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Description Name: My Princess~

Character: Shizuo Heiwajima

Anime: Durarara!!

(Side note: Shizu isn't a typo, it's the nickname (F/n) calls Shizuo)

He sometimes wonders why she doesn't fear him. Why, when they were in high school and he was tearing up the school trying to murder a certain ravenette, she wanted to be his friend. She always smiles at him sweetly, his heart beating intensely every time. She accepts him. And that's all he could ever want.

"Shizu, I'm heading out to shop for groceries, I'll be back in a bit." She calls from the front door, her voice angelic, and she leaves. Shizuo looks in from the kitchen of the two bedroom apartment they share and feels the urge to follow her.

Throughout the years he's grown attached to her, it began as a crush, turning to liking, then before he could blink he fell in love. She clouds his mind and he wishes to just take her away from this world, keep her to himself so only he can admire her beauty. He wants to lock her up so only he can see her smile and feel her up and down. Sometimes he's wondered about talking to Celty or Shinra about it. Hell, even Tom was an option. But what can they do? They'll just say to talk to her.

'"Hey (F/n), I'm in love with you and I want you to only be mine." Yeah, that'll work...' Shizuo thinks, shaking his head and finishing off his cup of sweetened coffee. The blonde sighs and puts on his sunglasses before stuffing his house key into his pocket and leaving the residence.

'I need to figure this out before I go mad...' His mind trails as he pulls out a cigarette and lights it. He takes a long drag before leaving it in between his lips and stuffing his hands into his pocket. The sky is clear above and people continually pass him with smiles, chatting away about different subjects. Shizuo pays no mind to it though and let's his mind wander back to the (h/c) female inhabiting it.

He imagines her beneath him, smiling and kissing him with passion, their bodies intertwined and Shizuo showing her the love he's felt all these years.

"Shizu-chan, are you daydreaming about (F/n)-chan again?"

As if a bee stung him Shizuo blinks and faces the devil himself. Izaya Orihara grins at him and Shizuo's blood boils. His fists clench and he bites the cigarette in between his teeth in half. Not today, Izaya will not ruin today.

"What do you want flea?" Shizuo growls which only causes Izaya's simper to grow. The ravenette stuffs his hands into his coat pocket and he shrugs.

"I'm bored. And I can't find (F/n)-chan so I was wondering if she was with you," Izaya's eyes close and his head rolls to the side before they reopen,"And I just wanted to mess with you a little."

Shizuo glares behind his shades at the thought of what Izaya would want with (F/n). His (F/n).

"Why are you looking for (F/n)?" Shizuo questions.

"I don't know," Izaya shrugs again,"Maybe it's cause she's cute when she's annoyed. I enjoy playing with her."

Shizuo's anger spikes to a dangerous level and he has to hold himself from ripping Izaya into bloody pieces. Did Izaya's just admit his liking for (F/n)? Shizuo's love? The only one Shizuo wants, needs?

"Stay away from her." Shizuo warns and Izaya blinks at how menacing it sounds. Sure, Izaya is used to an angry Shizuo but this... This seems off. He sounds possessive almost and even Izaya can sense the dark aura floating off of the blonde. Before Izaya could give a snarky comeback Shizuo begins walking off, his hair covering his eyes and people noting how threatening he seems. Izaya cocks a brow, his curiosity gaining the better of him, and runs to go talk to the only ones he knows will have an idea of what's going on.

~*~*~

(F/n) hums an upbeat tune as she calmly walks down the sidewalk. She holds a soft smile and she thinks about what to eat as her stomach grumbles hungrily.

'Sushi sounds pretty good. I'll see if Simon will give me a discount.'

She giggles and continues on her way until she reaches Simons Sushi. The woman steps in and orders some for she and Shizuo. Waiting she checks her phone. Nothing new.

'I wonder what Shizuo's doing...' Β The (e/c) eyed female curiously wonders. Taking the bentos with sushi she leaves, on her way to the park.

The girl settles at a bench and pulls her phone out once more. It buzzes with life and a text pops up, the sender being Celty. (F/n) opens it to check.

From:Celty
12:46 P.M.
Hey, have you seen Shizuo today?


(F/n) blinks, biting a piece of sushi before texting back.

