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[2010-06-10 22:53:28 +0000 UTC]
"KORRASAMI IS CANON!"
(Puerto Rico)
# Statistics
Favourites: 961; Deviations: 197; Watchers: 21
Watching: 39; Pageviews: 9521; Comments Made: 1178; Friends: 39
# Interests
Favorite movies: Anastasia, The Avengers, Taken, The Devil Wears Prada, Incendies, Persepolis, Le Placard and a lot +Favorite bands / musical artists: Within Temptation, Nightwish, Skillet, Fall Out Boy, All Time Low, etc
Favorite writers: Agatha Christie, Agatha Christie and just Agatha Christie forever! Oh and Horacio Quiroga...
Favorite games: The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, Devil May Cry 4, Okami, Pokemon, Assassin's Creed (all)
Favorite gaming platform: Wii, my laptop
Other Interests: Friends, art, science, math, languages, etc
# About me
Elika. 21. Genderfluid. Panromantic demisexual. Scorpio:thumb217733045:
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Current Residence: P.R
Favorite genre of music: Symphonic Metal, Pop, alternative
Favorite style of art: Drawing/painting/PS
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: iPhone 6
Shell of choice: Seashell
Wallpaper of choice: Winter Paradise
Skin of choice: Let's not be racists.
Favorite cartoon character: Dante, Trish, Fi, Midna, Okami, Tom & Jerry, Sonic, Bayonetta, Jeanne
Personal Quote: I love you, but don't think I'll waste my whole life waiting for you.
# Comments
Comments: 408
I've decided I'm going to attempt to learn Spanish. Besides I know you've been asking me to do that for a few years and I'm just sitting here thinking recently, it might not be a terrible idea. I will keep you updated on how that goes. I figure I'll try duolingo again.
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well i saw chloe get a bullet to the head
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Ah, haven't seen episode 5 then?
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wait a minute they released it already?
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Yeah they released it on October 20th.
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yeah i saw both endings. both of them are fucked up tbh
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After I played it I had to give myself a few days to really process my feelings. I actually like the endings, for the most part. I kind of wish the saving Chloe ending spent a little more time showing us what happened. But whatever, I still love the game. I actually need to finish my second playthrough.
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Yeah i liked the endings but i still need some time to fully recover xD have you played until dawn? cause at the start there is this part about the butterfly effect that says that the actions of now can have an effect even on the weather and it reminded me so much of LIS
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I haven't played Until Dawn, but I have watched Let's Plays of it. The Butterfly Effect is an awesome feature in games, that I want to see even more of. I love choice based games! I actually want to make games like Until Dawn and Life is Strange. Unfortunately I can only make text based choose your own adventures. Kind of like, birdland.camp/ (Really good by the way. Definitely recommend giving it a read.)
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hey there! haven't heard from you in awhile.how are you doing?
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Eh, I'm tired of lying to people about how am I doing because the truth is that I have a mix of emotions right now (for the last three days) so I'll just finally answer with the truth. I'm between extreme anger/frustration and depression to slightly comfortable with whatever thing I'm doing (but not overjoyed about anything). But that's a manic-depressive bipolar to you >.< but it's nothing I can't control.
Yeah, i've been in sort of a hiatus but I'm sure I'll come back to my old self, I promise.
But tell me? how have you been? Sort of taking a break from work? How are you feeling, dear?
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oh boy.i know the feeling.im going to note you now
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LADEHHHHH!!!! <333
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WHY ISN'T IT MY FAVORITE AMERICAN! <3333333333 Freaking missed you. I thought you were on a hiatus or something (like I was since Thanksgiving) How are you feeling, dear?
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I've missed you too. Guess it was sort of like a hiatus since I haven't done anything worthwhile. Buuuut whatever. Anyway I'm okayish I guess. Been kind of flip flopping in the emotions department buuuut I'm sure it'll figure itself out. :3 and you?
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Yeah I've been in and out of this depression thingy for quite a while now. I had to sue my dad and I just get all anxious and shit lol. Plus I'm taking a class with an old crush who actually just got even hotter and well, yeah xD But I've been okay overall.
