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Dear Mother,
How hard is it for you to realize that all the stress you have been putting on me along with other people has brought me to the edge of my sanity? How hard is it for you to JUST ONCE not flip out on me for anything? How hard is it for you to realize I AM NOT PERFECT?
You probably won't read this. Why would you? It doesn't provide you with money. It doesn't provide you with the grandchild that you value over me. I am your youngest daughter. I am the child you pushed out of the nest after a day of being hatched. I was on my own and I needed you to help me but you weren't there. A mother is meant to be there for her child but you weren't. I hold in everything. EVERYTHING! Until it is to much and I snap. I can't ask you to be there when I snap because I don't want you there.
I don't want you to try to comfort me when you haven't for YEARS! If I needed someone I always, ALWAYS, turned to my friends. I know they will help me. If I am in a predicament and need advice I go to them or Dad. I don't go to my sister, at least not my full sister. You think I am helpless and worthless well here is the thing. In your eyes I am worthless but in the eyes of my friends and my TRUE family I am priceless. They wouldn't trade me for anything. Without my true friends I wouldn't be here anymore. You want me to blame you? No I won't that is petty. You can blame yourself. You are guilty in your own eyes. I will ALWAYS be grateful for my friends. Even if you think we aren't truly friends they know we really are. I will always be there for them and I know they will be there for me if I need them. So don't bother trying to say otherwise.
How does it feel to know how I truly feel? Sucks huh? To bad. C;

Your daughter,
Riku

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Dear Mother,
How hard is it for you to realize that all the stress you have been putting on me along with other people has brought me to the edge of my sanity? How hard is it for you to JUST ONCE not flip out on me for anything? How hard is it for you to realize I AM NOT PERFECT?
You probably won't read this. Why would you? It doesn't provide you with money. It doesn't provide you with the grandchild that you value over me. I am your youngest daughter. I am the child you pushed out of the nest after a day of being hatched. I was on my own and I needed you to help me but you weren't there. A mother is meant to be there for her child but you weren't. I hold in everything. EVERYTHING! Until it is to much and I snap. I can't ask you to be there when I snap because I don't want you there.
I don't want you to try to comfort me when you haven't for YEARS! If I needed someone I always, ALWAYS, turned to my friends. I know they will help me. If I am in a predicament and need advice I go to them or Dad. I don't go to my sister, at least not my full sister. You think I am helpless and worthless well here is the thing. In your eyes I am worthless but in the eyes of my friends and my TRUE family I am priceless. They wouldn't trade me for anything. Without my true friends I wouldn't be here anymore. You want me to blame you? No I won't that is petty. You can blame yourself. You are guilty in your own eyes. I will ALWAYS be grateful for my friends. Even if you think we aren't truly friends they know we really are. I will always be there for them and I know they will be there for me if I need them. So don't bother trying to say otherwise.
How does it feel to know how I truly feel? Sucks huh? To bad. C;

Your daughter,
Riku