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Rona-Keller In reply to WiRE4k [2015-10-24 10:56:53 +0000 UTC]

Ah yes, as always! I've gotten better at getting up early lately and working in the morning, which has allowed to be a lot more relaxed throughout the day. And still, there is so much I want to do and only so much I have time for. But I recently finished the two jobs I was working on (the rest of the photos for Coffee Circle that I didn't get done during my internship, and the wedding photos of two of my friends), and will hopefully finally find some motivation for my bachelor project now, which I really need to start working on.
Thank you so much for asking, I appreciate it! 
How have you been? 

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WiRE4k In reply to Rona-Keller [2015-10-26 07:43:44 +0000 UTC]

May the muse and the easy spirits come your way for the bachelor project.

I've been soul-searching amidst the university classes, which is, in itself, quite an experience. Learning about how the world works, how people work, how relationships work, how the Russian culture works. It really did start another chapter in my life; invisibly at first, and quite obviously today. For the first time I've been living on my own for quite a while now, with no one to rely on but myself, and it has changed me. Depression still hits quite often as I feel incredibly lonely, but I feel like I'm managing it quite well. I came to understand the barriers that prevent me from living mentally-healthily, and I feel like I am to assault them in the near future, probably shattering them in process.

Opening up to people is quite difficult. I didn't notice it the first time I attended university because I had a dedicated friend there with whom I've spent so much time. Now that there's no such person around, I notice very keenly exactly how difficult for me expressing myself is. Still, it feels like I'm either making a way around it or doing my best to overcome it. People around me are not as receptive and open as you are, so it's hard to make friends for a shelled-up person like myself.

I took up to stuff that I care about. I've made a few paper cranes, which is what I wanted to do for a few months now, and I'm a little proud of it. I'm slowly getting back to writing, too; the spirits are not easy due to all the social stress I've been under so far, but I'm sure it will be fine. I'm to start physical exercises again as part of the university's P.E.. Markiplier (a YouTube personality) has reminded me that life's about now, not about "some day", so I'm going for what I was often pushing forth into the future because I'm too afraid to fail at it. Let's see how it turns out.

Thanks for asking to you, as well. I don't talk about this stuff often, so it's nice to have someone interested in it every once in a while.

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