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Why did you sue your dad, if it's alright for me to ask. And wow odd that you got a class with your old crush and it sucks that they are hotter XD
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'Cause he doesn't want to pay the 'child' support thingy. I know I'm not a child anymore but, according to the law, he has to support me till I either: turn 25 or finish my studies. And since I'm going for a doctorate in a few years he has to support me still. The only condition is that I cannot marry or have children.
Yeah its awkward. I just spend the 1h and 20mins there blushing as she sits close to me >/////>
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That sucks. At least I'm sure marriage and children aren't your top priorities at this time.
That's definitely gotta be awkward. xD -pats-
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Believe me they're not xD
Yeah it's fucking awkward because when I'm looking at my notes I can feel her gaze on me XDDDD (we kinda used to be friends in 8th grade. I was a real pain in the ass back then. I still kinda am, dunno how can you and I tag along like that xD)
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I can just imagine the awkwardness. If only cause I had a situation kind of like that a few years ago. I was in GSA and I was getting over my first girlfriend still, but this one girl just had my attention for some fucking reason. (I don't even know what either. Cause my memories of her she was in general nice and fine to talk to but she also gave me major bitch vibe and what not.) But I remember I was just dazing off one day and she said something and I remember blushing cause I wasn't paying attention so I entirely misunderstood her and then she hits me with "I'll tell you tomorrow." Turns out it was nothing xD but it was still awkward.
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We don't talk to each other, we don't have to xD but yeah, that's pretty much what's happening in my life as of now. Now, tell me a bit about yours? what's been up?
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Well obviously my internet went poof for about two months. I had to get on by either going to McDonalds or the library so that was a little obnoxious. I had to use my room-mates phone to text. But I should be getting my own phone one of these days. Uuuuh. I had a job interview but due to my mother being extremely unreliable I'm pretty sure I've missed that chance. Which is fine cause it was only Dunkin Donuts but still if she's going to bitch at me to get a job then I need an ID, ya know? Uh I've been in college for a while now, but I've missed the last month of school due to either shitty weather or a holiday. I actually brought you or more specifically your dog up in class recently. I was doing a project on albinism and melanism and I remembered out of no where that your dog was albino. I actually thought about you a lot while I was away from the internet mostly just laughing cause I'm like "Great I'm gonna come back with nothing to post and have a very angry puerto rican yelling at me >___>;" It made me laugh to think about. I'll eventually get around to writing that damn story. One day.
My mood has still been very wonky. Luckily I've been having more good days than bad, but who knows how long that will last. HOPEFULLY, I will get a hold on my thoughts but that's depression for ya. My happiness keeps going down when I remember that I'm missing a lot of my favorite possessions. 3DS, Magic The Gathering Deck, a couple PS2 games and I'm sure there's more. It really sucked to lose my 3DS though. Cause I lost on the day that I finally was able to ask a friend if she could trade on my pokemon game. Cause I got Omega Ruby, but it was a used game. So of course I look in the PC and there's a bunch of Shiny's, level 100s, and a bunch of legendarys (including fucking mew.) And I wanted her to hold onto those so I could make a new game and actually be able to play the story instead of just wandering the country side going "Who the fuck are you. Who the fuck is me. What the fuck is this." xD
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I've had so many job interviews that I think I can predict what will the questions be for the next one xD My mom really didn't want me to get a job since I was studying, but our wallets are empty and we're living with grandpa, so we need more income.
YOU BROUGHT UP MY ALBINO FURBALL IN CLASS. I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY. MY FUCKING DOG IS FAMOUS NOW <3333 And lol you bet xD I mean, I'm looking forward to your stories cause I really like to read them. It helps my vocabulary and as inspiration, too. It was because of you posting stories that I decided to post mine. I'm itching to know what happens but I can't be angry at you for I haven't updated mine in quite a while xD I solved the few plot holes the story had but now I don't know what to do with a few characters, which is a bit of a mayor plot hole xD I've also been kind of giving structure to the types of characters; who's above who, who can do this, who can't, what happens if this character type does this, etc.
I've been in and out of the depression, too; which is quite annoying because you just try to feel better but nothing helps at all. So it's like trying to get out of the void while it sucks you in at full power.
I don't have a 3ds because I have no interest in it and I can't afford it xD How come you lost it? And lol, the con of Pokemon is that there's only one game file.