To:Celty
12:48 P.M.
Not since this morning, why? Is something up?

(F/n) continues eating, awaiting the reply. With a buzz it comes and (F/n) furrows her brows.

From:Celty
12:51 P.M.
Apparently Izaya saw him today and he seemed off. I'm not one to believe the ass but I will admit, Shizuo has been being weird the past couple months.

To:Celty
12:53 P.M.
What do you mean?


(F/n) feels concern fill her, thinking about it. Shizuo has been acting weird as of late. And every time she asks him about it he puts it off as he just has a lot on his mind. The phone once more buzzes and (F/n) checks it.

From:Celty
1:01 P.M.
He seems distant. And only seems to talk to you anymore. He always seems like he's got a lot on his mind and Izaya says he mentioned you and Shizuo got weird or something. I think we need to sit him down or something and see what's wrong.

(F/n) finishes her meal before standing and walking out of the park and onto the sidewalk, on her way to search for Shizuo. Texting Celty back she passes an alley, not noticing the eyes watching her.

To:Celty
1:11 P.M.
Alright, sounds like a plan. I'll go look for him now and we'll meet up.

Just as the text sends (F/n) gasps as a pair of brawny arms wrap around her and pull her into the alleyway. The female goes to scream but is stopped by a hand gripping her mouth tightly.

"Hush it lady, or you'll be sorry."

The man pulls her towards a group of other males and (F/n) can feel her heart beat slowing.

'Yellow scarves...'

(F/n) gasps, trying to yank out of the bandana clad man's grip but finds him overpowering her and in moments she's on the ground and whimpering. They surround her, eyes prying at her and she screams. A kick to her stomach causes the (h/c) haired woman to gasp and curl, holding it.

"Shut it bitch!" One shouts, the one who wounded her.

"Who's goin' first?" Another behind her asks.

"Me, I got her!" The one who grabbed her commands.

(F/n) shuts her eyes in pain and tears begin to feel the corners of her orbs. This wasn't how she wanted it to end. Being raped then probably killed and left. She's still a virgin for hells sake. The woman shakes as the man grabs her arm and pushes her onto her back. (F/n) stares up with teary eyes.

"P-Please..." She begs, trying to choke out more words. He grins down at her, missing a tooth and his gums covered in black spots.

"Sorry sweet thing, but I'm gonna have some fun with yo-"

Before he can finish his head is gripped by a large hand and he's yanked off of her. (F/n) looks up at who grabbed him and sees her close friend. His face holds anger and his eyes look psychotic and before anyone could speak he turns with the mans head still in his grip and with all his strength slams him face first into the brick wall beside them. His face splatters into blood and brain pieces fly from the scene. (F/n) feels her stomach churn lightly and she sits up, crawling backwards until her back hits the opposite wall and she stares in utter fear.

"Ch-Charles..." One of the Yellow Scarves mumbles as they all watch their comrades lifeless and faceless body fall to the ground. Shizuo, who's breathing heavily, looks up menacingly at them as a grin plasters onto his lips. They all give terrified glances and begin to back up. Shizuo's chocolate eyes land on his love, seeing the fear she's showing and his glare returns to the men, expecting them to be the cause of it.

"Woah man, calm down, we were just-"

"I'll give you all 5 seconds to run. If I catch any of you I'll rip your heads off. Got it?" Shizuo says it so calmly it sends full shivers down (F/n)'s spine. The men's eyes grow and, seeing what happened to Charles, they scurry away and Shizuo holds back from going after them. His worry for his best friend stops him, though, and he rushes to her, pulling her into a tight hug.

"Thank god you're okay. If anything had happened to you I..." He holds her tighter, avoiding crushing her, while (F/n) sits there limply. He nuzzles her neck and grips her shirt in a fist, sniffing her and sighing, (F/n) shivering and confused with the sudden change in her friend.

"I'd kill whoever hurt you."

(F/n) freezes at the words. The way they were said was... Strange. Possessive, creepy, words like those are what she could name for how he spoke those five words and (F/n) begins to notice what Celty was talking about...

~*~*~

A week passes and (F/n) begins seeing signs everywhere of Shizuo's strange behavior. Wherever ever she goes he follows. When someone stops and talks to her they grow fearful of Shizuo as he gives them a menacing stare. He's always with her. She finally decides to talk to someone and leaving the apartment she pulls her phone out and begins typing a message.

