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PsychosisIsReal — The Last Words I Write
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Published: 2017-01-29 21:47:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 182; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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To everyone,I fear these may be the last words I write,
They are hard to say,
Harder than any others I’ve ever said,
But they are swirling around my head,
Do not hate me,
Or you,
You may despair,
But all will move on,
The world will turn,
The sky grow light and dark,
And you will continue,
Even without me,
So…
The last words I write are these,
I’m sorry… I tried,
Thank you,
And goodbye.
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My goodness do I know the feeling. I feel your pain, litteraly, and I too, a year and a half ago, wanted to kill myself, twice. Only my fear of going to hell (suicide = your soul going to hell, as I learned in church growing up) stopped me from doing it, as I don't have ANY family, noone to solicite support from; and I just didn't want to burden my friends.... also I was thinking I would be doing them a favour, eliminating myself.
I read your story it's really interesting, you see life didn't want you to kill yourself. It's not a good thing to do. How would you feel if someone you really love, just went on and killed themselves. We just need to think of that, put ourselves in their shoes, and I guess we don't want to inflict that kind of pain on anyone.
This being said, the words in your poem are really all my thoughts, the day I wanted to do it. Beautifully put, those words. Cheers to you.
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I once had the efear of going to hell for it too. It'd stop me, since I've had these thoughts for a long time now, from going anywhere that the thoughts took me. But it got harder once I stopped believing, I just saw no point in anything. If it weren't for the people around me and, at one point, an intervention by a medical professional then I wouldn't be here now.
I can see now how bad it would have been for everyone around me if I had. And I never would have been able to have the experience of true love (that sounds so corny) that I do now. I don't want to inflict it too, I imagine it must be horrible for people to go through.
Thank you. It's good in a way to know that other people feel the same way.
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You are not okay ... I can't help you when you are feeling like this but I will try
Whatever you are going trough this is only the end if you make it the end
You can make things so much better by not making this the end
Everything could happen
But only if you don't make this the end
Who knows whats going to happen to you if you keep going on
If you are going trough hell keep goong
And things will get better
Isn't that worth it
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Don't worry friend. I am more stable now. I have't seriously thought about this for a long gone time now. I have people around me. I know my life is worth it. They are better now, if I wasn't feeling better then I would try have written this, I would have been too scared. You don't have to worry about me. I've been through a lot already, I can get through more.
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I'm glad to hear that
Wish you the best
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