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Pamianime โ€” My Unrequited love p15

Published: 2011-12-10 04:31:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 10437; Favourites: 108; Downloads: 0
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I remembered having soooo many dreams of him it broke my heart knowing they weren't real, and they were of him acting as a couple with me but then the other girl would appear and id be sad....the painnn T_T...

And if you guys wanted your IR there you have it, the only IR there'll be 8D (not really that happy cuz it broke my heart really...don't be so happy!! It's about ORIHIME (ME) DDDX)

NO CHEERS PLEASE CUZ ITS IR ;____; (it'll bother me lol at least in this doujinshi!! You can fangirl with all my other IR pics in my gallery but not here makes me kinda irritated cuz that really wasn't the point XD ORIHIME (ME) IS THE POINT! <3)

The last last page will be Ichihime cover pic so

This vid went well to this ;__;

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Tomorrow I'll post the last two pages of the doujinshi since I will have NO TIME whatsoever, I'll be celebrating my bff's birthday and sleeping over her house and sunday I will be going to church at around 7 till after midnight for a special celebration. So yea I will have no time at all! Around 2-4p.m. I'll post the last two pages up so

REMINDER: Please go to my cover page to read my artists comments if you haven't already. I just want to point out that this story has Ichihime moments but it will lead Ichiruki. The reason I'm sayin' what's going to happen is cuz I don't want to give those false hope. That's the LAST thing I want to do. This is a personal story I drew for myself but wanted to show my watchers my little doujinshi. Orihime I chose to represent myself and Ichigo the guy I was VERY much in like with. It wouldn't make sense if Rukia would be the one being all in love with Ichigo since that'd be OOC. WHY I didn't chose any other character to be in place of Rukia or Orihime is because I hate drawing OC's in Bleach and Rukia and Orihime are the only girls I'd EVER pair up Ichigo with other than Tatsuki LOL but like i said before it'd be OOC even if tatsuki would be the other woman or be the one in love with Ichigo.

Also if you're wondering what I ship, I'm a multishipper and like both Ichiruki and Ichihime if you guys didn't know that T_T so please don't get mad at me for how it ends. It's a personal story to express myself. Please respect the pairings and the story.

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Comments: 39

Wandering-Heartbeat [2015-01-16 16:17:03 +0000 UTC]

I personally LOVE and adore the unrequited kinds of love the best, unrequited that turns requited are the best, the underdogs are who I route for the most. It's just natural to me to flock towards those types like Orihime.ย 

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xXTheHurricane [2013-03-07 20:49:03 +0000 UTC]

can't you send me the clean version of this dou? i want to translate to my own language.

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Pamianime In reply to xXTheHurricane [2013-03-07 21:14:02 +0000 UTC]

I don't but you can erase it >_<

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xXTheHurricane In reply to Pamianime [2013-03-09 17:53:53 +0000 UTC]

ah, okay, i understand! i hope is not gonna be a problem if i download and translate it. thank you!

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Pamianime In reply to xXTheHurricane [2013-03-11 23:53:56 +0000 UTC]

It's all good ! Just don't forget to credit me and to send me a link !

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xXTheHurricane In reply to Pamianime [2013-03-12 16:26:11 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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Beby-be [2012-05-29 11:23:10 +0000 UTC]

รง_____________รง

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SuzakuGirl13 [2012-01-16 03:03:58 +0000 UTC]

I can honestly say that I can totally relate to what Orihime's thinking, I often think these thoughts quite a bit myself about someone that I fell for. T.T

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KUCHIKI96 [2011-12-14 00:30:40 +0000 UTC]

Awww. love this part

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Animalunleashed [2011-12-12 16:08:16 +0000 UTC]

In the words on Mr. Pedro from Excel Saga..... "My tears are falling like water falls!" this was so touching.... I need a tissue.

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Cute2KnowU [2011-12-12 14:45:45 +0000 UTC]

This is so SAD!! That's why Rukia can't have Ichigo!! SHE HAS RENJ!

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Texka [2011-12-11 07:42:34 +0000 UTC]

I'm crying right now. oAo;

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Wandering-Heartbeat [2011-12-11 00:37:52 +0000 UTC]

People need to remember what you have said it's about ORIHIME(YOU) not IchiRuki, geez. <.<

Anyways, I love this doujin, I have loved this, even though it breaks my hear so much, but I understand...your heart was broken and got better because of friends.

I love it Pami-san, You are a Beautiful Soul

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SilverNinjaWolf [2011-12-10 17:01:49 +0000 UTC]

Love the cherry blossoms...
And so much emotion.....

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Pamianime In reply to SilverNinjaWolf [2011-12-10 21:57:24 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3

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SilverNinjaWolf In reply to Pamianime [2011-12-11 17:02:34 +0000 UTC]

<3 Sure

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Hanran [2011-12-10 15:19:50 +0000 UTC]

I've long forgotten if they're Orihime, Rukia, Ichigo or any other character... not that they're OOC, but because of the strong emotions, obviously personal. I think this was really brave of you.

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Pamianime In reply to Hanran [2011-12-10 21:44:45 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much, yes I had to put emotion into this so it was kinda hard cuz these were memories I really cherished and wanted to show you guys SO thank you _!

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Hanran In reply to Pamianime [2011-12-11 12:08:33 +0000 UTC]

And I'm glad you shared your feelings! I admire you for that, it must has been really hard to draw this doujin, and I hope it helps you to get a bit rid of the pain... maybe just a little little bit? I'm sure it'll help other people too, the way you endured it is admirable (and quite Orihime, if you let me say ^^), so thank you for showing us ^^

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rydi1689 [2011-12-10 15:04:41 +0000 UTC]

This was as heartwarming as it was heartbreaking ;__;

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Pamianime In reply to rydi1689 [2011-12-10 21:57:12 +0000 UTC]

Yes it was T_____T *sobs in a corner* XDD

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LyraZeldaCyndaquil [2011-12-10 13:52:11 +0000 UTC]

Man, I wish I could draw like you. EVERYTHING'S SO PRETTY.

