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Published: 2013-09-29 06:21:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 529; Favourites: 37; Downloads: 4
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Shees this is really good. Dig the style you did the hair. Pretty envious how well you got her to melt into the ground, looks great. The background: awesome
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Thank you I've actually been digging the aggressive emotional style art lately. If you can do a good drawing and have some photoshop skills, it's not hard to those kind of tricks at all ^_^
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True that. I am trying to improve in traditional medium drawings, but adding a filter or some digital effects to a piece is pretty much required now days.
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This is how I have been feeling lately..... I do enjoy the amount of emotion that you can feel just by looking at her.... Good job on this!~
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Thanks, sometimes we just need to break down and cry. I'm glad there are people out there who can relate to my art ^_^
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Yeah... especially if you are like me and keep everything bottled up inside... one day you just snap and... well there really is no stopping it then! xD
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Haha then we're definitely the same there... I don't look forward to the day when all the ugliness spills out, but it might be a relief not to have to hold everything in all the time.
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I agree...... I have this one friend who has agreed to let me just spill everything out without any outside interference/judging.... she just lets me spill and I find it helpful considering it is tough to try and look happy all the time when deep inside you are suffering ><"
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You have such a wonderful friend... I had a good talk like that with one of my friends once, it was actually surprising to find we had alot of the same feelings and concerns. I just find it harder to confide in people closer to me because of the expectations and judgement. It's hard to know that their view of you might change.
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yeah.... One of the things that I kinda spilt out to her definitely changed her view of me.... and that scared me a lot because I didn't want to lose her.... ><" it is definitely hard to do.... but sometimes you just got to do it you know?
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I agree... it's hard to change the habit of keeping everything to myself since I've been that way my whole life, but no one said change was easy right ^_^
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Nah, changing is a pain.... I used to be really outgoing then in grade 7 I hit a wall and became super shy and reserved.... my friends trying to get me to go back but.... it's just been easier to be shy.... ><
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I hit that wall when I started college, it's hard since I didn't know anyone there... my high school friends and I started growing apart since we were going different places... I just felt really lost and kept closing up more and more. I wished alot to be like those carefree people who can go and do whatever they want, but it takes alot of guts to actually do it.
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Yeah.... that's what I am scared is going to happen to me since i'll be starting University soon but there will be no one I know going there.... And it is hard to just be able to go up to people especially since I know I feel like they will always be judging me or think im weird or something like that.... ><
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Haha I don't mean to scare you... I know things are never as scary in reality as the thoughts in our heads. I'm just a painfully shy person, who wouldn't approach anyone unless I had to. I'm sure you'll do fine ^_^
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Aha well I am the same way! I don't tend to talk to people unless they talk to me first, and even then, I have trouble keeping the conversation up! ><
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Yeah... and I especially hate the awkward silence that inevitably comes... that's why I try and avoid phone conversations. It's not even that I dislike talking to people, but keeping a conversation going and thinking of interesting comebacks or topics just aren't my forte.
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Yepp.... what's worse is that I tried to be funny once and it blew up onΒ me so bad.... I don't even try to relay jokes....
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Yeah same here... sometimes things sound funnier in my head, but when I try to say them out loud, no one gets it.
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exactly! and then you just seem stupid and I know I get really embarrassed and feel like running away and hiding.... ><"
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It makes me cringe every time I think of all the embarrassing moments I've had. They're almost always around guys though, I get really self conscious and don't know what to say.
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yeah sammmeeee.... guys make me sooo self concious
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Wow, very impressive and emotional. Love your style. Also, I really like that the feet blend in with the ground. Sort of looks like tree roots or she is melting into the floor. So awesome!
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Thank you so much for the kinds words ^_^
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