attacking her or the way everyone has turned on her?? ha it makes me kind of nervous to be a content creator since she has my dream job, whenever someone makes something diverse there's always people who rip it apart for the tiniest possible problematic thing and it's so dumb, just gonna lead to people not wanting to include minorities because of the backlash :/
oh that's good!! soon you'll be making one of those self care threads on twitter
alright, cool! if you dont mind the wait, just send it over whenever you have time!
awww, thank you so much, you're so sweet
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That's a better example lol. Like some kid might like drawing furries, or making FNaF OCs still, stupid things like that, and is it really so bad?
Oh logan paul? Jake paul? I thought that was the same person IM SO CLUELESS! I have no idea what the video was I'm really not in the loop but if you say it was bad then I guess it was bad. I'm just going based off what I've seen. I'm not one who cares so much about people.
But yeah, that's very true. No matter what there will always be a group of people who hates what you do. Drawing styles, characters, character orientation, character body types are criticized a lot by toxic people in the drawing community. I don't see what's wrong with doing your own style? I'm not sure why everyone turned on RS, I hadn't known people did honestly. It's always hard to do something daring though, because of that.
Lmao, maybe I will! Until then, I'll just look at them and try to get myself feeling good lmao!
And yeah, I've actually just sketched out a reference. It's kind of shitty, as I've never really done a reference sheet before, so it probably makes no sense. Like I just plopped two random drawing and bullet points onto a sheet of paper. Should I have it colored or is the sketch enough? Specific shades don't concern me much and I have a little box explaining a few colors on her.
Good luck with that then! If it's anything like the writing portfolio I had to do in English, I can only imagine it takes a while. But you are well deserving!
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it's really not? there are so many worse things to be mad about if you want to yell at strangers on the internet (or better yet just don't do that at all)
oh, they're brothers, i only know this because it was plastered all over social media to the point people at my school were even talking about it. it was a video of a hanging suicide victim, they blurred out his face but they kept making jokes about it which i absolutely can't imagine doing, it's just so disrespectful and insensitive
yeah, pretty much!! people are always going to be mad about something you do, so you might as well just do what you want and ignore all the people who refuse to be satisfied. and yeah, it's pretty shocking seeing how people talk about rebecca sugar now compared to when everyone loved her two years ago. just goes to show what people will swipe under the rug when they like a person (like her weird ed edd and eddy fanart, which i honestly don't think is that bad? it's really weird but people really overblow it lol)
oh, that's fine! as long as you tell me what colors they are and don't mind if it doesn't look exactly how you imagine it! you can just upload it to sta.sh and link it to me or something
thank you!! i'm nearly done with it but i'm on the most time-consuming piece now. once that's done it'll be easy!
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