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;n; I understand those feels to some extent at least! I hope you are ok.
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Ah yes, quite a familar feeling. I think you summed it up perfectly! Especially with the taking of the brain part D:
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oh, thankyou! It's hard to say one thing about depression thats sums it up for everyone, seeing as each person has a very different experience with it.
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That's very true! Though most people I've talked to about it tend to describe it as a void or a general lacking of feeling. Certain metaphors work for some people, not for others c:
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"Hey brain! It's beautiful out! Let's go play with friends!"
"But wouldn't you rather stay inside and sleep?"
"But we just slept for 3 weeks straight! Let's go playyy!!!"
"Mmmm.....nahhh. we sleep."
Totally get you.
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It's sad that depression can be like this. If you're feeling this way, all I can give across the internet is unfortunately just my condolences.
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oh wow. I know how that feels. mostly at night. I used to get panic attacks due to my past and how I wish I could change it...then I got zoloft... then took off that and got on prozac.... yay happy pills!!! it just keeps me from brooding over it and be like "yeah...I'm sad....lets play some games!"
if you ever need to talk I'm here 
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It's sad, isn't it? Most people think that stuff makes you happy, but it only just makes you functional. It would only take away the knife.
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he still has the damn knife...
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during a huge part of my depression my friend was trying to help me. but it wasnt working. not till she started telling it to me in a science way. once I thought about it and realized all feelings are just a chemical reaction it made me feel more in control of them (even if I wasn't REALLY more in control) it did make me feel more confidant and now when ever I'm sad I can kind of talk myself out of it.
it to me is less about finding the ACTUAL thing but just trying to find what tricks your mind into believe what you want it to believe I guess >.>.. so long as it helps you ya know? but in the end I'm still here. and I can still smile (forcing a smile can make your body create more chemicals that make you feel happy :3 so it keeps you more lvl headed if you are in a bad situation to just smile and breath) at least. thats what I read. so far I'm ok for the most part.
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Interesting. I am not sure what kind of depression you have, but mine was temporary (as far as I can tell) and wasn't easy to Logic(?) my way out of.
Looking back, it is surprising how low I was.
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mine wasnt easy to logic too but after my friend gave me that it was something I had NEVER thought of before so I was able to latch onto it and use it.
mine is mostly an anxiety issue that leads into depression since I would feel like I couldnt do anything I enjoyed anymore and would slowly get more and more sad about not being myself.
it's F my life up ALOT last year but now I'm learning to just try and do what I love and even when I get freaked out don't let it take you down again. it has taken a LONG time but I think I can finally say I'm doing ok :3
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Well, great to hear you're doing better.
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*flinches*
Oy Scilk x.x
I'm here for you if you need to talk dear β₯
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Of course dear~
And don't worry I haven't forgotten about the present I owe you β₯Β
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oh no you owe me nothing! You're too kind already <3
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I know I don't ooowwwe you anythingΒ
But I want to give you the present ^^
I just need the time to make it x//x;Β
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