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WELCOME TO MY LIFEI don't want to say eating disorder because that implies anorexia or bulimia, neither of which I have, however I do have a bit of trouble with eating. I honestly can't tell when I'm hungry quite literally 90% of the time- odds are if no one is feeding me to reminding me to eat I will go two, three days without eating anything at all just because I forget. Because of the insanely small amount of food I eat it's fucked up my metabolism so even if I AM paying attention, I cannot eat very much or very often. I build muscle very rapidly but it caps quickly- A few hours romping around in the woods will turn a mildly flabby stomach into defined abdominal muscles. However these muscles are very quickly consumed as fuel since I'm not always getting it from food. The people I spend a lot of time with very quickly picked up on this and often remind me to eat because if they don't I just won't, not out of any malice towards my (smokin hot btdubs) body or anything but just because I don't realize I need to. In highschool I ate pretty regularly because there were set times to eat and seeing everyone around me eating reminded me, but now that I'm on my own schedule and in college, I have to take serious precautions to prevent starving myself by mistake. I have phone reminders, I keep snacks handy and always get up and eat if I notice even the mildest hunger, but I still manage to sit around for two or three days and suddenly sit and and go, oh fuck, I have not eaten in like 72 hours GO GO GO EAT NOW YOU'RE PROBABLY DYING.
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My sister does that.
My parents have to drag her to the table sometimes.
She actually talked about it once, and she said sometimes she thinks back over the day and thinks to herself "Hmm, I think I had an almond today."
I have never had a problem with that because I get hungry too easily.
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Probably shouldn't be laughing at this, but the last sentence in the description was what did it for me. I'm that way with sleep-- "Oh right I have been staying up 'till 2 AM the last two nights guess I should get some sleep"
I just like candy and baked goods too much to forget to eat. I think in college I'm just going to buy bags of unpopped popcorn and suck on the kernels instead of constantly wanting to eat...
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When I'm stuck at home alone for days on end, I completely forget to eat. But when I have to go to school during the week, even though my eating habits are still shit, I eat a lot more during the week. I think when I actually have a life, I don't starve myself. xD
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STOP STALKING ME. I WILL RIP OUT YOUR ORGANS, DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?! ^^ >< ^^ >< ^^ >< >< >< >< >< ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
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What is this shit? Dance Dance Revolution?
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Once I live on my own I have a feeling I'm going to forget to eat...I'm either to lazy or forget if I've eaten that day. I'm so screwed in the future.
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That's kinda like me only not.
I will fast for several days or weeks never eating more than a small meal and then BAM, eats everything is sight.
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I just end you stuffing myself one day and not eating when everyone else is. Then i pig out another day a week later
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I kinda do this, but when I'm bored and stuff I like eating just cuz it's fun :v Although at high school all the thinking and stuff makes me vair vair hungry..
Also can't eat a lot cuz when I'm full, my brain takes that as "IF YOU EAT ANYMORE YOU WILL PUKE. SO STOP." and yet people continue trying to feed me... Dx
That muscle thing is weird. Be a body builder with the rare choice to rejoin normal society at any time?
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Would you fucking eat something and not die from goddamn starvation? If you die from starvation I will kill you in cold blood.
At least you have your own ways of dealing with it in a safe way; that's good.
(All of a sudden, you're in Final Destination 6 and starve without even noticing it because the Grim Reaper fucked with your phone.)
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umm... this seens quite serious... i mean, you dont feel, you know HUNGER?, never?!
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No not really. :/ I mean, like I'll be sitting around and I'll notice my stomach is pitching a fit and making a bunch of noises and I'll just sit their trying to figure out if I'm dying or hungry because I can't tell.
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O_o, i usually do my best to put myself in the place of other people, but this time i just cant wrap my head around it... but now that i think it, when i pass too much time on the computer, playing videogames or doing something that keep me focused, i surely feel like my corporal needs start to being minimised, like for example i dont get that i need to go to the bathroom until i really need to go to the bathroom
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Yeah! It's like that, except, all the time. Hell, I will be at a grocery store and I will not remember to eat. I go out and be active and fun and whatever but unless something intervenes that actually makes me eat- anywhere from my friends picking up wendy's and thinking, I want to eat socially to someone actually telling me I'm not allowed to leave until I eat something. Both of which happen fairly often.
