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Forgive this... considering that it is alot darker side of mine I keep inhibited for a good reason...

I have felt this way for a very long time... and now its time for me to vent a little..
I dont wish for pity... nor does such a simple thing mean anything to me.. all I wish is to relieve some of this burden before I crack..

typically I loathe boybands with a passion and a smokeing barrel.... but this song was something that lyrical value overwhelmed me in..

read it if you must... these words arent mine but its so accurate to myself it's scarey

______ "Incomplete" is © BSB's

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
_________ Incomplete______

Someday Ill find the girl I've been seeking in my dreams.... and Ill finally have that joy of feeling truely loved by another in spirit and in pledge but especially in sincerity & trust.... but untill then I continue this maddening journey of life alone and stoic to the horrors I have yet to face... With only the burden of my cross and my bloody hands to console myself... She's out there somewhere I just know it somewhere deep inside of me... I just have to remove the nails in her hands first before my deeper stakes can be pulled... Shes crying out..bleeding.. weeping.. waiting for a savior.. waiting for someone like me to help her finally be complete again... earnestly seeking some true love and kindness from this carnivorous world of filth..

I will find you... and if I dont... I'll die alone... just like I have lived.... Incomplete...

I've turned off comentary for a reason... This is mearly a vent of my hidden demons... those of you who actually care please just pray for me.. It does so much more than you can even imagine..

The next dev will be happier I can assure you... dont think anything of this if you must..

____ Ryoku 05© art_______

Description
Forgive this... considering that it is alot darker side of mine I keep inhibited for a good reason...

I have felt this way for a very long time... and now its time for me to vent a little..
I dont wish for pity... nor does such a simple thing mean anything to me.. all I wish is to relieve some of this burden before I crack..

typically I loathe boybands with a passion and a smokeing barrel.... but this song was something that lyrical value overwhelmed me in..

read it if you must... these words arent mine but its so accurate to myself it's scarey

______ "Incomplete" is © BSB's

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
_________ Incomplete______

Someday Ill find the girl I've been seeking in my dreams.... and Ill finally have that joy of feeling truely loved by another in spirit and in pledge but especially in sincerity & trust.... but untill then I continue this maddening journey of life alone and stoic to the horrors I have yet to face... With only the burden of my cross and my bloody hands to console myself... She's out there somewhere I just know it somewhere deep inside of me... I just have to remove the nails in her hands first before my deeper stakes can be pulled... Shes crying out..bleeding.. weeping.. waiting for a savior.. waiting for someone like me to help her finally be complete again... earnestly seeking some true love and kindness from this carnivorous world of filth..

I will find you... and if I dont... I'll die alone... just like I have lived.... Incomplete...

I've turned off comentary for a reason... This is mearly a vent of my hidden demons... those of you who actually care please just pray for me.. It does so much more than you can even imagine..

The next dev will be happier I can assure you... dont think anything of this if you must..

____ Ryoku 05© art_______