HOME | DD

Description
Crying over a feeling that does not seem all that serious,
or sad, is certainly an invitation to think of ones own emotions as a silly form of intoxication--
a drivel--for the lack of a better word. But recently, I had an episode that made me think
that these psychological cloudbursts were not just random hormonal storms.
A few days ago, I woke up in the middle of the night weeping for my mother, who had died in the Treblinka labor camp.
Upon hearing my crying, Kenpachi and Yachiru woke up.
"What's the matter, Sam?" Kenpachi asked with concern tracing his voice.
"Mommy, are you okay?" Yachiru joined him, looking alarmed by my current state.
I happened to be blubbering like baby, when I managed to choke out,
"Nothing--everything--I miss my my mother..."
Kenpachi sighed sympathetically as he wrapped his strong arms around my frame.
I beg to weep into his chest when Yachiru had crawled over to give me a big hug.
But their ways of comfort only made me realize that in the distant future, one day, one of us will disappear.
It seemed to me that there really was a monster under my bed.

art©
Sama'el Tzufit Kaahn©
Kenpachi Zaraki&Yachiru Kusajishi©(Bleach)Tite Kubo

Description
Crying over a feeling that does not seem all that serious,
or sad, is certainly an invitation to think of ones own emotions as a silly form of intoxication--
a drivel--for the lack of a better word. But recently, I had an episode that made me think
that these psychological cloudbursts were not just random hormonal storms.
A few days ago, I woke up in the middle of the night weeping for my mother, who had died in the Treblinka labor camp.
Upon hearing my crying, Kenpachi and Yachiru woke up.
"What's the matter, Sam?" Kenpachi asked with concern tracing his voice.
"Mommy, are you okay?" Yachiru joined him, looking alarmed by my current state.
I happened to be blubbering like baby, when I managed to choke out,
"Nothing--everything--I miss my my mother..."
Kenpachi sighed sympathetically as he wrapped his strong arms around my frame.
I beg to weep into his chest when Yachiru had crawled over to give me a big hug.
But their ways of comfort only made me realize that in the distant future, one day, one of us will disappear.
It seemed to me that there really was a monster under my bed.

art©
Sama'el Tzufit Kaahn©
Kenpachi Zaraki&Yachiru Kusajishi©(Bleach)Tite Kubo