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Rinnacchi — Rotten Self-Hatred by-nc-nd

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Published: 2018-12-01 18:10:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 607; Favourites: 26; Downloads: 0
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"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you."

"But I hate myself even more, more than I can ever hate anyone."


"Isn't that laughable?"

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Hello bitches it's time for demons


Good evening (it's actually like midnight here whoops), I'm here with yet another new character, when will I stop? Probably never. I'll stop creating shit when I die. Even if what I create is some shit nobody cares about. I understand that I create the most boring shit ever, so much that even if I personally like something, literally nobody else feels the same about it.

((sorry, I don't feel good about myself since, I don't know, forever? But it's been worse the past few days))


So, this guy's (nick)name is Q. He's a Lesser Demon of Hatred (he's almost like Charon in the sense that he's a former human, but Q made his own soul to be corrupted due to his immense hatred for everything including himself, though his actual transformation into a demon was made possible with the help of Pravus' sister, Vitiatus, who has the same powers as her brother but is kinda weaker) and yadda yadda yadda nobody reads my descriptions so why am I exerting this much energy into it.

Who cares (nobody, right?), I'm continuing.


I actually created Q to represent my own self-loathing--he's also my rant twitter account's "mascot" of sorts-- but I also ended up making a backstory for him. He's a salty depressed boi who just wants to be loved but also thinks that he doesn't deserve to be loved due to how low he thinks of himself.

Before turning into a demon, he grew up in the shadow of his own brother who frequently bullies him and is basically the reason why he hates himself and basically everything so much (and also the reason why his left eye is bandaged, and the wound stays even after he turned into a demon, that's why it's still bandaged). Q eventually got so fed up and wants to acquire the power to at least end the torture from his brother, which ends up turning him into a demon, not that he minds--he got to enjoy his brother's terrified expression once he's found out, after all. Though he didn't kill his brother because he feels that death is too much of a luxury for a horrible human being like his brother, so he left after basically crippling him.


By the way, his design is supposed to be a replacement for Monoriimu (because my tumblr died, basically, and Riimu was also the avatar for my old twt acc that I now use for rants) but he ends up looking more like Locke instead I don't know what happened.


Alright that's that, good night.

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Comments: 2

indeceaseve [2018-12-27 23:41:04 +0000 UTC]

really nice design

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Rinnacchi In reply to indeceaseve [2018-12-29 17:54:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! 'v')/

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