To:Celty
4:14 P.M.
Hey, can you meet me at the park? I need to talk to you.

From:Celty
4:16 P.M.
Sure.

(F/n) heads to the destination, hoping Celty will already be there.

'I need a second opinion on this... I've never been one to highly think of myself but Shizuo seems.. Like he's possessive of me or something... I need help...'

Reaching the park (F/n) doesn't see Celty so she settles at a bench to wait. She peers around, noting the teenagers strolling around and the children playing and she smiles at how peaceful it is.

Her phone buzzing catches her attention and the woman flips open her phone and looks, her brows furrowing at the I.D. She's hesitant to check and clicks it open.

From:Shizuo
4:28 P.M.
Where are you?


She blinks, debating on whether she should reply or not.

'I'll just lie. I hate lying to you but you're beginning to scare me Shizuo.'

To:Shizuo
4:30 P.M.
I went to go see what Izaya wanted with me.

'Izaya should keep him busy, I hope.'

The sound of a motor in the distance catches (F/n)'s attention and she shuts her phone and peers up to see the familiar rider coming her way. The woman on the bike slows and stops, parking her ride and jogging over to her companion. The (h/c) woman smiles up at the helmet wearing one and offers the seat beside her to which the black clad woman obliges. Celty settles beside (F/n) and pulls out her phone, typing a message and showing it to the (h/c) female.

What do you need to talk about?

(F/n) sighs, looking down at her phone still resting in her hand and she tries to find the right words to say.

"I wanted to talk about Shizuo."

Celty is taken aback, though she doesn't show it and begins rapidly typing.

What about him?

"He seems like he's... Guarding me, like he needs to constantly be beside me. He always scares everyone off, he's always going everywhere with me, I've even caught him in my room asleep on my floor beside my bed. I have no privacy. And he even text me just now."

(F/n) shows Celty the text from just moments ago and Celty begins to become concerned herself as she once again types up a reply.

I've noticed too. Have you asked him about it?


(F/n) nods, responding,"Yeah and he says it's cause he's protecting me. But this seems a bit weird."

Celty nods.

He seems to only want to be with you. He barely even talks to me or Shinra and even Tom mentioned how Shizuo's been skipping out on jobs. Where did you say you were?

"At Izaya's, I figured it'd give us time to talk before Shizuo comes searching for me."

But don't you think that'll cause more-

Before Celty can finish a loud crash catches their attention and they jump to their feet, the crash sounding like that of a car being thrown. Celty rushes to her vehicle and with a nod to (F/n) she drives off towards it, almost certain of who caused it. (F/n) watches her go, growing nervous. She sits back down and awaits for Celty to return.

Minutes pass before (F/n) gets a text and hurriedly checks it.

From:Celty
5:15 P.M.
Shizuo's on a rampage! He knows you lied to him and now he's throwing cars and looking for


The text stops almost abruptly and (F/n) stares in utter fear.

"Celty...?"

~*~*~

(F/n) runs down the destroyed streets of Ikebukuro, in search of her friends. Her heart beats fast as adrenaline rushes through her veins. She has to find them...

"Celty! Shinra!" She calls, praying for a reply but the streets are bare of life. Blood lines the ground and the sides of buildings and (F/n) can feel the death around her, despite the bodies being nowhere in sight.

She rounds another corner and stops, breathing heavily, as she spots a familiar person ahead. Her heart beats erratically and she stays still. The tall blonde she recognizes begins to turn, facing the woman. She gasps, seeing his bartender suit drenched crimson and a smile on his bloody face. The female looks past him, feeling her stomach quench at seeing the piles of bodies behind him. He stares lovingly at her and begins inching forward.

"Shizuo...."

"I did this for you, (F/n). I destroyed them all and now..."

He stands before her and towers over her.

"You're mine.~"

(F/n) sits up, sweat drenching her and her breathing ragged. Her eyes are wide and her fists are clenching her comforter. She turns her attention quickly to her room, making sure she was still in it and sighs in relief, plopping back onto her pillow.

'It was only a nightmare...'

