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Friendship is everything. You need it. Well that's what I think from time to time. Love is the same way right? Well, maybe I was wrong. Maybe, I need to re-think my whole life and live for once. Love. I always thought love came first, but fighting with my friends isn't worth it, right? Yet, what if I'm really happy? Then what? Do I leave the one I love cause, he can't get along with my friends? Questions flooded my darken mind. The thoughts the un bearable thoughs splashed around in my head like dirty scum. Then I thought. Maybe I can make him get along with them. The thought repected itself over and over. I cried and trembled in fear that he might leave me cause of this thought. The thought started to scare me. So I pushed and I pushed until no one was left. They couldn't help me. They arn't there for me anyway. I don't care. I cried and cried, until my face went pale of color. My smile no longer shown it's light. I'm in the darkness. It's cold. I'm so cold. Save me. Someone, anyone, save me from this horror. I'm scared. I'm so scared, my breath is choking on my lies and tears. I can't speak. It hurts, the pain hurts. Help me, I'm dying. Screaming, yelling, kicking. I did it all. Yet I was trapped. The darkness took over my body. Can't you see that I'm not alive? She smiles wickedly with my lips. She taunts and laughs with my voice. It's not me! I'm different, I'm happy..I was happy. Can't you see the darkness in her eyes? The darkness that plays my role. She is the one that is hurting you, the one that lives in this un-utterable body of mine. I'm drowning on the scum. The scummy water that kills me slowly. I gasp for the breath of hope. Maybe someone will save me. Just maybe I can break free of this death that calls upon my name.