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“He replied, ‘Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, “Move from here to there,” and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.'”
-Matthew 17:20

Instead of being angry, I just decided to keep drawing God instead. I am actually angry while drawing this. Thanks to God though, I am being treated professionally. Is there a hope for tomorrow? Is there even a tomorrow for me? I kept thinking of my future even though I know God exists and he has set a beautiful future for me. Perhaps, this is just my meds playing tricks in my brain, but boy I had a bad day.

Will I even undergo Lasik? I went so far just to get here. I finished college, went to Japan, got my driving license, got my ears and teeth fixed. Now my eyes. Is my God given dreams real or just assumptions? I have records of my dreams if they ever come true. Most of them come true unrecorded, but some of them are recorded. Only to come true by time. Only time will tell.

Why am I even getting professionally treated? God, I am asking you why. Therapy is expensive and idk how to pay the people who paid for me to get better. God's miracle made therapy possible. God made the impossible possible. Why am I being punished for doing the right thing? God, please help me.

Anyway, I only finished this 2hrs+. What a miracle. At least, I am burning time.

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“He replied, ‘Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, “Move from here to there,” and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.'”
-Matthew 17:20

Instead of being angry, I just decided to keep drawing God instead. I am actually angry while drawing this. Thanks to God though, I am being treated professionally. Is there a hope for tomorrow? Is there even a tomorrow for me? I kept thinking of my future even though I know God exists and he has set a beautiful future for me. Perhaps, this is just my meds playing tricks in my brain, but boy I had a bad day.

Will I even undergo Lasik? I went so far just to get here. I finished college, went to Japan, got my driving license, got my ears and teeth fixed. Now my eyes. Is my God given dreams real or just assumptions? I have records of my dreams if they ever come true. Most of them come true unrecorded, but some of them are recorded. Only to come true by time. Only time will tell.

Why am I even getting professionally treated? God, I am asking you why. Therapy is expensive and idk how to pay the people who paid for me to get better. God's miracle made therapy possible. God made the impossible possible. Why am I being punished for doing the right thing? God, please help me.

Anyway, I only finished this 2hrs+. What a miracle. At least, I am burning time.