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unluckyfellow In reply to LittleMissUnholy [2011-01-05 22:17:22 +0000 UTC]
My internet connection broke down while writing the reply on your former mail... I don`t know if it has arrived or not... I wrote:
I`m living in a small city called Bottrop, which is surrounded by lots of forests and fields... it`s a beautiful place, but sometimes it can be very boring. Luckily we have some bigger neighbour cities, so if you want to spend an evennig with your friends, do a party or whatever, we always do it somewhere else!
How old have you been when you were in germany... and do you speak/understand a little german?
I know your language through the music I listen, but only how it sounds - I don`t understand a word... My fathers family is "pure" german, and my mothers family came from the east, 2 generations ago. So I`m 1/4 a mixture of various eastern countries. Everything from Poland to Russia, and when I was born I even looked like a chinese child... xD
Let`s continue this on Facebook!
Deviantart is very, very slow on my old PC... %)
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unluckyfellow In reply to LittleMissUnholy [2011-01-06 22:01:41 +0000 UTC]
I feel very honoured then!
Before making music, I started with the same thing I think. Silently singing to myself, whatever came to my mind... then, one day I met this hip-hop fan who was a classmate of me.
We both liked linkin park back then, and one day we decided to try it ourselfes.
We bought a microphone, took a PC from our school and started recording ourselfes. Later we played live during our last day in school...
I`m afraid my singing voice isn`t that good either, but I love doing it and I have lots of Ideas for melodies and lyrics... must of the stuff I do is electronic, but I wish to find a band to play it.
If you had the chance to have a band playing the songs you have in mind, which band should that be?
I hope you don`t avoid talking in general, cause I bet you have a lot of interesting things to tell and share... as for me, you do.
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LittleMissUnholy In reply to unluckyfellow [2011-01-07 17:41:04 +0000 UTC]
You better feel honoured!... Nah, just joking, I'm not that kind of person
Wow, you actually bought a microphone and recorded yourselves? And played live in school? I would never have the courage to do that I'm afraid of standing on a stage But I still wanted to go on a actor-upper secondary school (is it really called that? ) However, I didn't even show up on the "test" because I was afraid of the stage
I love singing too, but I hardly do it, because I'm afraid someone will hear me But I love to dance to music too, of course not "real" dances, but just to interpret the music as I hear it
Besides, your voice can't be that bad if you and your friend sang together
Btw, right now I'm listening to one of the songs you sent to me "Celtic Woman - The Voice" I added that one and many more of the songs to my playlists on YouTube, I really liked many of them And that song reminds me of when I was little, I think my father played it, but I think I heard it in a dream when I was little, but I didn't understand English then, yet I understood what the voice sang ... oh whatever
Hmm, I would really like Enya to sing one of them, or maybe Enigma, but Adiemus could also make it good That's the kind/"style" of lyrics and melody I have in my mind But if it was more like a rock, punk or alternative style, I would maybe like Three Days Grace to sing it
Thanks, and well, I think I avoid talking to people because no one here understands me And I don't trust anyone enough... Not my mother, nor father... but my big brother understands me quite good actually But I thought my best friend (irl) understood me, but just a few days ago, when I started a more deep/serious conversation with her, I noticed we're not as close in mind and soul as we used to be So in real life, I only have to persons who understand me qute good, my big brother and my cousin/sister But thanks to dA, I meet people like you! You are very interesting to talk to as well
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unluckyfellow In reply to LittleMissUnholy [2011-01-08 06:17:45 +0000 UTC]
Awww… but I really feel honoured!
Yes, we wrote songs, programmed them (which is the main problem – cause none of us plays any instruments), and then we started with everything. Actually I`m about to release two CDs... an instrumental project with relaxing stuff, and another one with me as a singer/songwriter... but it`s pretty weird music I guess... xD
I would love to act too... but I have no idea where I can go. We don`t have many acting schools or theaters... sadly...
No voice is really bad... I remember, when I started singing it was terrible at first, and I still struggle to get better. I guess my voice isn`t bad, but also not very versatyle...
People mostly sing bad cause they`re afraid... you must be relaxed, otherwise you can`t use/control your voice – and to be honest; we were completely drunk during that concert... otherwise, I`m not sure if we would have dared to do it! So we were very relaxed!!! xD
Still it wasn`t that great, but I`m happy that we did it!
Some songs stay a part of us forever, don`t they?
I too remember lots of the music my father played when I was a child, and meanwhile I listen to many of those bands myself...
Do you write down the lyrics sometimes???
I would really like to read something you have written...
It`s sad that there are only a few who understand you... but I always felt the same, specially in school. It was a very bad time...
But trust me; the older you grow, the easier it will get to find people who understand you. This is what happened to me. School in germany is indeed a little like in the Oomph video:
No one really likes being there, and it`s all dark and unpleasant – but later, during mydevelopment I met people who are there because they want to be there. This makes a giant difference, and also there are mostly no infants like in school...
I know what you mean... having people who understand you is very important, no matter if it`s you real life or only mails like these!
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LittleMissUnholy In reply to unluckyfellow [2011-01-09 15:22:53 +0000 UTC]
Heh, I'm honoured that you're honoured
Are you gonna release two CD's?! That's sounds promising, do you work with music only?
Too bad you don't have any theaters... but I play theatre for myself at home when I'm alone, because I am quite dramatic myself, it's one of my personality-features
You were drunk?! Hahah, sounds funny, I would have liked to hear and see that!
Yep, the harmonic wisdom of me is melody, so the songs I love stay in my heart forever Like "Easy when you're evil", I loved that song and I learned it in less than a week, and now when you showed it to me again, I just had to read the title and all the lyrics were back in my head It felt so good, you know what I mean, right?