I take you're living far away from home? Perhaps another state?
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My problem is I don't really want a job. But it's one of those "If you're gonna yell at me to go get a job. Then ya kind of have to help me get the things that cost money so I can get a fuckin job." Also I would love money but I'm just really fucking picky about what I want to do. Cause I really don't want to fast food. But oh well.
I'm glad you're happy XD. I couldn't remember her name though. "Snowflake... snowball? Anyway she has an albino dog who is super cute." something like that XD. I'm glad you are excited for my stories and I'm also glad I could inspire you. I'm unfortunately constantly stuck in this world of chronic procrastination. I just can't get myself to do anything. Drives me nuts. Doesn't help that Never Mine Never has deviated so far from it's original idea. The story that I had stuck with was, Nadia tells May that she is moving. May breaks up with Nadia and tries to tell her to move on and be happy. Nadia then finds out that May is dying of plot-device-itis. May dies and Nadia cries. Nadia moves. Nadia angsts. Nadia meets the gang of Nivi, Rogue and Tom. I add Sarah because everyone thinks Tom is gay as fuck for some reason. Maybe it's because he owns pomeranians and some other small dog. Anyway. Nadia refuses to acknowledge any liking for Nivi trying to stay true to May. Obviously that doesn't work. Insert bad guy and continue from there. xD So obviously uh... lots of differences.
But yeah it's really good to try and work out structures for your characters. In my opinion world/lore/creature building is sometimes the most fun part of writing. In fact there are some times where I enjoy that more than actually writing a story. I've actually reached a point where I might just start a little series of just like... bestiary or little worlds that people could maybe use, I don't know. I find it fun and hopefully you are enjoying that.
Depression just sucks man. Like I just can't get bad thoughts out of my head for very long, recently it's been getting bad enough that I'm debating to ask if I can go back on meds. Of course though I have this very odd philosophy when it comes to my medication. One side of me doesn't like how the doctor and my parents say "The meds make you who you are supposed to be." Because that just makes me angry. I am me, the meds just give me a very small "High" because my brain can't produce what it's supposed to. The other side of me says, just fucking take your meds. But then it just goes in this circle of 'it's only temporary help.' 'it can't cure me' 'no but it can help'. But I dunno. I don't like to share my philosophy though because I completely agree that meds are a good thing. But for me personally I don't want them, if that makes any sense?
As for my 3DS I don't really know how I lost it. I put it in it's normal spot and then poof, gone. And I've tried looking all over my room. I moved things around, cleaned a bit, asked my siblings if they maybe took it, nothing. It's been almost a month now of it missing. Which just suuuuuucks. Cause I really wanna play my new game.
And no I didn't move anywhere. I was still talking about pokemon. Cause the copy I bought had already defeated the game so I missed out on the story and can just kind of walk around Hoenn like "Who are you" xD
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Ah, I see. I just barely have money for anything. I'm currently waiting for my scholarship to buy a drawing book and a few novels translated to italian and french because for some reason I'm developing a phobia of languages and I gotta fight that somehow x_x
I honestly believe that, so far, I have a crush on everybody in NMN except for Justin, May and Alice xD And my dog goes by countless names (she'd literally come to you if you make any sound) to be honest.
I kinda wanted to do that the other days, but I was thinking of coming up with a solar system and then the planets and life forms. Both canon and non-canon stuff. I have a few books for reference to draw reptiles and other animals. I want to even come up with some kind of civilization, if possible.
I've changed my psychiatrist about 4 times and NONE of them take me serious when I tell them I'm always listening to music to avoid hearing the little voice that tells me horrible things. This last one is kinda cool but he's very religious and there's the problem. He's like "Ah yesssss go in peace, my child. God bless you. Remember to pray blah blah blah." He's funny and the way he explains things is really nice but ughhhh I don't need that part. I know I gotta work for it but I don't wanna take pills for depression and severe anxiety. I know they help but I don't wanna be depending on meds. I guess one day I'll get my shit together.
Yeah I mean, I know you were talking about pokemon but since earlier you said you had a roommate I thought you were staying somewhere else closer to your college xD
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Sorry about your random fear of languages. That just seems odd. But hopefully you can fix it up.
