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neessaa-Torres [2016-08-06 20:49:17 +0000 UTC]
oh man you're giving me major feels about the good ol' football days dfghjkjgfhj ;3;
i'm still so sad and bitter that villa and fernando weren't in the spain nt in the euros because oh man all the ships would have sailed by themselves ToT
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Shaka-yu In reply to neessaa-Torres [2016-08-08 22:48:09 +0000 UTC]
HEEEEELLOOOOOOO THEEEEEEERE IVE BEEN HAVING FOOTIE FEELINGS LIKE ALL SUMMER LONG. i've made edits, mvs, drawings, fanmixes, everything, the obsession just hit me full frontal and i cant stop obessing over them!!!
GIRLLLLL I KNOWWWW RIGHT. MY SEÑOR BITCHFACE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER. and your niño too <3 (i remember how much you liked him ahah!!!) del bosque is muy estupido (thats why he got sacked lol just kidding). muy disapprove.
(but me thinks some ships have sailed this year as well. silva/nolito in particular has been catching my eye (they're playing together at city this season too!!!!) so yeah lots of material of them both to come. and eh, i think morata is really cute. i don't know who people ship him with, but iker looks like a nice fit.)
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neessaa-Torres In reply to Shaka-yu [2016-08-13 19:29:22 +0000 UTC]
IKR SAME!! like ah it was such a throwback to 2010 XD omg damn you went with the feels all hardcore obsession style XD but tbh im excited for the upcoming footie season since i havent been watching league football for years D: not even champions league D: shame on me DX
YES EXACTLY SDFGFDFGFGFD and oh man it hurt so bad that Iker was there but he didn't play ToT yes omfg i was fucking OBSESSED. XD im so glad that del bosque got fired since ugh he always hated my fernando XD
oh man my friend got me into silva/joe hart ship XD so thats why im pretty excited for the premier league this fall XD (lol i just checked that when is mancitys first game.... AND FREAKING WAS TODAY AND OFC I MISSED IT SDFRDSDFGFD UGH)
tbh idk how to feel towards morata DX like hes precious but idk something about him annoys me XD maybe that he got villas position and i havent been able to let go sdgfdfdfg
oh the troubles of not knowing which guys to ship together XD
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Shaka-yu In reply to neessaa-Torres [2016-08-31 05:37:04 +0000 UTC]
OMG OMG SORRY I CANT BELIEVE I ONLY SAW THIS NOW
I DID YOU FOLLOW ME ON TUMBLR DON'T YOU I WAS REBLOGGING SOOOOO MUCH SILVILLA god i still love them after all these years *snif*
u gotta defend your freckles' honor, girl! you and sergio (i'm sure he'd be more than glad/wink)
(pffft and don't worry i haven't watched almost any football since i started highschool lol, euros and world cup aside. luckily now that i'm out (been out for two years lol I LOVE MY FREEDOM but i hate my depression *sighs* anyway this year i'm planning to watch some of it at least portuguese league, my porto boys and probably mancity as well cuz silva oOPS but its the truth theres just something about that lil spaniard weasel he just pulls me in lmao)
AAAAAAAHHHHH
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAhhhhhhhh i cant BELIEVE YOU SHIP THOSE TWO AS WELL
they are the most adorable lil pairing since like, idk, a lot of time. (size kink? size kink!) i don't have a folder for them just yet, but i have a ridiculous amount of pics (i'm particularly fond of the one where they're celebrating winning the PL in 2011 and joe picks him up and its just. i dont know. they do it to themselves.)
omg YEA ur so right about morata lol its like okay baby u adorable but there used to be el motherfucking guaje in here know what i'm sayin. nothing personal haha (gotta love him for his goalscoring)
ITS ALRIGHT, if you don't know which ones to ship, you can ship them all! bigass orgy time. or maybe not. depends on the mood. lol.
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neessaa-Torres In reply to Shaka-yu [2016-08-31 14:04:07 +0000 UTC]
lol np its not like i go to dA all the time anymore XD
i think i do follow you! XD but i dont remember seeing silvilla on my dash tho... hmmm..
