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Im honestly having a hard time right now
These speedpaints are really relaxing actually... so Im gonna start doing alot of them soon
Idk... sorry my emotions are really fucked up and I like honestly have been having these weird depression spurts where ill be like yea lets go get a gun and shoot myself and i wont... and then ill be totally fine and confident and then again it hits me- oh u fucking suck at school and no one cares about u and im just so tired of it... its s exhausting ive just been going to bed early sometimes not eating i honestly dont care anymore... fml (theres alot more but i really dont wanna vent on a art website -.- )
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yea here video: youtu.be/ATW5OSKabrI

Description
Im honestly having a hard time right now
These speedpaints are really relaxing actually... so Im gonna start doing alot of them soon
Idk... sorry my emotions are really fucked up and I like honestly have been having these weird depression spurts where ill be like yea lets go get a gun and shoot myself and i wont... and then ill be totally fine and confident and then again it hits me- oh u fucking suck at school and no one cares about u and im just so tired of it... its s exhausting ive just been going to bed early sometimes not eating i honestly dont care anymore... fml (theres alot more but i really dont wanna vent on a art website -.- )
mm

yea here video: youtu.be/ATW5OSKabrI