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1, 2, 3 (Vocalizing)
1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3 (Vocalizing)
You know that he trusts you and I know that he loves you
But somehow you convinced me again
My foundation rumbles and all my morals crumble
My father's warnings run through my head
Your heart's a vine that I've bled trying to climb
Yeah, you're making a ruin of me
Try to survive, keep my spirit alive
But like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
One temptation sparked this
Now I can feel the darkness
It's my own fault but you had this planned
All of me, you take now, like criminals and shakedowns
Yeah, you make me forget who I am
Your heart's a vine that I've bled trying to climb
Yeah, you're making a ruin of me
Try to survive, keep my spirit alive
But like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
But like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me, hey
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
All of your good is mine
All of your good is mine
All of your good is mine
All of your good is mine
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me, hey

!!WARNING SOME TRIGGERING STUFF AHEAD!!

so basically some information of knives' past is she had daddy issues, he was an alcoholic who verbally and physically abused her mother, who was honestly the best mother knives could ask for. (even though she was adopted at birth) Her father would hit, yell, and over all just ruin her mothers life. And when the mom wasn't there he'd do it to knives instead..outside of knives' home she hoped for sanctuary from the toxic father, only to be bullied her entire life as a child. She'd get beaten brutally at school, the kids would laugh at her for being adopted, laugh at how she looked, how nice she was..everything..She'd come home with tons of bruises,wounds and scars..it would make her mother actually scream in horror because she wanted to protect her baby. But knives wouldn't give up their names..she couldn't. They would hurt her worse, she was terrified of them and her father. Her mother took care of her and did her best to protect her from harm.

until one day, her father got into a fight with her mother to the point domestic violence happened, he stormed out and got into the car extremely drunk the mom tried to chase him but he drove off, eventually to not come home that night...nights and nights passed, knives was happy he was gone. She felt..at peace...that is until a police officer came to their door.
"Mrs.Rider?, we've come to inform you with a case...your husband has died from drinking and driving."
Knives didn't know what to feel
Her mother- was crushed

She snapped..she honestly tried to stay wonderful to her daughter but would cry every night. Her mother still loved her husband, no matter how bent out of shape their relationship was..eventually the stress, worry, and sadness over flooded her and she became fatally ill with something that even the best of doctors couldn't cure.

Knives was absolutely broken. She went to visit her mother in the hospital one last time, days and nights would go by and she'd sit there..never sleeping. Watching over her bed-ridden mother. Until..the monitor flat lined.

After this knives lost all will to live, her happiness was gone. The one thing in life she enjoyed.

she fucking lost it

when she went home she took out the knives in her kitchen, willing to abandon everything she ever had. She had made her way to her school which was still in session..she went on a school-killing spree. She killed almost everyone in that school all except a few teachers. She had repeatedly stabbed their bodies and once the police arrived she ran off back to her home. cutting an x shape into her arm she wrote on her bathroom mirror "Knives" and a smiling insane cat on it with her own blood, laughing to her self she walked out throwing down all the lit candles and pouring gasoline everywhere, as she walked out of the house she threw matches and burned down her house living life with a new name.
She completely abandoned herself- her memories where blank and so was she..her sanity was lost.

SPEEDPAINT DONE!
youtu.be/PybRDM6VV0E

Description

www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KEsC1…
1, 2, 3 (Vocalizing)
1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3 (Vocalizing)
You know that he trusts you and I know that he loves you
But somehow you convinced me again
My foundation rumbles and all my morals crumble
My father's warnings run through my head
Your heart's a vine that I've bled trying to climb
Yeah, you're making a ruin of me
Try to survive, keep my spirit alive
But like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
One temptation sparked this
Now I can feel the darkness
It's my own fault but you had this planned
All of me, you take now, like criminals and shakedowns
Yeah, you make me forget who I am
Your heart's a vine that I've bled trying to climb
Yeah, you're making a ruin of me
Try to survive, keep my spirit alive
But like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
But like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me, hey
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me
All of your good is mine
All of your good is mine
All of your good is mine
All of your good is mine
Like a knife in the woods
Yeah, you hunt down the good in me, hey

!!WARNING SOME TRIGGERING STUFF AHEAD!!

so basically some information of knives' past is she had daddy issues, he was an alcoholic who verbally and physically abused her mother, who was honestly the best mother knives could ask for. (even though she was adopted at birth) Her father would hit, yell, and over all just ruin her mothers life. And when the mom wasn't there he'd do it to knives instead..outside of knives' home she hoped for sanctuary from the toxic father, only to be bullied her entire life as a child. She'd get beaten brutally at school, the kids would laugh at her for being adopted, laugh at how she looked, how nice she was..everything..She'd come home with tons of bruises,wounds and scars..it would make her mother actually scream in horror because she wanted to protect her baby. But knives wouldn't give up their names..she couldn't. They would hurt her worse, she was terrified of them and her father. Her mother took care of her and did her best to protect her from harm.

until one day, her father got into a fight with her mother to the point domestic violence happened, he stormed out and got into the car extremely drunk the mom tried to chase him but he drove off, eventually to not come home that night...nights and nights passed, knives was happy he was gone. She felt..at peace...that is until a police officer came to their door.
"Mrs.Rider?, we've come to inform you with a case...your husband has died from drinking and driving."
Knives didn't know what to feel
Her mother- was crushed

She snapped..she honestly tried to stay wonderful to her daughter but would cry every night. Her mother still loved her husband, no matter how bent out of shape their relationship was..eventually the stress, worry, and sadness over flooded her and she became fatally ill with something that even the best of doctors couldn't cure.

Knives was absolutely broken. She went to visit her mother in the hospital one last time, days and nights would go by and she'd sit there..never sleeping. Watching over her bed-ridden mother. Until..the monitor flat lined.

After this knives lost all will to live, her happiness was gone. The one thing in life she enjoyed.

she fucking lost it

when she went home she took out the knives in her kitchen, willing to abandon everything she ever had. She had made her way to her school which was still in session..she went on a school-killing spree. She killed almost everyone in that school all except a few teachers. She had repeatedly stabbed their bodies and once the police arrived she ran off back to her home. cutting an x shape into her arm she wrote on her bathroom mirror "Knives" and a smiling insane cat on it with her own blood, laughing to her self she walked out throwing down all the lit candles and pouring gasoline everywhere, as she walked out of the house she threw matches and burned down her house living life with a new name.
She completely abandoned herself- her memories where blank and so was she..her sanity was lost.

SPEEDPAINT DONE!
youtu.be/PybRDM6VV0E