Comments: 21
angemuet [2012-01-22 21:01:59 +0000 UTC]
but none it seems is permanent ... i keep looking back ... i want to stop looking back ... i want to stop wishing and hoping ... i want to forget ... i want the 6 years of loving to have not happened because i can't get through 2 fucking months of NOT loving .... or rather, of him not loving.
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NuSunt In reply to angemuet [2012-01-22 21:20:49 +0000 UTC]
stop thinking
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angemuet In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-23 03:41:04 +0000 UTC]
that would be nice ... to learn how to do that ... i mean without getting high or drunk ... cuz that's the only relief i get now ... anyways ... i thank you ... for your advice and for inspiring me to say something
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angemuet In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-25 13:36:22 +0000 UTC]
it seems i've given up half my sanity already and still the memories linger ... i'm counting on the age-old advice that time takes care of all things ... it keeps me half sane and alive waiting on time to pass and holding on to that hope
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Helenas-sweetheart [2012-01-21 16:46:12 +0000 UTC]
show me a way to forget instead.
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NuSunt In reply to Helenas-sweetheart [2012-01-21 16:49:13 +0000 UTC]
there aren't. you can give up, but you can never stop wishing you wouldn't
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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 16:58:43 +0000 UTC]
I just don't care about the reactions...
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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 17:00:50 +0000 UTC]
it will take you away from yourself. (and if i may add, if you ever wanna let yourself go, send yourself to me)
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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 19:45:18 +0000 UTC]
I really hope she is there when I come back.
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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 19:50:30 +0000 UTC]
The hope keeps me alive. I let go... I always let go.
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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 19:54:35 +0000 UTC]
hope keeps us all alive. if it weren't for that hope i would've jumped from a building long ago. but it seems i don't deserve a quick end. i have to wither, to grieve, to dream. ..
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