There's always more fish in the sea, anyways! And the rivers. Everyone forgets the rivers.

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Pamianime In reply to LyraZeldaCyndaquil [2011-12-10 21:45:01 +0000 UTC]

Lol yes there are rivers XD i'm looking XD!

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Hiyirii [2011-12-10 12:39:43 +0000 UTC]

T^T poor orihime! she didnt deserved this

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Pamianime In reply to Hiyirii [2011-12-10 14:34:23 +0000 UTC]

I know she doesnt its sad next time ill be sure to do a happy one but in this one it had to be done.

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BleachOD [2011-12-10 10:56:15 +0000 UTC]

That was really beautiful, truly it was. I am not saying that your heartache was wonderful.--it wasn't

Not many people would wish for the happiness with another person, instead of them. Most people would pray they don't work out , so they could come back to them. That was big of you.

Question? Are they still together? I am just asking--because--although I have only heard your side of things. I can't help thinking that he did return your feelings. I know he had a girlfriend, but it sounds like he really liked you and then he found out she was pregnant and that's when he made the decision to "be" with her because of the baby.

I could be reading to much into it but it looks like he really liked you to. Even if he liked her a bit more than you...I still think that he liked you too

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Pamianime In reply to BleachOD [2011-12-10 21:55:35 +0000 UTC]

You're spot on XD! Yes, it's hard to accept it and to wish happiness especially to the one you care about most. I just personally think it's cruel if someone would wish for them to not work out just because you want to be with that person. I mean that girl really never did anything to me and if he's happy why shouldn't I? It took me time to accept this but that's how I feel at the moment.

And yes they're still together, this was actually recent XD You really got what I was thinking! That was my first thought to, I really, really think he got with her because she got pregnant. I mean he's the type of guy who has a big heart and I know he would want to be with the mother of his child and of course his child. That's why the moment I found out his gf was pregnant my chances were gone because of the reason that he's a great guy and would never leave the girl alone or his baby.

I also thought that he liked me back XDDDD Just the thing he'd tell me and how he'd treat me would just say it, but that's also a reason why it broke my heart more since I lost my chance with him. People even were surprised that we weren't dating XDDD So many people would tell me he liked me back but I didn't want to get my hopes up since i didn't want to end up with my heart more broken. I realized that the chances I had to tell him my feelings were all gone and I should've taken advantage of them and I really regret it. But something I gained from being close to him was the wonderful friendship I grew to have with him. He became someone real important to me and me to him. He never did anything bad to me so when I look back to the memories with him they're all good and I treasure them all.

I was someone real close to him and the same with me to him. He'd always talk to me and tell me how he was but no one else XD I was so confident that he'd never chose anyone else for the reason that he'd always be with me so it really surprised me that out of nowhere a girl popped up pregnant with his child.

That's why I really wanted to draw my story to just express my feelings and show you guys

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kurosakis [2011-12-10 05:19:45 +0000 UTC]

I know it's sad Pami-san, but this type of experience can really be positive if you take it in and use it to grow and mature. I know it hurts like crazy in the beginning and it sorta feels like the end, but really, you will come out stronger. Orihime can move on, and find someone who will love her as much as she will loves them. It's the same for you, too. And in the meantime while you're healing, don't forget about all the people- family, friends, us DA people who love you and your art. We're all here for you, too.

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Pamianime In reply to kurosakis [2011-12-10 21:56:22 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much! <3333 Yes I'm moving on and I'm doing well again so XD

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InuKagomeluvrs [2011-12-10 05:03:26 +0000 UTC]

I have to say I loved this story you've made because I think we've all had that unrequited love. It's always a painful but liberating thing when we finally accept the things we wanted but couldn't have and in the end alot of us realize the're has been someone else much better and suited for us.

I hope this happens for you

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Pamianime In reply to InuKagomeluvrs [2011-12-10 21:56:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much and I totally agree !!

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InuKagomeluvrs In reply to Pamianime [2011-12-10 23:38:05 +0000 UTC]

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dragonofthesand [2011-12-10 04:45:03 +0000 UTC]

Noo Orihime TT_TT

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Pamianime In reply to dragonofthesand [2011-12-10 04:45:42 +0000 UTC]

I knowwwwwwwwwwwwww ;_; my bby ;_________; *whimpers*

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dragonofthesand In reply to Pamianime [2011-12-10 04:51:11 +0000 UTC]



I hate seeing her cry ;A;

But I NEED to finish this doujin. It's too good not too finish.

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Pamianime In reply to dragonofthesand [2011-12-10 05:06:09 +0000 UTC]

I know me tooooooooo!! I was actually going to draw more pages but it was going to do with her crying and other reasons why XDDD but i decided upon it since it pained me XD!! I could barely draw the first two panels with her crying XD that's why I shortened it up T_T...making my poor Hime shed tears is evil T____T lol but yes please continue !

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dragonofthesand In reply to Pamianime [2011-12-10 05:09:41 +0000 UTC]



The fact that you could do that many is extremely commendable ;_;

And I shall I love your art style~ <3

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DeadCobra [2011-12-10 04:37:28 +0000 UTC]

Sweet

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Pamianime In reply to DeadCobra [2011-12-10 04:45:49 +0000 UTC]

Thanks <3

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