The woman turns her head and looks at her alarm clock. 9:45 P.M.

'I only slept a few hours...'

(F/n)'s stomach groans and she does as well.

"I'm starving... Maybe Simon's place is still open. It's just a few blocks from here."

The female get up slowly and stretches before slipping on some shoes and heading out, praying she didn't run into Shizuo. The events hours ago caused her to worry so much she passed out from exhaustion. She rushes out and begins the trek to Simon's Sushi. The wind blows calmly and the streets are surprisingly empty, which concerns (F/n).

'Normally there's gang members roaming around or people heading home from work, where is everybody...?'

Just as she's thinking a figure runs into the woman, nearly knocking her over. She grunts and looks at the one responsible. It's a Yellow Scarf and she grows a scared until she realizes he's running again.

"Run! He's gone fuckin' nuts!"

(F/n) looks after him, her brows furrowed in confusion and goes to see what he's talking about until her phone buzzes and she pulls it out, opening the text. She feels her stomach churn as she sees who it's from.

From:Shizuo
9:55 P.M.
I try and try to gain your attention and all you do is avoid me and go after him. Well not anymore. They're gone. He's gone. Do you love me back yet (F/n)?

(F/n) trembles while reading the message, wondering what he was talking about.

The sound of grunts of pain hits her eardrums and she jumps, slowly following and turning the corner. Her phone drops, as does her heart. Everything seems to slow and she watches as Shizuo continues beating a familiar ravenette with what looks to be a tire iron. Izaya groans in agony and Shizuo holds a menacing glare with a clenched jaw as he continually hits the smaller male. Shizuo freezes, hearing the phone crack against the concrete, and he peers up, his heart fluttering and his face going from psychotic to a happy grin and sparkling eyes. He stops and stands straight, breathing erratically.

"(F/n), you're here!" He sounds cheerful and rushes forward. Reaching the petrified female he hugs her tightly and nuzzles her neck with his nose. (F/n) stays frozen, only trembling, Shizuo pulls away, holding her by the shoulders and smiling gleefully.

"You're just in time, he's almost gone, once he is no one will stand between us."

"Shizuo... Wh-Why?"

Shizuo blinks, examining (F/n)'s face and notices the fright she's holding. He furrows his brows and shows concern now, leaning his face in.

"'Why?' Because he stands in the way of our love. You're all I want, all I need, and he's stopping me from having you just for myself."

(F/n) stares numbly at the blonde male, speechless and beginning to tear up. Shizuo sees her reaction and he becomes angry with each second.

"You don't love me?"

No response. Shizuo backs up, his jaw clenching and his mind becoming fuzzy.

"You love him don't you. Why? All he does is annoy you! Why do you love him?" Shizuo shouts. (F/n) shakes her head, trying to respond but he stops her, turning around and stepping back over to the near death Izaya.

"You fucking flea. I won't let you take her from me!"

With that Shizuo rips a pole from the ground and lifts it above Izaya. (F/n) sees what's happening, throwing her hands out.

"Shizuo! Stop! I don't love him! Please!"

Shizuo looks at her, seeing how worried she is over the ravenette and simpers.

"I love you, (F/n), and I'll only have you."

With that the blonde brings the pole down onto Izaya's neck, blood spewing and the ravenettes head detaching from his body. (F/n) screams, covering her mouth with her hands as tears begin rolling down her cheeks. Shizuo stares triumphantly down at the dead flea before turning his attention to the love of his life. She's trembling and drops to her knees, mumbling out incoherent words. The blonde walks to her, leaving the scene as it is, and bends down before her.

"Please don't cry, I did this for you to be happy. I love you, (F/n)..."

He pulls the sobbing, mindless girl into his arms and holds her close, his lips finding hers and taking a kiss before he trails some down her neck and nuzzles her. He picks her up bridal style and pecks her lips once more before heading to the apartment to lock his one and only princess away. To be the only one to see her. To touch her. To monopolize her and to show her love.

"I've loved you for so long. And now I have you, my princess.~"
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Comments: 27

AyameIshimate [2017-01-06 19:23:36 +0000 UTC]

I enjoy reading about Izaya dying for some odd reason

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ShadowxScarlet109 [2016-09-07 07:41:57 +0000 UTC]

No.

