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Published: 2003-11-20 09:31:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 578; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 169
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Description I wrote a little quote:

"But, I didn't mean to! I'm sorry. I didn't know! I'm sorry... Mommy, please stop crying.... sorry .... all I wanted to do was fly..." She ment it with all her heart.


This is what happends when I listen to Evanescence and tune out the world. Music... feeds my muses.

The little girl is wearing a pair of wings and yes, that is bird on the ground (I tried to make it look all mangled) she killed. Not sure what kind of bird it was. She wanted to learn to fly...

True Nature is what this little girl is - a genetically enginered killing machine... or so it may seem until this incident... it may show her the value of life - or she may continue on this destructive path...

So Far Madalyn is doing okay. She angsty and against killing because of this...

Done in pencil then mirco-pens and touched up with a dieing felt brush and finally taken to photoshop to be cleaned up some more ^-^

Madalyn Evans/Hellcat (c) Keri Hayes (me)
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Comments: 25

chicharon [2005-01-11 04:17:39 +0000 UTC]

i love the strong impact it gives! of how a single insident can change her whole aspect of living.

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arlejerlutos [2003-12-31 12:52:47 +0000 UTC]

Sorry to hear about the dying marker.... i like the details and the mangled lil bird

cheers

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Polar15 In reply to arlejerlutos [2004-01-03 00:29:33 +0000 UTC]

thankies!

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albyon [2003-11-25 13:01:41 +0000 UTC]

This is so sad but so beautiful at the same time.
The quote fits perfectly... I remember having a dream along the similar lines, also involving a small dead bird... *shudders*
Love this pic.

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Polar15 In reply to albyon [2003-12-01 09:55:57 +0000 UTC]

Daydreaming has the same effect on me when I have my frave music/CD of the moment blaring out thru my headphones.... but yeah... dreams are wonderful things *EG* I fly a lot in mine and always scared to get tangled up in the powerlines >.<

*yawns* speakin' o' which... really should hit the sack. heeeheeheeheehee

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albyon In reply to Polar15 [2003-12-02 06:17:37 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I remember having the same feelings in my flying dreams! I'd either feel I would get tangled or it would be really hard to initially get off the ground... *sighs* I don't have those dreams much anymore, they've gotten more and more fantastic and abstract as I've gotten older.
I love dreaming.

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Polar15 In reply to albyon [2003-12-02 08:56:05 +0000 UTC]

Agreed.... I would sleep the day away if I dreamt more adventurous dreams (which I have alot of too)

I found the best way to fly in my dreams (I'm not kidding) when you realize you're in a dream it makes it much easier... imagine that feeling you get when your floating in water and then pick your feet up off the ground... and viola! Your hovering! The you just need to get the momentum *LOL* I shit you not!

O.O;;

*reads it over again* That almost sounds too fantastical... like a move for a video game or something!

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albyon In reply to Polar15 [2003-12-02 09:09:16 +0000 UTC]

Holy Shit I used to do that too!! Again, it was always an effort to get moving but, damn, it was worth it in the end! ... What are the odds?!?

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Polar15 In reply to albyon [2003-12-02 09:16:10 +0000 UTC]

Hrmmm.... I think it happends to those that remember and have a certian amount of control in their dreams ;D

It's never strange... a few of my new age friends would say you're havign an out of body experience if you float around your neighbourhood alot. ^-^
Pretty thought. But I still believe it's just my memories letting loose in my subconcoiuse for entertainment purposes. Mwah ha!

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Polar15 In reply to Polar15 [2003-12-02 09:32:01 +0000 UTC]

Heh.... never know... could find yourself in a dream and think 'I can do this' and just suddenly take off the ground with a puff of dirt. ^-^


Or something like this...

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albyon In reply to Polar15 [2003-12-02 09:25:45 +0000 UTC]

Never looked at it that way before, out of body, hmmm... Heh, I agree with your idea more than your new age friends. I just wish I still had those dreams, that feeling of complete freedom is sorely missed.

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Polar15 In reply to albyon [2003-12-02 09:35:44 +0000 UTC]

Heh.... never know... could find yourself in a dream and think 'I can do this' and just suddenly take off the ground with a puff of dirt. ^-^


Or... something like this...


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albyon In reply to Polar15 [2003-12-02 09:43:37 +0000 UTC]

...or wake up after said dream, naked and flapping your arms wildly in an attempt to take off from your front garden while your elderly neighbour has a heart attack...

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Polar15 In reply to albyon [2003-12-02 09:53:58 +0000 UTC]

*falls over laughing*



Dang it Albyon!!! Stop disturbing the peace... and cause massive nosebleeds and/or heart failure *LOL*

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albyon In reply to Polar15 [2003-12-02 10:02:11 +0000 UTC]

Lol!
*buffs nails* I can't help it if I'm pretty like that.

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particle9 [2003-11-22 19:21:47 +0000 UTC]

very sad, and an interesting style change too. looks very rough wich is a nice way to depict this situation. looks great

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Polar15 In reply to particle9 [2003-11-24 10:38:31 +0000 UTC]

Thankies!

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faiden [2003-11-21 20:54:51 +0000 UTC]

OOoooOOO! I like bunches! Everything is very well done.

That is a very interesting concept...

Great job!

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crystalgazer [2003-11-21 12:54:37 +0000 UTC]

Wow this is so amazing

so much detail and work

very very powerful

i'm really impressed

it is now +fav

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skorchedutopia [2003-11-20 18:50:06 +0000 UTC]

....

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....Sweet Christ. It's screaming *Fave!* at me.. I must obey--but sweet-christ!

And this is an original charrie, 'eh? Delish. Absolutely delish. I love it, I love it, I love! Though a bit depressing and down-to-earth--wow.

Wonderful line-work. It doesn't even need colour. Wow.

Meow.
~The Notorious Miss Amanda

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Polar15 In reply to skorchedutopia [2003-11-21 04:52:42 +0000 UTC]

yeah... it's like that...

Kinda like life in motion can shock you into a certain 'behavioural modification'.


I think that if Maddie's mom hadn't started crying and hit her instead - Maddie would be helluva lot more destructive. Physical pain doesn't do anything - but seeing the emotional pain of a loved one... different story. One event can affect an effect on one's personality... heh.



*wonders if the gov't would see her as damaged goods if they knew of this*

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ChaosRune [2003-11-20 15:03:23 +0000 UTC]

I don't often see expression such as this in drawings. This is really amazing. ^_^

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BCDraven [2003-11-20 11:23:21 +0000 UTC]

WoW ...so much expression in the line work and tones...I really admire your ink work...awesome piece

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TheThoughtfulOne [2003-11-20 09:40:33 +0000 UTC]

WOW..... thats.... both scary... and depressing at the same time.... it's so..sad

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Polar15 In reply to TheThoughtfulOne [2003-11-20 09:48:10 +0000 UTC]

life is like that sometimes... hmm?

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