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It's very strange, isn't it? That warm fuzzy feeling when you realize you like someone. Crushes and passing fancies aren't just for children you know. Raw emotions are part of what make us human, no matter who you are.

I know a man. He may be young, but he's more of a man then man than most. One of my two dear friends. They are both this way. So kind, generous, honest, intelligent and handsome. Only an acute portion of darkness which they control.

They both have feelings for me. I hate to say it, it makes me sound so pretentious. There not strong, over powering feelings. It's a very 'like-like', 'sort of', 'kinda', 'maybe I like them a little' situation. I'm not sure what to do. I do like one of them but I don't think i want anything of it. Not now.

We both just fell out of serious relationships and we're hoping not to do that again for a while. There is tension and frustration between us. It is plain to see by the constant stream of innuendo and play-flirting. Drunk text messages and a new year's kiss. Did it mean anything? I feel my heart skip a beat when I see him. Comfortable in his presence but somehow, nervous? anxious?

As for the other man, he is a close friend. He knows that I know how he feels and the least I could do was be honest. I don't feel 'that' way about him but I will always be a friend to him, always.

To both of them, Always.

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It's very strange, isn't it? That warm fuzzy feeling when you realize you like someone. Crushes and passing fancies aren't just for children you know. Raw emotions are part of what make us human, no matter who you are.

I know a man. He may be young, but he's more of a man then man than most. One of my two dear friends. They are both this way. So kind, generous, honest, intelligent and handsome. Only an acute portion of darkness which they control.

They both have feelings for me. I hate to say it, it makes me sound so pretentious. There not strong, over powering feelings. It's a very 'like-like', 'sort of', 'kinda', 'maybe I like them a little' situation. I'm not sure what to do. I do like one of them but I don't think i want anything of it. Not now.

We both just fell out of serious relationships and we're hoping not to do that again for a while. There is tension and frustration between us. It is plain to see by the constant stream of innuendo and play-flirting. Drunk text messages and a new year's kiss. Did it mean anything? I feel my heart skip a beat when I see him. Comfortable in his presence but somehow, nervous? anxious?

As for the other man, he is a close friend. He knows that I know how he feels and the least I could do was be honest. I don't feel 'that' way about him but I will always be a friend to him, always.

To both of them, Always.