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riziak — Time to move on

Published: 2011-10-07 18:24:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 604; Favourites: 11; Downloads: 5
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Description If you think you know what this picture means... then you're probably right.


I feel sorry for the characters of my stories I'm never able to finish. I guess I came to to the point when I gave up on this one as well. It's kind of sad. This doesn't mean I won't draw them. Those two took almost 8 years of my life (Rizu even longer), but this picture is a sort of goodbye to their tale.

I gave nearly everything to this story, my other hobbies, my writing, my proper studying... But I was the only one. It started to feel I'm not getting anything in return. I got tired.
Now, I'm not thinking about it, the made-up OST became lame and blank, the archives got hard to read and it's not inspiring anymore, I feel nothing. It's not giving me pleasure.

So I'm going to move on, by going back. I wanted to finish this picture before I go on my trip, so when I return, I can do stuff I was always doing before Zire took my mind.

Ah, look. Ulvar has short hair. It's because I want to think this picture takes place after the final battle, and all went well. I want to think that. It somehow gives me the feeling I made it to the end. God, I almost forgot how to draw him! O__o'
(he looks so Damon-ish here xD)


Thanks, you two! It's been a wonderful time! I love you!


PS. Screw the anatomy and wrong crop. It's not important here.

Edit: Yeah. Right. Part two: [link]
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Comments: 18

blackmoondaze [2012-05-02 01:08:46 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful picture! I was wondering if you had your story available to read? I've been browsing through your gallery and i'm dying of curiosity to know more about the characters, especially after seeing the picture about your view of them. That one made me laugh!

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riziak In reply to blackmoondaze [2012-05-02 07:59:05 +0000 UTC]

yes, but only in polish.
Thank you!!!

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blackmoondaze In reply to riziak [2012-05-14 20:22:41 +0000 UTC]

Sad day. Oh well, at least I still get to enjoy the pictures!

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riziak In reply to blackmoondaze [2012-05-15 06:02:52 +0000 UTC]

Don't sadden, check the part two. Yeah... me and my resolves... XD



Thank you!!!

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Vonvon-von-vonski [2011-11-14 10:26:22 +0000 UTC]

Wow...beautiful.

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riziak In reply to Vonvon-von-vonski [2011-11-14 19:45:53 +0000 UTC]

thanks ^^

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Vonvon-von-vonski In reply to riziak [2011-11-15 08:08:43 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure

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daekazu [2011-10-08 07:40:16 +0000 UTC]

Oo... ale... szkoda. Choć z drugiej strony fajnie, że potrafisz znaleźć moment, w którym wiesz, że pewne rzeczy raczej już się skończyły. Niemniej jednak szkoda... Liczyłem, że będzie jeszcze "coś". :>>>~~
Rysunkowo super. :]

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riziak In reply to daekazu [2011-10-08 08:00:27 +0000 UTC]

Będe ich jeszcze rysować :> a teraz moge bezkarnie spoilerami rzucac

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SarnaNaKiju In reply to riziak [2011-11-23 20:22:25 +0000 UTC]

FUCK YEAH, SPOILERY.
Jakbyś chciała, to możesz mi w notce napisać w skrócie całą historię ze spoilerami i zakończeniem, trolololol XD

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riziak In reply to SarnaNaKiju [2011-11-23 20:55:04 +0000 UTC]

to by za długo trwało xD

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SarnaNaKiju In reply to riziak [2011-11-23 21:38:19 +0000 UTC]

aaaw xD

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daekazu In reply to riziak [2011-10-08 11:25:28 +0000 UTC]

A no to uff. Myślałem, że to już takie pożegnanie pożegnanie. ^^"

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riziak In reply to daekazu [2011-10-08 16:18:57 +0000 UTC]

pozegnanie z pisaniem. No a jesli nie skoncze, to nikomu nie grozi sudden death XD takze deczzja ma swoje plusy

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sliverbane [2011-10-07 22:23:22 +0000 UTC]

Wow, that's pretty deep. I think I know how you feel. I remember letting go of characters I created in Highschool with the same emotions.

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riziak In reply to sliverbane [2011-10-07 22:49:32 +0000 UTC]

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SarnaNaKiju [2011-10-07 21:55:12 +0000 UTC]

aaw... to jest zaiste smutne :<

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riziak In reply to SarnaNaKiju [2011-10-07 21:58:45 +0000 UTC]

nom, przykro mi strasznie v_v ale wiem, że już się nie podniosę. Bo może być tak, że będzie chwilowy podryg wózka z akcją, ale to potrwa tydzień, a potem znów kilka miesięcy stagnacji. Te miesiące przytłoczyły mój zapał zupełnie. A myślałam, że jak kapitan, opuszczę okręt jako ostatnia. Chociaż... pewnie tak teraz jest T_T

dzięki

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