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CherlnIDA
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[2007-08-07 15:21:30 +0000 UTC]
"GMD Slash and Horror Queen"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 199372; Deviations: 524; Watchers: 432
Watching: 4256; Pageviews: 153589; Comments Made: 25261; Friends: 4256
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: CLAMP, Jhonen Vasquez, Roman Dirge, and other artistsFavorite movies: Hot Fuzz
Favorite TV shows: Psych, Kitchen Nightmares, Monty Python, Iron Chef, Tales From The Cryptkeeper, Twilight Zone, Tales From The Darkside, The Outer Limits
Favorite bands / musical artists: U2/ The Pillows/ Bon Jovi/ AC/DC others too
Favorite books: The Talisman/Black House by Stephen King&Peter Straub, Holes by Louis Sacher, Penpal by 1000Vultures/Dathan Auerbach
Favorite writers: Stephen King, Peter Straub, Rohald Dahl, Louis Sacher, Dathan Auerbach aka 1000Vultures
Favorite games: Silent Hill series, old Sonic games, Fatal Frame, Persona 4, Final Fantasy Tactics: The Lion War/Zodiac Braves
Favorite gaming platform: PS2, Gamecube
Tools of the Trade: Pencil, color pencils, markers, pens...(shrugs)
Other Interests: Anime/ cartoons including those from the 80s and 90s, drawing, gaming, writing, stand-up comics
# About me
I've had this profile since 2007 and used it as a way to practice writing and do fiction, both fanfiction and general fiction, until my High School graduation in 2009. My stories and characters are my babies, and I love collab projects. I still write Great Mouse Detective fanfics but have future projects for my other childhood favorites like Darkwing Duck and Ducktales. I mostly and mainly write for myself but love to entertain friends and watchers.I come from an emotional and verbal abusive setting in my life where my mom asks too much out of me, adding to my depression, stress, and anxiety. So writing has been a form of therapy I can't live without, especially through my love of writing horror.
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Fine, just had nights filled with insomnia but I'm happy since I started my recent fanfic crossover.
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I told you before Noreay is only temporary, I'm trying to get to Denmark. I planning to sell some of my ceramic pieces off at school to scrap off dome extra money for the migrate next term. My plans haven't changed, the more I stay here. The more my mom keeps emotionally abusing me...it's gotten to the point she thinks my autism is fake just because I seem functional enough, but it'd written in my medical papers and I know I have a medical disability. I can't take anymore.
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Yes, I remember hearing that things have been turned bad because of terrorist attacks and it's gotten dicey. I even heard atheists are being targeted along with LBGTQ+ but if I can live with Chris' mother somehow or find a roommate to be with I can just keep my head down and keep safe. If push comes to shove, I can always ask to live with my friend in Norway. He lives in a quiet rural part.
I can't stay at home with an emotional parent otherwise my mental health will worsen. It's not best for me to stay here otherwise you want me to wait until I murder my mom or kill myself.
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You act like you understand my pain, but you don't. You don't know the psychological and emotional torture I go through every single day of having an emotionally abusive mother who never considers you valid, and even wishes you were never born to begin with. My mom gets physically abusive when I stand up for myself and you're here denying my attempt to flee. If this is how you're going to treat me, you're better off being blocked. I don't need another disappointment in my life when someone pretends to care about me just walks all over me.
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But it wouldn't be the first time this happened to me. My ex was like you, I thought he gave a damn, I thought he understood me, I did my best to make him happy but when I was sick with pancreatitis he didn't bat an eyelash. It's the same with my mom, and you want me to stay with this woman until I finally snap and give up fleeing? Social services isn't doing shit, I can't say a thing about my mom's emotional abuse with expecting repercussions, and my only hope for a normal life is in Denmark and you're saying FLAT OUT, "You can't go there, why don't you stay home with a mom who doesn't care if you died?" It's like you don't even want me to happy. I'm trying my best to get out before things start to sink but you just proven you never thought twice about how my mom treats me. If this is how it's gonna be, GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
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I know them, I talked with over Skype, and they both have dA pages. I trust them better than my own mother because I don't have anyone else in my life anymore. And the government has chosen not to do a thing with how my mom treats me. I need to leave. It's best for my mental health...I really feel like if this continues I'll eventually lose the will to fight and end it all. If you really want to help, support me in this. I don't have an alternative, I wish I did. I'm sorry, but being in Denmark or Norway is best for me. Staying in an abusive household does nothing but hurt me.
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Sorry for my outburst yesterday, my mom hasn't been treating me very well. She belittles and shames me when she can and as I told you before, doesn't believe I have autism even though I know I am and it's in the medical records. I don't like talking about my issues with you anymore because it's making my body stressed out, and my hair has been falling out due to anxiety. It's taking a heavy toll on my body because I feel like you don't understand where I'm coming from. You never experienced what I've been through, and you fail to understand me sometimes. It's not your fault, you're lucky you're so privileged to not experience what I'm going through. But I am reaching my wits end, one can only take so much emotional abuse and not end up psychologically damaged. But, because of this, I don't want to hear about my mother or give updates about my estranged relationship with her. You're doing more damage than good. I'd much rather talk about my fanfics or story work...
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You're not upset about my outburst? I know I get very emotional but I haven't had the best of weeks. So, my anxiety was very high.
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Yeah, I've been trying to find means for money for some time, and selling my ceramics means I can sell stuff off at school. So, I'm on the right track.
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