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Published: 2016-04-01 18:45:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 888; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 0
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Description Just some vent art. I've been feeling rather down lately, and I had to draw some vent art. I'm a bit better now, so don't worry to much.
Do I need a maturity warning?
            

Please do not re-use or redistribute!!! Please feel free to comment!


Artwork and Character © Me, Sarn-Elyren
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Comments: 40

AbdouBouam [2016-04-03 16:18:13 +0000 UTC]

I'm really sorry to hear that you were feeling down, it's not easy, you can count on us and you can talk if you need to. There's no good for keeping everything inside of you , vent art does the job too
What I do when I'm feeling drowning is diving even more and drowning myself in work on stuff I'm interested in. Some people drink, some people do drugs, some people travel, some people play games...etc, I work.
I've been doing this for about two or three weeks now and it's working fine, except from headaches and being tired from the lack of sleep, but I prefer that over being tired mentally and staying awake in bed for a long time. Now I don't feel sad, I don't feel anxious, I don't feel happy, I don't feel hurt, I don't feel lonely,in fact I don't feel anything at all most of the time, that's better than feeling bad.
What I want to say is that you need to find what relaxes you and makes you better, try to find the source and deal with it and if you can't for some reason then at least try to find distractions. Draw, talk, listen to music, walk, play video games, play with your pets and take care of them...
Remember : I'm more than ready to talk with you about anything you want, I know that you probably feel like no one understands you, maybe even you can't understand yourself, but talking to someone about what disturbs you was proven to help a lot even if that person doesn't actually provide advices. I'm very certain that a lot of your friends here and IRL are willing to help you.
I'm sorry if it's a bit too ling and if it doesn't help you a lot, I'm not that good with words.
Just take care, okay?

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to AbdouBouam [2016-04-03 19:03:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the lovely comment! I really appreciate it! I'm much better now, and thank you so much!

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AbdouBouam In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-03 21:59:58 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear it

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to AbdouBouam [2016-04-04 13:56:13 +0000 UTC]

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Rhosgobel-Rabbit [2016-04-02 08:18:35 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful! 

awww Sarn I'm sorry you've been down
I'm glad you're feeling better and I hope you'll be 100% here soon! 

Anyway this is a gorgeous vent art!

and as for a maturity warning I don't think it's incredibly necessary

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Rhosgobel-Rabbit [2016-04-02 19:12:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm a lot better now, and thanks for the concern and compliment!

Mkay, I just didn't know for sure

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Rhosgobel-Rabbit In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-03 17:16:31 +0000 UTC]

That's great!

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Rhosgobel-Rabbit [2016-04-03 17:18:28 +0000 UTC]

Haha

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HomeOfBluAndshadows [2016-04-01 21:35:04 +0000 UTC]

awww, my sweet, Sarn, I  know how you feel, being down is such a strong emotion & makes you feel things that you wish you didn't want to think about, knowing how things in life are always trying to pull you down below the surface of life and will always hiding in the clouds upon the horizon of the past just waiting to swop down at your weakest moment in time, but your a strong wolf and can find your inner power to fight off the evil spirits of world, I know you will stand strong & proud of who you are to make your mark upon this world, you are loved and cared for, but I know some wars of feeling down has to be fought on your own, but we all have our wings holding you close, to give you comfort until you feel better once again, we won't let you drown

*as Topaz see you go below the water, he jumps into the water after you and swims fast towards you, he puts his front paws under your front paws and quickly kicks his back legs towards the surface of water until the surface is reached, Topaz holds you close as he swims towards the shore, he reaches the shore and softly grabs you by the scruff and drags you upon the shore, Topaz lies next you and puts his right paw under your head and takes his left paw and gently wipes the blood from your nose and whispers in your ears * "Sarn, you are going to be ok, i'm right hear for you"

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to HomeOfBluAndshadows [2016-04-02 19:12:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for your words a of encouragement, they mean a lot too me, even though I couldn't reply until now. Thank you so much Blu!

