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Don't believe
It's dark to see
When the sun has left you at the end of day
Suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Resting in the trenches won't you say?

I'm screaming but I cannot hear a sound
The suffocation slowly comes around.

Lyrics from Cryoshell - Closer To The Truth.
So.... It has been rough whole start of the year. Specifically last month and weeks. I have been on edge to just.... break down.
Everything feels like breaking down and everything i try feels like they don't succeed. I have been questioning myself, should I even try to do anything? Last week I've had issues with internet, computer, PS2 broke down... Always when I have thought that "hey! I could do -beep-, sit down and relax with it." .... Everything goes to shit. Everything breaks down. And I can't handle it.
I have to admit....
I am very unstable right now.
Stress and anxiety goes up and down fast like a bee struggling to fly. It's bit bad because I should be trying to get in some schools and stuff... But I'm planning to go to see Cit and hopefully Moira too in the end of the month and just relax and take a breather. I HOPE SO BAD that everything goes fine. I can't handle the stress and anxiety.
But as always....
I'll manage.
Somehow.

this thing was horrible to write thanks devart. but thank u kaek u a wizard

Description

Don't believe
It's dark to see
When the sun has left you at the end of day
Suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Resting in the trenches won't you say?

I'm screaming but I cannot hear a sound
The suffocation slowly comes around.

Lyrics from Cryoshell - Closer To The Truth.
So.... It has been rough whole start of the year. Specifically last month and weeks. I have been on edge to just.... break down.
Everything feels like breaking down and everything i try feels like they don't succeed. I have been questioning myself, should I even try to do anything? Last week I've had issues with internet, computer, PS2 broke down... Always when I have thought that "hey! I could do -beep-, sit down and relax with it." .... Everything goes to shit. Everything breaks down. And I can't handle it.
I have to admit....
I am very unstable right now.
Stress and anxiety goes up and down fast like a bee struggling to fly. It's bit bad because I should be trying to get in some schools and stuff... But I'm planning to go to see Cit and hopefully Moira too in the end of the month and just relax and take a breather. I HOPE SO BAD that everything goes fine. I can't handle the stress and anxiety.
But as always....
I'll manage.
Somehow.

this thing was horrible to write thanks devart. but thank u kaek u a wizard