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Published: 2010-12-20 21:21:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 641; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 5
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As some of you may have known....my little yorkie-poo was acting strange.........we took her to the vet...
and got the worst possible news.....
there was a fist sized cancerous tumor in her belly....it was not allowing her to keep anything down.....
Yesterday i sat around her,hoping the doctor would be able to help her today....
the doctor's mom died and he wasn't able to come....
Sarah was to weak to stand.....
She was vomiting up her own shit,she was all backed up
....and dieing.....
She hadn't eaten in days.....
my mom tried feeding her yogert with a little spoon
......*sniff*
but today....at 10:42 we made our decision at the vet....
we had to put her out of her misery
she could barely lift her little head.....
Me,my brother,my Maltese Max,my dad and my mother kissed her goodbye
11:35: my parents walk out with the little blanket she was being held in......Max was completely lost without her and was looking for her.......
My dad had told me the tumor had turned her belly completely purple.....
Please understand if i take a few days to myself......i'm not going to work on anything....i just need to adjust......and maybe a hug would help to
Mange(c) Me
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I'm so sorry. Loosing a pet-ahem-family member is very hard. Please take as much time as you need. Just know we're all here for you.
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<3 thank you very much *hugs*
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I hope you feel better Gij...She sounded like a really nice dog. May she rest in peace..
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I'm so sorry. I know it's a pretty lame thing to say but it's NEVER easy to lose a pet :c oversaid but completely true.
But you will heal c:> for sure. After a while you'll stop seeing her as she was when she was sick to how much you loved her when she was healthy and all the great times you had <3
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*sigh*....i think that's the thing....I'm majorly in denial
....i think that any minute now that she'll waddle out of my brother's bedroom and go to her dish....
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Yeah that does happen especially for a pet that just walks around the house like a dog or a cat >->; But again you'll feel better c:>
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what's worse is the denial and my over active imagination making things worse.....I've imagined very graphic images of her being cremated
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well, as far as cremation, you could try a traditional outdoor one, it's much more gentle, and you can be with her when she passes.
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Well she was already put down yesterday and they're not giving the ashes.....
it's one of those things that'd be better on my mom in the long run because she just couldn't bury her
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It's sort of in the best but my other little dog Max is losing his mind (more so than usual) hunting for her
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<:c i just wish i could help the poor guy but I'd get in trouble for bringing home a puppy to soon
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*hugs for every fucking one of you* Have caleb read you my comment on his journal, and you better damn call me. i note caleb with josh's number
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*hugs*......you make this a little more bearable,thanks Sao <3
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I do try, and tell your mom she gets the biggest hugs of all
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^^ will do....
O__o she got right back into tears this morning when she saw a picture i had of Sarah
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:C *hugs her with largeness*
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<3 that's alot of hug lol
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Yes, yes it is, my jiggly rolls of joy know no bounds when it comes to hugging. Beware the rolls of joy!
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I'm really sorry you had to go through that.... It's hard to imagine having to make that decision but it seemed there wasn't much choice in the matter.
I am very sorry. I hope you'll be all right soon.
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I hope so too.....
I'm haunted by the thought of her going off to be burnt and I'm in a lot of denial.....
I hope i do......
as it is now i think I'll just wake up and it'll be ok <:C
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i feel really really sorry for u ,....littlerly i am crying to hear this
hopefully u will be ok and.....
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*hugs*
I hope i am back on my feet soon...i'm still in so much denial
"....and?"
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sowy u made me cry thinking i should take great care of my pup
my brother fakly said my puppy was dying,n my whole body got stiff,n my heart felt like it was gonna pop out
o well feel well soon
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oh man Gij Q___Q
*huggle*....*sigh* I'm just trying to calm down now...it was stressful to hold back tears and my stomach is upset
but i think i'll be back on my feet soon
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tsk...thats so awful :C ...im sorry Gij...really..i know it must be hard on you, i remember when my dog died a few years back...*sigh* ...im sorry *hugs* nethugs is all i can do :/
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*huggle*
*sigh*
I can't believe I'm in so much denial still.....I'm near convinced that any minute she'll waddle her fat ass out of my brother's room and everything will be as it was.
now as it is my other little dog is lost without her...he was losing his mind whining hunting for her.
o3o would you mind if i asked what kind of dog?
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:C poor thing...
There there..itll pass, dont worry...
One of those big german shephard dog
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Awww,i like shepherds <:c
*hugs*
I'll have to post a "in memory of..." pic of her...
I'm so upset I'm shaking and upset in the stomach
*nod*
......man.....and stupid me i thought this Christmas was going to be nice <:c
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well, there are good and bad times, Gijjy..you just learn to deal with the bad ones...
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<:C *sigh* ....yeah....
i have a feeling though that these 'good times' won't start until I'm out on my own
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true, you have to make your own life the way you want it and only that way will you really be happy :/
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I'm sorry to hear that. At least you didn't make her suffer with pointless expensive treatments. I hope you feel better soon.
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I hope too...
we had spent over 400$ on her.....and in the end....it was just to painful *huggle*
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*huggles tight *
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