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BloodHawk516 ♂️ [494897] [2003-09-03 19:09:59 +0000 UTC] "Bridger Lawrence Deimen" (United States)

# Statistics

Favourites: 128; Deviations: 37; Watchers: 20

Watching: 74; Pageviews: 6421; Comments Made: 523; Friends: 74

# About me

Personal Quote: (personal fav)The keenest sorrow is to recognize ourselves as the sole cause of all our adversities.

# Comments

Comments: 163

LDSGuitarist [2011-02-16 09:27:06 +0000 UTC]

Hey, brotha! Was hapninin?

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NaiveNarcotic77 [2006-06-27 03:05:04 +0000 UTC]

You are greatly missed! I feel like I need a tissue to wipe my tears of missing away. I mean, come on. You seem to have an exciting life down there. I'm just stuck at home.

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sx59 [2006-06-09 19:33:49 +0000 UTC]

zzz... hay dude whats up nice work your good at this

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NaiveNarcotic77 [2006-06-08 00:12:27 +0000 UTC]

Bridger!! love you, and miss you so much! wish could be with you right now... I can't wait to see you again!

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Vlarg [2006-03-01 19:17:11 +0000 UTC]

Hey Bridger, thanks for the watch!

-JT

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BloodHawk516 In reply to Vlarg [2006-03-04 21:13:07 +0000 UTC]

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ClaireM [2006-02-09 14:31:07 +0000 UTC]

Thankyou!

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melne [2006-02-08 03:51:08 +0000 UTC]


I'm so glad you're back on here.

and thanks.

m--

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2006-02-08 13:12:14 +0000 UTC]

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2006-02-08 15:28:32 +0000 UTC]

post us something neeeew.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2006-02-09 00:35:13 +0000 UTC]

i will, it's a busy week, i still have to post my stuff from my trip to japan and such, and that alone is a couple hundred (a daunting task) and i have more that i've taken since then

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2006-02-09 02:01:18 +0000 UTC]

oh my goodness. I can't waaaait.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2006-02-09 06:30:32 +0000 UTC]

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2006-02-09 23:34:50 +0000 UTC]

*is excited!!*

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ResidoLancin [2006-02-07 07:59:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much for the !

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melne [2006-01-06 22:42:46 +0000 UTC]

Ahahaha!
My deviation showed up on your random faves.

Yayyy.

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melne [2006-01-06 22:41:12 +0000 UTC]

YAY OHEMGEE!
IT'S YOU!
YOU'RE ONLINE!
YAAAAYYYY!!!!!

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NaiveNarcotic77 [2005-12-24 18:39:01 +0000 UTC]

It doesn't do much good to have IM if you never sign on



So when are you gonna upload those pics? I thought you were getting a computer for Christmas or something? I guess that would be tomorrow...

Merry Christmas!!!

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BloodHawk516 [2005-10-01 10:34:24 +0000 UTC]

meh, I don't know why I'm doing this, I just feel like writing on my wall lol. It's like six in the morning and i'm bored and wired out on coffee. yay I can't sleep, so i'm meandering aimlessly through all of the sites i belong to. anyways..... meh

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DemonicDimensions [2005-09-30 11:53:38 +0000 UTC]

Bridger, this is Kara. I've been trying to find a way to contact you ever since our parents split us. This is my friend's account. Oh my God I've missed you so much. Listen, the first thing I want to say is that I'm very very sorry. I'm sorry all this happened. I should've know my parents would come up with a stunt like that. I'm sorry if I brought any kind of hurt to you in any way. I'm so sorry. I sent you a package after it happened. I don't know if you got it or not. If you did, Ok, but if you didn't, it had a couple of paintings, a poem, promises etc. First, I'm very sorry if you got it. After I sent it, I realized something...I completely trapped you. In the package, I promised you all these things, and I never should have, because those words didn't give you any room to back out. I was very selfish. I tried to hang on to you when I should have set you free. I love you SOO much Bridger. I've felt never ending guilt ever since it happened because I never got to tell you good-bye. My parents have caused so much emotional damage. I'm messed up. Permanently. I went freakin insane after it happened, literally. I'm getting better, but I still feel terribly guilty for not giving you a chance to move on from me. You deserve FAR better than me. You're in college. I want you to be happy and have relationships (good ones). I don't want you to make yourself all lonely and depressed for the next 2 years waiting for me. I couldn't bear to hurt you like that, if I haven't already. You once told me, that if you really love someone, you should let them go. I wish so much I could be with you right now. We were married. You saved my life. You were the best turning point I ever had in my life, and you will always be the one who's had the greatest impact on my life. I love you Bridger. I don't know if you still love me. If you don't, and have moved on, I'm very happy for you. I want nothing but the best for you. If you do still love me (more than friend wise I mean, because I know that you'll always love me) and you're still waiting for me Ok. Just know that I've been trying to move on too. I'm not as strong as you, I never have been. In my state of mind I need someone to take care of me. I'm actually with someone right now who is a very honorable boy. You would be proud of him Bridger. He's a lot like you, and he is taking very good care of me. He also has the utmost respect for you, and would like to talk to you if you'll give him the time. His name is Dylan. I swear in blood that he is taking extremely good care of me. He is very honorable Bridger, but I can never remove this feeling of guilt unless I hear from you that you're willing to hand me over to him. I love you Bridger. So much. I always will, and you will always hold the most special places of my heart. If you're still bound and determined to have me, then I'll tell you where I am at least. If not, and you say to me that you'll will hand me over, then I won't, unless you want to know. I really want to come visit you, and I hope you are getting settled in college. I'm sure you had fun in Japan. I'm jealous. Lol. I know I'll get to see you again someday, and if fate still has it, we might be together. It's up to you though. I'm releasing you from me. I don't want to be a burden anymore. I hope you will forgive me. Please forgive me. I'm just desperately trying to put my life back together again, and I really want you to be happy. Please let me know. We can talk on here if you aren't angry with me and will respond. I still want to keep in touch with you. I love you so much Bridger, and I will for as long as I'm living.