I'm glad to hear that you seem to have a crush on everyone. My favorites are Rogue and Nivi, but for some reason Sarah keeps sneaking her way to me. Not sure why. It's very odd. But maybe it's because I've been thinking about her the most, as of late. So that might be it.
If you really want to make a solar system I think you can google something like Make a Solar System game. You might be able to find this game where you can make a solar system it's really hard to get it to work cause you have to try really hard to get everything just right and then you see how long it lasts, if any planets make life, acquire moons etc.
I just don't go to therapists anymore. I usually get no where except more annoyed or more lazy or whatever. Sometimes I come out feeling more depressed than going in. So obviously it's not the best thing for me. Not just that I have been told that they are confidental but then I would find out a couple days later that my mom found out about what we were talking about and it made me very angry. Luckily it wasn't anything major but it was still a pretty big way to lose my trust. (Do keep in mind I was 13. If they did that now that I'm 18 I would be able to sue them big as long as I was not consider a danger to myself or others.) But hopefully your very religious therapist can help you. Also if you have a voice telling you mean or horrible things you might need to go to a doctor.
Nah I didn't move. A friend of mine lives in my room that's all. And my college is like 15 minutes away so I haven't gone anywhere XD
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I guess I'll just keep practicing.
Sarah though. I love/hate her.
I already tried national geographic's simulator xD It's fun but my main star's gravity was so strong all the planets I created were pulled in and destroyed in less than a thousand years span xD
I know I need a doctor, but I don't have the money for therapies. I received my scholarship but my account will be empty again if I go get more medications for my depression and anxiety. Mom insists and I appreciate that but the reality is that no one can pay 600$ for meds that are just gonna make me more aggressive than I currently am on my own.
I see xD I moved like 7 months ago to somewhere even farther from college, so it kinda takes about an hour to arrive.
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Same. Though I have more love for her these days than hate. I'm still not entirely sure why? Because in the story she hasn't really changed much XD. Maybe it's because I know how she will be? -shrugs-
I should play with that simulator again. I think the best I got was two planets developing life. But one of those planets only had it for a few years before fucking flying off into space XD. The other one had it for quite a long time but I think it started moving closer to the sun and eventually crashed obviously killing everyone long before the crash.
Thats a lot of money for medication that may help. ;-;
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XD I really can't wait to know what will this demoness be up to xD
I think its crucial to get the size of the main star right and to NOT put the habitable planets so close to it. Otherwise FUCK YOU AND YOUR PATHETIC SOLAR SYSTEM xD
Yeah, the med's name was Latuda. And since it's new on the market my health plan does not cover its cost.
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I'll eventually get to it >_<
I had this one planet that had life for a really long time, while another planet got destroyed by an asteroid. But the planet was doing pretty good. I imagine it probably had really cold winters because it went really far away from the sun but then it was could back and life was fine. Everything was fine until this one fucking asteroid or something appeared and fucked up the rotation. Making it move much farther away and yet much closer to the sun. I don't remember if it ran into the sun or if I finally turned off the simulation cause my stuff was destroyed xD.
I think I saw a commercial for that.
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That's a great achievement cause it's soooo freaking difficult to make the planets last as much as you want. I already gave up!
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Yeah I like to ocasionally play around with it. But I don't know what to really do with it. Like I don't know if life is going to start doing like... space programs or something. -shrugs- So I don't play with it as much as I would.
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You might as well try another solar system simulator. Not that NGs gives you many options as a random planet name generator or anything like that. It can grow boring when you have to forcibly name one of those planets Iota or Gamma.
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I don't think there are any other, or at least any good solar system simulators. -shrugs-
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Yeah, you're right. I guess NG's simulator takes in consideration stuff like real physics, astronomy, geometry and even chemistry and that's what makes it difficult to make a durable solar system. Or maybe destroys everything just because fuck you xD
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Merry christmas!
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Merry -belated- Christmas, my beloved Phoenix! Don't worry about it, really. Take your time :3 how are you doing?
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HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPYYYY BIRTHDAAAAAAY! oh my gosh i couldn't finish your drawing! forgive me i have been so busy
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It's alright dear! Thank you <3 I had an amazing day. You have no idea xD
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yaaaay! happy you did
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Sure, no worries <3
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