Nevassprite In reply to darkprinsess [2013-09-10 02:35:26 +0000 UTC]

yo ur welcome my dawg

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Nevassprite In reply to silentScribbler [2013-08-30 03:42:24 +0000 UTC]

aaaah youre welcome cutie patotters <3

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Nevassprite In reply to liggermoo [2013-08-30 03:42:35 +0000 UTC]

welcome my lovely! C:

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Nevassprite In reply to wolves-rockk [2013-08-30 03:41:02 +0000 UTC]

yo ur welcome my homie

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Nevassprite In reply to Kiara-Michelle [2013-08-12 21:18:16 +0000 UTC]

YOU ARE WELCOME

<3

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Nevassprite In reply to TheOctopodeFactory [2013-08-12 21:18:21 +0000 UTC]

welcome doll

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Nevassprite In reply to SanuritaSara [2013-08-12 21:18:26 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome

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Nevassprite In reply to xXxphenomenonxXx [2013-08-09 05:16:52 +0000 UTC]

welcome

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-03 20:52:36 +0000 UTC]

I think the same of you! I love your intellect and deep thinking! 

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-03 21:59:23 +0000 UTC]

I never think clearer than when I'm writing to you btw. Fact.

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-03 20:59:12 +0000 UTC]

Do you know what my mother always used to say to me? "You.. - You always have to go against everything!"

Must... provoke... thought....

It's compulsory

I saw you delivered a rather lengthy story. Might take a while to process it depending on brain cell activity, but it looks good!

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-03 22:15:27 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I wrote it when I was twelve but I thought it was good i didnt really revise it, so soryr if there's errors

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-07-31 14:40:42 +0000 UTC]

well it was an art class and our teacher assigned the painting to us! she asked that we paint three objects we brought from home that we identified with

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-07-31 20:38:26 +0000 UTC]

I see, I thought you were on some summer course and had just made it. What's the round object with text on it, if I may ask, milady?

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-07-31 21:24:21 +0000 UTC]

oh well its a wooden sphere with tons of inspirtational and motivation writing on it!

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-01 09:52:31 +0000 UTC]

I've been accused of having excessive self-motivation. Not while I was still in school though, back then "systematic neglect" was more like the buzzword. ( or , I don't know..)

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-02 15:40:43 +0000 UTC]

EXCESSIVE self motivation? thats a real problem

people try to bring down those who are talented so that everyone is on the same level.

this is bad because if we all try to sink to the average, all we'll ever be IS average

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-02 18:54:30 +0000 UTC]

I guess if it goes at your own expense it can be called excessive. And I'm not sure I was that talented back then (programming), more like trying to prove some vague point to I still don't know who exactly. Guy stuff, rather pathetic I think. Like when ambition is born out of pure hatred, I think that's sad, not excellent. I've been too close to that for comfort. And then there are kids who are forced to excel by their parents in order to fulfil their own failed ambitions, which is also rather sad I think. But there are also kids who just have some unstoppable inner drive to do something. I read about a boy with a gift for playing piano, and he would get up in the middle of the night to sneak downstairs and play, and at some point his mother found out and she had to watch him and drag him back into bed, because there's also such thing as school. So everything is relative, even excellence. I live in the Land Of Level btw, and I do know what you're talking about. They held me back in school for years and later wondered why I seemed so unmotivated. But that is all water under the bridge.. To excellence!

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-02 18:58:31 +0000 UTC]

i was always amazed by kids who were great in school or just really amazing at sports. i was always kind of in awe that they had so much motivation and will power. 

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-02 19:36:08 +0000 UTC]

I had a Russian teacher and I turned my back on her after I found out she had had this aunt who was a famous piano player, and she wanted to be so herself but failed, and now she has a son and she won't allow him to go out and play with the other kids because he has to practice all day in order to become a great piano player on her behalf. That borders on child abuse in my opinion. I do hope for him that if he becomes famous he will also manage to be happy, and won't be tortured too much regretting a childhood he never had. And I do hope for those kids you're talking about that they were driven by this inner urge alone, because that is indeed a great thing. But chances are some of them envied you for not having to be the star of the show all the time. Enjoy the shadows, my dear, for there is great freedom in them. Or something

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-03 20:54:38 +0000 UTC]

i suppose the shadows are safe, but they are not comforting

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-03 22:00:56 +0000 UTC]

So you want to be a STAR??

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-03 22:14:11 +0000 UTC]

i don't know. maybe silently helping thsoe from the comfort of my shadows? how about you?

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-04 09:15:30 +0000 UTC]

I can handle neither positive attention nor expectations so that would exclude stardom and any other high-profile position from the list of options I guess. I'm more of a behind the scenes type of person. Having a few string to pull would be amusing but isn't necessary. I don't have the slightest inclination to help or serve other people and I'm extremely customer-unfriendly. I reckon that by helping myself, which has already proven to be more than a handful, I help others automatically, simply by "being there" more than I would have if I had allowed myself to go with the flow of bad habits. I hate people who refuse to help themselves and then put the blame for their misery upon "society" or their parents or whatever, or simply hook up with some caring yet gullible person and take them down with them or just be a total drag. The fact that I seem moderately sane at the moment I owe exclusively to the my refusal to accept any kind of "unfreedom" in the form of bad company, addiction, vague ideas and general stagnation. I am still confronted with my "autism" which seems to be a given and may help explain some of the things I wrote above, but I do seem to manage that reasonably well these days. So at the moment all is well in the shadows I guess. And you, you will find your way..

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-04 18:21:54 +0000 UTC]

i always try to be helpful to people and listen to them.... but i too find that i mimic them... and yes i dont understand people who blame their problems on others... but i also dont understand people who blame themselves.

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-06 08:32:48 +0000 UTC]

If you repeat the same thing over and over again to people in the end they will start to believe it.

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Nevassprite In reply to undefinedreference [2013-08-06 20:45:06 +0000 UTC]

im not sure if this is a good thing

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undefinedreference In reply to Nevassprite [2013-08-06 21:08:38 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure it isn't, but it's how the human mind works. In the end it's probably a self-defense issue. We humans tend to settle into things whether we like them or agree with them or not, and make the best of the situation, or what we think is the best. As an ultimate acknowledgement of our powerlessness perhaps. I grew up in an environment in which physical force ruled over opinion and all that, there wasn't much of an idea of being in control. I'm not even entirely sure of what I want to say by that. I have envied people who believed that their opinions made a difference. That only holds true in an environment of law and order, in which something like "fairness" exists. Not all people grow up in such an environment.
 This was about people eventually blaming themselves, remember? Still better than being the ones who blame I guess.

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