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i know with all certainty
that i will fuck this up
its just what i do best
and i want to change
to be a better man
but there's something
beneath the surface
scratching to get out
and it takes all my might
to hold the demon inside
chain me down and watch
in horror as it writhes
i'm possessed honey &
i'm obsessed honey &
i know you want me to change
but i'm stuck in my ways
i don't deserve you
& you don't deserve
what i do to you
but the real shame
is that you stick around
regardless of the abuse
i know yeah i know that
you want me to change
but i'm stuck in my ways
its the haunting hour
that cold sweat forms on my brow
and i can't seem to sleep
i watch you soundly slumber
and secretly i envy you
for how peacefully you relinquish
your worries from the day
and shed your anxieties
before slipping into your pajamas
i ain't got nothing to give
but i'll give it all to you
just to keep your warm body
right here beside me