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Shanika1481 — Antipsychotics Make Her Queasy
Published: 2012-04-13 04:53:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 126; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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You dress me up in tight skirts and draw dramatic shapes on my eyelidsWhen all I want is I night to myself,
you shove me out the door
in the five inch pumps you bought for me
You force me to dance so everyone can see me
When I just want to fade into the background and observe the crowd,
you pull me into the throng of sweat-drenched dancers
Up to their necks in things I can barely bring myself to think about
You make me drink whiskey instead of wine
When I just want to feel classy,
you put my fingers around the glass
and you laugh when I get too drunk to be in control
You dare me to go home with men I don't know
When I just want to be safe and alone,
you say you knew I was just a stupid girl-next-door
and I don't have the strength anymore to say no
You wish I would just pretend that you're me
When I just want you out of my life and I just want to make my own choices,
you whisper that things are better with you in my head
And now, no matter how long I glare at the mirror,
your hungry eyes are the only ones I can see
