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Published: 2021-02-05 11:40:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 1156; Favourites: 70; Downloads: 5
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Description I experienced something like this recently, where I felt really betrayed and upset with the people I trust. I thought about just painting how I feel, and it showed in the process of making it. Originally, she was supposed to have an angry expression and demon horns instead of a halo. I continued working on that while experiencing that anger, but it eventually died down, which translated into the painting. As my feelings subsided, her expression also softened and I replaced her horns with a halo. She was no longer feeling angry, just heavily disappointed and just trying to come in terms with it. I painted her as a knight because I wanted to express the emotions of a warrior who was betrayed by who she was fighting for.

I had a ton of things I needed to do first, but I knew I won’t be able to sleep well if I don’t paint this >< I hope my intentions translated well to the artwork. ^^
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ItouKhai35 [2021-03-12 14:56:50 +0000 UTC]

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TsukiiBaraa [2021-02-05 16:23:03 +0000 UTC]

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zzleepy In reply to TsukiiBaraa [2021-02-06 03:16:43 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOUUUU!!!🥺🥺

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marchichu [2021-02-05 13:34:16 +0000 UTC]

omg this is absolutely beautiful- the armor is so nice and her expression is soft and like you said, just looks really disappointed. i really hope you’re feeling better, this piece is absolutely gorgeous!

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zzleepy In reply to marchichu [2021-02-05 14:28:49 +0000 UTC]

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marchichu In reply to zzleepy [2021-02-05 14:37:39 +0000 UTC]

it’s cool you did something different, and it looks great! i’m glad you’re feeling better, art honestly really helps with coping XD and nppp ^^

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