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Description there are so many ways of letting go
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angemuet [2012-01-22 21:01:59 +0000 UTC]

but none it seems is permanent ... i keep looking back ... i want to stop looking back ... i want to stop wishing and hoping ... i want to forget ... i want the 6 years of loving to have not happened because i can't get through 2 fucking months of NOT loving .... or rather, of him not loving.

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NuSunt In reply to angemuet [2012-01-22 21:20:49 +0000 UTC]

stop thinking

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angemuet In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-23 03:41:04 +0000 UTC]

that would be nice ... to learn how to do that ... i mean without getting high or drunk ... cuz that's the only relief i get now ... anyways ... i thank you ... for your advice and for inspiring me to say something

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NuSunt In reply to angemuet [2012-01-23 07:48:14 +0000 UTC]

well, it all depends on how much you're willing to give up in order to forget

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angemuet In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-25 13:36:22 +0000 UTC]

it seems i've given up half my sanity already and still the memories linger ... i'm counting on the age-old advice that time takes care of all things ... it keeps me half sane and alive waiting on time to pass and holding on to that hope

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Helenas-sweetheart [2012-01-21 16:46:12 +0000 UTC]

show me a way to forget instead.

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NuSunt In reply to Helenas-sweetheart [2012-01-21 16:49:13 +0000 UTC]

there aren't. you can give up, but you can never stop wishing you wouldn't

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yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 16:44:58 +0000 UTC]

Please, show me one.

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 16:46:09 +0000 UTC]

levomepromazinum.

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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 16:49:37 +0000 UTC]

Morfina.

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 16:53:34 +0000 UTC]

no. too many adverse reactions

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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 16:58:43 +0000 UTC]

I just don't care about the reactions...

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 17:00:50 +0000 UTC]

it will take you away from yourself. (and if i may add, if you ever wanna let yourself go, send yourself to me)

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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 17:25:00 +0000 UTC]

I want take me away from her.

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 17:32:36 +0000 UTC]

i don't know why i feel she will be there no matter where you'll go. but again, we could try )

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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 19:45:18 +0000 UTC]

I really hope she is there when I come back.

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 19:48:04 +0000 UTC]

because of hope you can't let go

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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 19:50:30 +0000 UTC]

The hope keeps me alive. I let go... I always let go.

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 19:54:35 +0000 UTC]

hope keeps us all alive. if it weren't for that hope i would've jumped from a building long ago. but it seems i don't deserve a quick end. i have to wither, to grieve, to dream. ..

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yoguresenlanevera In reply to NuSunt [2012-01-21 20:11:57 +0000 UTC]

You HAVE TO dream.

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NuSunt In reply to yoguresenlanevera [2012-01-21 20:24:51 +0000 UTC]

i don't wanna

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