But I honestly can't feel hunger which really sucks.
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< <"......the last few weeks I don't eat much anymore.I dunno why,I'm just not hungry.I hope I don't end up like you!D:
Just need something that reminds you of food,maybe you put pictures of food everywhere in your house or better this picture!O.o
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I have the same problem...I haven't eaten something since three days,except of two gummybears.And I'm still not hungry o.o
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I'm starting to get like that. I only seem to eat like once a day now and it's never very much unless I force myself. I still get hungry but I'll usually dismiss it and forget about it till dinner time. Sometimes I don't eat a thing, I'm a little worried about it as my health isn't at it's best. Mum doesn't seem to care too much that I don't end up eating all the food she makes for me, I often feel very guilty coz I can't eat it all.
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heh, I spend most of my nights out so I don't alwas eat dinner either. My 'rents never really noticed since we don't really spend any time with eachother. It's always mostly just been, oh, we live in the same house. cool. okay. We don't even eat meals together usually, it's very solitary here. So no one even noticed I wasn't eating until I started spending large quantities of time wiht my friends and they were like, you uh, you been here three days. have you... have you eaten?
yeah that does suck though. It's like fuck fuck I'm sorry, I will eat until I vomit I swear I just don't want to offend yo I can't fit it all in. ;_;
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Yeah, when I do eat my dinner I make an effort to have it with my mum. usually it's the same here, I don't pay my siblings much attention mostly coz they're loud and obnoxious.
and yeah, I get really upset when I can't eat all my food I sit there and just keep apologizing to mum and she keeps telling me not to worry about it.
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I'm the exact opposite. I ALWAYS think about food. Thankfully, I'm not horribly fat, I just eat like I'm stoned 24/7.
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I haven't heard of anything like that before but that does sound like a big problem. Maybe it might be a good idea to get into routine to eat just after waking up and right before bed. At least that's 2 times a day so you go 72 hours again
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I don't keep regular sleeping hours though, alas!
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Yeah....I've noticed because I haven't seen you on Skype in a long while
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Acrually that's because skype is dead ahaha
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You shouldn't have done that.
I couldn't resist
How did you kill it?
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ha thats nothing
i havent eaten in the 5 days!
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LISTEN THE FUCK UP LADY, I'M FUCKING MICK BEEK AND YOU'RE GONNA CRAM A BIG OL' FUCKING SANDWICH DOWN YOUR THROAT AND YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING SWALLOW AND DIGEST EVERY SINGLE BIT OF IT. IF YOU DIE, I WILL MURDER YOU!
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well that is terrible and you should go fix that
I just mean this is a very regular thing.
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haha i know but ehh i just dont feel like eating anymore
my 'record' is 10 days
but whateve and micko u need to tone down the
cussing i could barly understand u ! mick beek? wat?
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I have the same problem.
although I don't build muscle easily because I always forget to eat so the flab would have been eater away.
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Oh wow, I do the same damn thing. But my lifestyle's very inactive due to surroundings and my hormones are screwed up beyond belief, so I'm heavy. I just forget to eat until something reminds me, "HEY IDIOT YOU NEED FOOD TO LIVE".
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oh wow haha that sucks
I feel you though I'm severely underweight. I do a lot of collapsing and stuff. When I'm on my period, I can't even walk some days. Too weak. You keep see every bone in my body. :C
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Oh my. I get incredibly weak as well. on my period I almost do nothing but sleep...Also not good for remembering to eat (lovely cycle, huh?) But I'm sure my muscles have really atrophied since leaving high school for this reason. Luckily I don't get really sick easily at all, otherwise I'd probably get sick stupidly easy too. 
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Give me your number and I will remind you when you wake up and all that shit :!
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I WILL REMIND YOU ALL THE TIME AT MORNING, NOON, AND NIGHT TO EAT
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