yeeesss he will be my freckled husband until the day death due us apart and i will defend him forever <3
yeah i have been only watching only euros and world cups.. but maybe i will try and watch football more this season..... prolly not since im lazy af XD
YUUUUUUUUUUSSS my friend made me ship them and omg i ship them so hard and i was so mad when spain and england didnt play against each other in the euros wsdgfdfdfgf lol yeah i have pics on my random folder and ah yes theres the one where joe picks up silva sdgfddsa its the most precious thing ever ;3; i think i even had it on a poster since i used to buy one football magazine but i think i gave it away ToT
yesss, maybe some day i will accept him XD
lol yes exactly XD
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Shaka-yu In reply to neessaa-Torres [2016-08-31 16:29:57 +0000 UTC]
ehhhh dA is kinda... forgotten i guess? :/// idk i should probably try to draw again and post stuff here to have some feedback, it's just the depression's been holding me back for like 2 years... it's....depressing lol
well if you don't you should! hoodratlevi.tumblr.com, it me, i follow you :3
lmao same i know i should cuz when i watch football i feel so confident for some reason??? like anything is possible??? i don't know why, maybe because i dont really have an outlet for my physical energy or sth, and watching it makes me feel like i'm getting rid of a burden of energy... whoops, too much philosophy now ahah
well YOUR FRIEND HAS GREAT TASTE LET ME TELL YOU (aw and sorry for england btw xD damn britons) oHHHHHH NOOO FIND IT PUT IT BACK ON YOUR WALL ahhaha
by the way how are you??? irl and stuff? it's been ages since we talked :/// i'm sorry, i've been pushing everyone away
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neessaa-Torres In reply to Shaka-yu [2016-09-07 18:04:40 +0000 UTC]
yeah definitely and since i dont draw anymore, i dont go here a lot anymore :/ well ive been lately wanting to draw but idk its been so long that i know that i have forgotten the small amount of drawing talent that i had lol but yeahyeah practice makes perfect but im not that patient XD
thanks! i was so sure that i followed you but i guess i didnt D:
stressing and shouting is a good outlet of physical energy and emotions XD
lol i will never tell that because she already makes me ship all of her ships altho im like PLS NO STAPH and shes all smug and proud ass motherfucker since she has all that power over me XD
ah dont worry about it, ive been an antisocial potato myself also so i feel ya.. well ive had my ups and downs since coming back home from the cancer treatments and after graduating from high school in december.. but well i didnt get into a university so im applying again this fall but ugh if i get in, i gotta move out and idk if im excited or terrified to death :/ how about you? c: <3
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Shaka-yu In reply to neessaa-Torres [2016-09-11 15:18:19 +0000 UTC]
ha me too... ever since last year i've kinda given up on drawing... it's the depression talking, i know, and i'm veryyyy slowly trying to make my way back, but i'm not sure i'll be strong enough, my life has completely fallen apart in a couple years, friends i loved i've lost, no romantic relationships to speak of, i quit college because i can't focus with such low self-esteem...it sucks so so much. if i knew when i was 14 i'd end up like this i'd probably have killed myself, it's just depressing. :/
ahha thats okay, i dont use tumblr much these days anyway, only when im feeling like it and its super rare.i used to be obsessed with it but now idc anymore xD i have to try going to a football match and shouting, i have so many pent-up emotions about everything ahahah
ahahha oh man i think we all have that friend don't we? the one that drags us into the darkness of the ships. <3
i remember that, and i'm really really sorry i hadn't been keeping up with you at the time, it's just i was overwhelmed with school, and depression, this is awful... how are you faring in the health department? is your cancer cured now? D: but yay you graduated from high school! and don't worry about applying to college a bit later, i've met people that were like 26 or something and they were starting a new degree, i like university bc older people arent really looked upon as much as in highschool (i mean age difference kinda stuff). don't worry i didn't get into fine arts this year either im honestly thinking about moving to england or italy or germany or just....something!!!! i'msick and tired of this country, this language, everything.
moving out is.... i have mixed feelings about it. never done it, i still live at home. but altho its an opportunity for you to get out there on your own and try to live your life the way YOU want it, i also think it might be a bit too much freedom, and at first you may be a bit enchanted with the whole thing or absurdly terrified,there's kinda no inbetween, but yeah this is a new opportunity to life your life the way you envisioned it and i think it's great you get that chance. if possible try to room with someone or split rent, i think living alone on your first year in college must be really tough so try to find a way to mitigate that. welp, that was quite long,i'm sorry!
as for me, i got into college 2 years ago, was supposed to study 'languages and literatures and cultures' lmao its gotta be the dumbest degree EVER, i had a great 'average' but i chose that instead of a more linguistics based degree... so i endured it for 1 semester, did 4 out of 5 courses, i was studying german and english... then on the 2nd i only aced 1 course, 1st semester of 2nd year the same thing, and 2nd semester the same...it was english bc i had the biggest crush on my prof lol! but he's so so nice to me always so even if i'm not 'in love' with him i know i love him a lot, i think our souls have met sometime in the past, it's such a soothing experience talking to him. and that's basically it! stay home all day, now im trying to go the gym 4 days a week and learning how to cook healthy food to lose weight, putting more thought into my appearance, blabla...the works. hope it works out for real, idk what i'll do if my plan to turn my life around crashed and burns :///
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neessaa-Torres In reply to Shaka-yu [2016-09-25 14:39:54 +0000 UTC]
omg sorry for taking so long DX
oh no i'm so sorry to hear that sweetheart ;-; <3 bit things will get better sooner or later <3
i get these days when i use tumblr A LOT but when i get a break from it, i dont even scroll down the dash XD
yeah ahaaha you should try it! XD
it's okay, i totally understand :3 but yeah im fine now, eating meds for 7 more months and then i should be done with meds and medical bills~
yeah well i would like to take my time but then i would have to find a job and there are no jobs for high school graduates :/ so school it is..
yeah like i kinda feel like i wanna move out since it has been a bit hard at times with mom since she is home all time like me so we get into fights a lot :/ but i hope that me and my cousin get into school to the capital area together so that we can move in together so it will be a bit easier transition to adult life~
aw but that does sound cool degree tho, something i wouls study XD i tried to exercise at home during the summer but then i wasnt home and i forgot it lol.. idk im just too.. fat physically and mentally to try lol but thats good that youre trying! :3
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