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winxbelevix775180 [2016-08-18 02:20:33 +0000 UTC]

NO IZAYA!!!!!!!!!

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Bearanting [2016-04-29 07:41:46 +0000 UTC]

this is really good and also izaya was really dark for both.

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Trinitas127 [2015-10-22 10:36:32 +0000 UTC]

Sweet and Psychotic... I don't know why, but no matter what, Tsundere or Yandere, I love Shizuo all the same. It probably has to do with my crush on an OC I originally interpreted as Tsundere at first, but slowly turned Yandere as time went on. Which is how I saw this scenario.

Shizuo warming up to someone, falling in love, eventually getting to the point of psychotic, over-protective, logically-irrational, unhealthy obsession.

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Selbstknuddeljacke [2015-09-03 10:00:57 +0000 UTC]

Well you really got the Yandere Part
It was fun to read I liked it :3
You did a really good job!

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PureArtisa [2015-08-06 20:46:30 +0000 UTC]

Yandere Shizuo?!? Β  I never would have thought! Β Brava. Brava!! Β 

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TashaHemlock [2015-05-22 20:46:09 +0000 UTC]

DAMN!!!! And I thought, Shizuo was gonna kill her next. Nice unnerving story ya did Saviour-sempai.Β 

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animegirlMLP [2015-05-04 06:02:22 +0000 UTC]

AHHHHHH
i'm so freaked out now Yandere shizuo is to much for me
omfg i feel so bad for izaya GAHHHHHH
this is to amazing!!

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mokaevans-yamimoka [2015-04-14 15:24:24 +0000 UTC]

I never thought you could make Shizuo yandere and still in character. That's why I didn't plan one for my yandere series. Glad to see you managed it. I tend to write gentle shizuo strange since I can normally only write yandere, angst and hurt/comfort.

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X-Saviour-X In reply to mokaevans-yamimoka [2015-04-14 19:07:52 +0000 UTC]

Yeah he was VERY difficult. Like I had to keep rereading just to make sure I wasn't screwing him up. X'D

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xVentressx [2015-04-14 09:16:15 +0000 UTC]

Wow....I almost felt sorry for herXD

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Raydamy [2015-04-14 01:01:38 +0000 UTC]

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY *party hard* Yandere's FTW X333!

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narutoEATsasuke [2015-04-13 14:02:16 +0000 UTC]

yes. all the yes!!

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Matcha97 [2015-04-13 11:43:37 +0000 UTC]

Β I want the Tsundere Shizuo back.

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Jolene22 In reply to Matcha97 [2015-04-13 18:40:09 +0000 UTC]

I know right?! Tsundere Shizu!! Come back to us!!

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X-Saviour-X In reply to Jolene22 [2015-04-14 03:48:41 +0000 UTC]

Sorry ;-;

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Jolene22 In reply to X-Saviour-X [2015-04-15 05:27:09 +0000 UTC]

no,no! Yundere one is good it's just that...that...t-thatΒ  Β Tsundere shizu! Come back! Please!Β  Β  Β  Β  Β 

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Matcha97 In reply to Jolene22 [2015-04-14 00:36:51 +0000 UTC]

Tsundere Shizu is adorable~

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Jolene22 In reply to Matcha97 [2015-04-14 01:06:53 +0000 UTC]

Exactly!

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Matcha97 In reply to Jolene22 [2015-04-14 01:37:52 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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Jolene22 In reply to Matcha97 [2015-04-15 05:25:21 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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Matcha97 In reply to Jolene22 [2015-04-15 07:16:32 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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X-Saviour-X In reply to Matcha97 [2015-04-14 03:48:48 +0000 UTC]

Sorry ;-;

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Matcha97 In reply to X-Saviour-X [2015-04-14 03:50:53 +0000 UTC]

It's ok~ XD

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KHRIky [2015-04-13 10:52:40 +0000 UTC]

Oh my...That scared the crap out of me but still...*_* Shizuo, why the hell is he still so hot even when he's a crazy psychotic man. What's wrong with me? ><Β 

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narutoEATsasuke In reply to KHRIky [2015-04-13 14:02:08 +0000 UTC]

i agree with you on him being hot even tho he's fucking crazy

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