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Description
First Feeling

Sitting on the cold harsh floor,
Looking for warmth.
Warmth normally found in your eyes,
So I look into your eyes for the fire blazing within,
Eyes so clear I can see into your soul,
As if portals of the heart.
But now I stare into your drunken eyes,
And all I see are eyes,
No flame, no soul, no heart,
Just eyes, blocks of ice staring back at me,
Clouded and unseeing.
Still staring at me with a smirk on your face,
You run your hands over my bare legs,
And I shiver at your touch.
If ever you could know what this means to me,
But you don’t.
Your eyes and mind, clouded by alcohol.
You steal from me what I should not have let,
But I want this so badly,
That I fear stopping you would kill me without question.
So I let you continue.
Even though I know that this means nothing to you,
But it does to me,
Knowing that when the sun rises in the sun kissed morn,
This night will fade from your memory with the fading of night,
But yet I let you continue,
Robbing me of something special and sacred as you press your lips to mine.
Yielding so easily to your touch,
Running your fingers across my lips and down my legs,
And sending ecstasy through my entire being just by your touch.
Tears welling in my eyes.
Deeds done and forgotten to you,
But burned into my brain always to remain.
If ever you knew how much you hurt me,
Even though it was me who hurt myself.

Description
First Feeling

Sitting on the cold harsh floor,
Looking for warmth.
Warmth normally found in your eyes,
So I look into your eyes for the fire blazing within,
Eyes so clear I can see into your soul,
As if portals of the heart.
But now I stare into your drunken eyes,
And all I see are eyes,
No flame, no soul, no heart,
Just eyes, blocks of ice staring back at me,
Clouded and unseeing.
Still staring at me with a smirk on your face,
You run your hands over my bare legs,
And I shiver at your touch.
If ever you could know what this means to me,
But you don’t.
Your eyes and mind, clouded by alcohol.
You steal from me what I should not have let,
But I want this so badly,
That I fear stopping you would kill me without question.
So I let you continue.
Even though I know that this means nothing to you,
But it does to me,
Knowing that when the sun rises in the sun kissed morn,
This night will fade from your memory with the fading of night,
But yet I let you continue,
Robbing me of something special and sacred as you press your lips to mine.
Yielding so easily to your touch,
Running your fingers across my lips and down my legs,
And sending ecstasy through my entire being just by your touch.
Tears welling in my eyes.
Deeds done and forgotten to you,
But burned into my brain always to remain.
If ever you knew how much you hurt me,
Even though it was me who hurt myself.