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ok so yknow how i was obsessed with drama and became a petty, destructive, cruel, immature bitch who wanted to watch people i didnt like suffer? well in september-ish i finally started learning to be a human being again but i paid the consequences by realizing all my friends were still petty, destructive, cruel, immature bitches who wanted to watch people they didnt like suffer. i stuck around so i could help free them from this life of bias and toxicity but it didnt work. my friend had to help me by taking control of the server and getting rid of all drama. it helped, of course, and we're good friends now. however, going from a toxic asshole to a normal person again came with questions that haven't been answered. i cant detect manipulation as well and feel sympathy for bad people very easily now. my brain tries to justify everything no matter how cruel or manipulative. its all about finding that balance, which btw is pretty much the solution to all problems lmao. balance is super important in life, which sucks cuz its so hard to maintain.
now im a softie who tries to find the good in the worst people. not good. And that’s basically the left side of the drawing, my sympathetic please let me help them I know I can do it side. And then the one on the right being my petty meanie side. HaHa eDGy!1!1!!
Seriously though I’m glad I’m improving but lately I’ve been shit at recognizing manipulation which is scary and everything my friends insulted people for are things they now do. I’m just questioning a lot I guess skshkdnfj
Also I forgot Sunset’s streaks on her face aGAIN AND she actually has a mouth here. Yeah she has a mouth that just kind of appears sometimes.

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ok so yknow how i was obsessed with drama and became a petty, destructive, cruel, immature bitch who wanted to watch people i didnt like suffer? well in september-ish i finally started learning to be a human being again but i paid the consequences by realizing all my friends were still petty, destructive, cruel, immature bitches who wanted to watch people they didnt like suffer. i stuck around so i could help free them from this life of bias and toxicity but it didnt work. my friend had to help me by taking control of the server and getting rid of all drama. it helped, of course, and we're good friends now. however, going from a toxic asshole to a normal person again came with questions that haven't been answered. i cant detect manipulation as well and feel sympathy for bad people very easily now. my brain tries to justify everything no matter how cruel or manipulative. its all about finding that balance, which btw is pretty much the solution to all problems lmao. balance is super important in life, which sucks cuz its so hard to maintain.
now im a softie who tries to find the good in the worst people. not good. And that’s basically the left side of the drawing, my sympathetic please let me help them I know I can do it side. And then the one on the right being my petty meanie side. HaHa eDGy!1!1!!
Seriously though I’m glad I’m improving but lately I’ve been shit at recognizing manipulation which is scary and everything my friends insulted people for are things they now do. I’m just questioning a lot I guess skshkdnfj
Also I forgot Sunset’s streaks on her face aGAIN AND she actually has a mouth here. Yeah she has a mouth that just kind of appears sometimes.