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guess I'll hop on the bandwagon and upload this, since I made it a few days ago.
overall, don't know how to feel about this year... I made strides early on, that's for sure, but I really stagnated with my personal style once I started college and that makes me mad. I guess that's how it has to be because yeah, I went really hard with college and I ended up with a 4.0 this semester but. This is the cost, I guess, lol- ending the year on a crappy note skill-wise and being really down on myself in a different way. I guess you really can't win when you hate yourself no matter what, haha
here's to a better 2021 though- hopefully life will make sense again, and I'll advance further. Right now I just seem to be getting worse, which is... concerning