Forever and always,

Love Kara

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BloodHawk516 In reply to DemonicDimensions [2005-10-01 10:30:38 +0000 UTC]

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InuGirlTeen [2005-09-25 18:22:56 +0000 UTC]

Hey there. You're my closest Global Neighbor on DA. I live in Rockport, IN.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to InuGirlTeen [2005-09-29 02:26:44 +0000 UTC]

cool

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melne [2005-08-07 19:55:19 +0000 UTC]

where are yoooou???

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2005-09-03 05:05:02 +0000 UTC]

sooooorrrryy i'm in college now and i have no computer so i never get to get online any more

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2005-09-03 20:42:40 +0000 UTC]

Wow, okay.
That explains the random disappearances.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2005-09-06 04:02:37 +0000 UTC]

yeah srry, I have like 400 devs to view, but i should have my own comp some time around christmas

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2005-09-06 15:35:03 +0000 UTC]

Wewt, 400+ devs. I know the feeling.

Good luck on getting the comp

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2005-09-07 15:31:29 +0000 UTC]

thx i'm trying too get on more often now that i've settled in, but i don't get a whole lot of time. I miss talking to ppl on here and especially posting new stuff. I have thousands of pics, but no comp to edit or upload with.

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2005-09-08 04:06:27 +0000 UTC]

Awww.
Go get a cheapo comp from future shop.

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ojk007 [2005-08-07 09:03:22 +0000 UTC]

In the spirit of Yellow Day I just thought I'd stop by and say hello!

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED

1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug at least 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon... don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Get started hugging right away!

Click Me!

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melne [2005-07-27 03:32:36 +0000 UTC]

hey you.
Just stopping by to make sure you're alright.
Haven't heard from you lately.
How're things?

mel
psst, didja get your stabbing westward CD?
I'm a nosy lil' one, I know.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2005-07-28 05:11:35 +0000 UTC]

, i've been kind of.. i dunno, off lately, so i've been pretty much incommunicado, but
all in all things aren't bad. I have to wait like 2 weeks to get my stabbing westward cd thoug
none of the stores around here carry it, so.... anyways, this next week i should be back
in action

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2005-07-28 16:39:50 +0000 UTC]

alrighty.
good to hear that you're okay.

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turtleonaleash [2005-07-25 15:31:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much you have a fantastic gallery!

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BloodHawk516 In reply to turtleonaleash [2005-07-25 19:42:35 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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effluo [2005-07-24 03:23:04 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the ..

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ceramicspider [2005-07-23 06:35:35 +0000 UTC]

i think this might interest you [link]

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BloodHawk516 In reply to ceramicspider [2005-07-23 19:33:50 +0000 UTC]

thx, he's awesome

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burning-shark [2005-07-22 06:24:41 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fave on decay 1. MORE TO COME!

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burning-shark [2005-07-21 20:12:29 +0000 UTC]

Hey. Thanks for the fave on cross my HEART.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to burning-shark [2005-07-22 00:51:52 +0000 UTC]

yup

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melne [2005-07-21 02:58:22 +0000 UTC]

you could email me the screenshot...
melaniesatyro@hotmail.com

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melne [2005-07-21 02:58:20 +0000 UTC]

you could email me the screenshot...
melaniesatyro@hotmail.com

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BrokenLens [2005-07-19 05:14:05 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much for the fav!

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BloodHawk516 In reply to BrokenLens [2005-07-19 06:35:13 +0000 UTC]

yup

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melne [2005-07-19 03:43:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks again for all the great comments.

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BloodHawk516 In reply to melne [2005-07-19 06:32:58 +0000 UTC]

yeah, np I know how hard it can be to get ppl to say something about your stuff

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melne In reply to BloodHawk516 [2005-07-19 17:46:19 +0000 UTC]

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00pinky00 [2005-07-18 00:03:53 +0000 UTC]

np

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