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HomeOfBluAndshadows In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-20 22:25:40 +0000 UTC]

i'm very happy to give you words of Encouragement sweet, heart & brings many smiles to my heart knowing they mean a lot to you , Even though you can have someone help you or someone can walk beside you to help you though the problem, but your heart has to be true to your self to take the steps to reach your goal, other wise it's only lies to your self that won't guide you through to the right path. you are always welcome Sarn, you will always be a special star in my night sky & always be close to my heart

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to HomeOfBluAndshadows [2016-04-21 02:48:38 +0000 UTC]

You always say the nicest things, Chris!

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HomeOfBluAndshadows In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-25 23:16:20 +0000 UTC]

Awww, thank you darling, Sarn such a special lady you are

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to HomeOfBluAndshadows [2016-04-26 16:47:25 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thank you Chris! You are amazing too!

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HomeOfBluAndshadows In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-26 23:12:20 +0000 UTC]

you are so welcome, Sarn,  & thank you darling, blu would like to give you a feather, for the wonderful friendship we have (sorry I couldn't find a blue feather

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to HomeOfBluAndshadows [2016-04-27 16:31:59 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks blue!!

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HomeOfBluAndshadows In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-28 18:09:30 +0000 UTC]

your very welcome darling, may I weave the feather into your fur of your beautiful tail. Sarn?

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to HomeOfBluAndshadows [2016-04-28 19:35:13 +0000 UTC]

Haha, sure, go wild.

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Arsyynis [2016-04-01 19:33:47 +0000 UTC]

I know that feeling exactly. 

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Arsyynis [2016-04-02 19:11:39 +0000 UTC]

It's a horrible feeling

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Arsyynis In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-03 16:14:20 +0000 UTC]

I hope I won't have to experience it again. Glad it's going better now with the both of us though! 

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Arsyynis [2016-04-03 17:19:00 +0000 UTC]

Me too! We don't need any damn depression!

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FatherSparrow [2016-04-01 19:04:21 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry you feel this way Hun, I wish I could do something...

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to FatherSparrow [2016-04-02 19:11:29 +0000 UTC]

I'm a lot better now, the thing I was deppressed over is now over, but thank you so much for you rconcern!

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lostintheflowoftime [2016-04-01 19:02:57 +0000 UTC]

It sucks that you were depressed, but I'm glad you're feeling better. Just so you know, depression doesn't always feel like that. I've been depressed before and I was just constantly sleepy. In fact I didn't even realize I was depressed, a family member was the one who told me what was wrong with me.

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to lostintheflowoftime [2016-04-02 19:10:52 +0000 UTC]

I'm just glad what I was deppressed over is over itself now, hHa.
It's interesting all the different types of depression there ard, huh?

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lostintheflowoftime In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-02 19:31:45 +0000 UTC]

It really is, sometimes depression can even be physically painful.

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to lostintheflowoftime [2016-04-03 17:20:35 +0000 UTC]

It can be, having experienced it myself. Its a horrible thing

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lostintheflowoftime In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-03 19:29:02 +0000 UTC]

I was only slightly achy every once in a while, so I was pretty lucky.

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to lostintheflowoftime [2016-04-03 19:32:43 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, its horrible when you're depressed.

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lostintheflowoftime In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-03 19:57:40 +0000 UTC]

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Nova-Sparkle [2016-04-01 18:58:41 +0000 UTC]

It looks great but more importantly, I hope you're feeling better! 

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Nova-Sparkle [2016-04-02 19:09:59 +0000 UTC]

Haha, I'm feeling much better, thank you!

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Nova-Sparkle In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-02 19:50:46 +0000 UTC]

Good! c:

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Nova-Sparkle [2016-04-03 17:19:31 +0000 UTC]

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Deryn-Huskyboi [2016-04-01 18:49:26 +0000 UTC]

Cause girl you know i'm drownin'....

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Deryn-Huskyboi [2016-04-01 18:51:10 +0000 UTC]

It felt like I was drowning, to be honest. I think anyone who has ever been depressed will know the feeling

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Deryn-Huskyboi In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-01 19:26:06 +0000 UTC]

i mean www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVMt0g…

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Sarn-Elyren In reply to Deryn-Huskyboi [2016-04-02 19:08:42 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, kay

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Deryn-Huskyboi In reply to Sarn-Elyren [2016-04-02 19:13:30 +0000 UTC]

yea

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