But no, I never write them down... Every time I try to, they disappear from my head
Yes, and the school I'm in now id good and all, I get along even with people I don't like Like a girl that doesn't believe there is anything before birth and nothing after death, just "you live and you die", and that's it... I don't agree with that at all, and I think she's rather annoying, but I still get along and accept her
I will always love dA!
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unluckyfellow In reply to LittleMissUnholy [2011-01-09 20:55:19 +0000 UTC]
And I`m honoured about that as well...
Yes, I`m about to release two CDs... but only privately. Like I will send one to all of my friends, give them away here and there – all for free!
The first one will be an instrumental Project, featuring experimental and relaxing songs... while the other is a project where I`m also singing. It`s more pop and straighter than the first one... but there`s a lot of work I must do until I can relaese it. Lots of mastering with the sound and stuff, also I have to re-record some of the older lyrics.
If you`ll make a new e-mail adress one day, I will send you some of my songs...
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I bet it was funny to see us on stage, but I don`t think someone noticed we were drunk...
You produce so much adrenaline on stage that you get sober soon... (:
After all, I don`t think it was a nice performance... we`ve been practicing to much and in a wrong way, due to our lack of experience. In fact, my voice was pretty weak on that day...
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I think I`m the same... words and melodies reign my thoughts, completely. All the more you should really try to write your lyrics down one day... I bet you`ll have a talent for it. And the more you do it, the easier it gets... and, yes... I know what you mean! I`m just the same!
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I too don`t think that physical science is all... but I know nothing for sure there. I`m not really religious, but I`m open minded for everything. And my intuition tells me that there is more of course...
How about you?
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LittleMissUnholy In reply to unluckyfellow [2011-01-14 08:55:30 +0000 UTC]
Oh, I see. Good thing you don't take money for it, money is dirty and just so annoying. I hate money! Too bad it's such a "important" part in this world
However, your music, can't you link it via a note here on dA?
Ok, well, the important thing is that you should have fun, right?
But I will never get drunk myself, I think alcohol is so scary, I mean, it fucks up the body, soul and mind. Something invented by humans, I have no idea what alcohol actually contains
I know (I write "know" because I consider what I know to be the truth, but I know everyone doesn't agree with that, and I can't force everyone to think like that) that we have 33 personalities from our earlier lives "in" our backbone/spine, so I know that we have life before birth and after death And I believe in the stars and Mother Nature.
Wow, I feel so religious when I speak about this I don't really like it, it could be interpreted in the wrong way
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unluckyfellow In reply to LittleMissUnholy [2011-01-14 11:11:51 +0000 UTC]
Yes, I think money is a bad thing. Or at least the spirit in it... the way we handle it. I mean: everybody needs something to live, but we are greedy in nature. The more we eat, the hungrier we get... sadly.
I have made it a rule to me, to go through this life without causing demage. I may not make a blind man see again, I can`t feed all the poor children... but I can try not to make things worse... I think that`s a good start. That`s what makes the difference if the human race is cancer to our world or a normal species. You see – I believe in mother earth as well...
I don`t believe in christianity or any other religion, cause I don`t think God is a conscious being. I think he (or it) pure energy, Life itself – flowing through everyone and everything... but not an old man who decides if we`re good or bad. The only thing I can agree with is buddhism... though I`m not a buddhist either.
I´m just myself... that`s religion enough to me!
I´d love to hear about the rebirth thing you wrote about, the personalities in the spine, cause I remember something similar I heard one day... do you know more about it???
Here is a link to one of the songs I wrote: [link]
But youtube has messed up the sound a little. The hats for example sound like crap...
If the first part is too agressive, skip it... the song is divided into different parts and only the first 30% are with death metal vocals...
I´m curious if you like it!?! (:
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LittleMissUnholy In reply to unluckyfellow [2011-01-17 16:22:42 +0000 UTC]
My western Zodiac sign is Pisces, and my Asian Zodiac sign is The Dog
Indian Horoscope? Damn, I forgot to check that when I visited some Native American places when I visited US two years ago
My totem animal is probably a fox, since foxes appears in my dreams more than any animal I've always loved foxes, wolves and all other canine animals Of course I love all animals, and I know what you mean! Every time I meet an animal I feel so... I don't know what to call it, but it just feels so good, so special, so wonderful! Especially with canines
If you liked that kind of music you might like Nordman too? I have three CD's with his music and I love them! He also sings in Swedish, but some got English subtitles on youtube
I'm really grateful for all the music you show me, I've become addicted to Savage Circus song "Beyond Reality"! As well as "Waking Dreams", "Celtic Woman - The Voice" and "Wait for Sleep"
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unluckyfellow In reply to LittleMissUnholy [2011-01-14 11:08:18 +0000 UTC]
Haha... it would be bad cause I would be late very often (actually, I was). xD
The left side of the brain is for logic, math and such things, isn`t it? O.o
I`ve thought the same way very often, about this imballance between reason and emotion. And I agree... Our society is too focused on material success instead of what happens within us. I love those primordial ways to see the world, with magic in everything and a meaning...
Like a modern Shaman, discovering life and spirituality the way it is meant to be. It´s very much about ballance in Life... nothing is really bad, if you know how to handle it, specially with alcohol and stuff. I think I drink it 5 times in a year maybe...
Of course I can`t tell anything for sure, but I´m open to all these ideas - as I basically think: reallity is infinit... in magnitude, in dimensions, in time... there`s no end and no beginning to anything. I find it possible that our dreams come from somwhere beyond our reality...
This song describes it perfectly: [link]
Do you have a favourite story, book or movie?
I love supernatural for example.... it`s a show about such things.
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Cybron666 [2009-04-03 04:10:49 +0000 UTC]
Exellent work.
I like this one, it has some kind of art style that I like.^^
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