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RedEyeBlue
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[2009-09-18 03:39:08 +0000 UTC]
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# Statistics
Favourites: 1480; Deviations: 25; Watchers: 28
Watching: 138; Pageviews: 12467; Comments Made: 666; Friends: 138
# Comments
Comments: 109
No thanks you! This will help me a ton in my own sketches
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Sorry about that, I was on my phone and for some reason the watch didn't stick. I'm fixing it now
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Haha no worries xD I thought you might have found my piccolo and then realized wait... she draws a lot of Vegeta I change my mind xP
<3 Thank you for deciding to watch though! xD
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I like Vegeta. He amuses me. Although, granted that I am a big fan of Piccolo. [which reminds me, I need to rewrite my fic or something.]
Anyways, your art is fantastic! Keep it up.
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No trouble! Didja get lots of gifts?
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nah, but I enjoyed a nice dinner and a classic movie with friends.
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Yes, I had fun but I feel old!!
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Thank you for adding My Opinion: My Changes for Piccolo Jr. journal back to your favorites RedEyeBlue.
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Also if you don't mind me saying, I think Greysight is one of the all time best fan-created characters of all time. She should be made a canon/official character.
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Your first comment went through although I am surprised that you feel that way about Greysight. I get a familiar feeling from you, were you ever on The Technodrome Forum?
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Yes, I was in the RPG games on The Technodrome Forum. I had left the forum a couple of years ago. I returned, but I had no idea how to get back into my old account. So I created a new one. There are RPG games going on right now. These days, one or two games seems like more than enough. Anyways, it would be fun if you returned, but I understand if you don't want to.
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I've taken a peek at the games going on and i'm not too sure if I would fit in anymore. Greysight's pretty much gone and I've been working on a new character.
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Would you want to do a favor for me? I totally understand if the answer is no. Would you go to thetechnodrome forum, and post a reply in the topic "is it normal?" the topic is located in General discussion in the everything else area. All I would like for you to say is that I (SuperGoku) contacted you and that I am truly sorry for all of the drama I caused on the technodrome forum. That I admit that I was wrong and I feel really bad about all of it, that I'm sorry and ashamed of my behavior.
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Dude. To be perfectly honest with you. I think you may be better of without that place. There are people there that are needlessly cruel. One of them even made a The Technodrome Wikia site which has a section about members. The things said about you and others is not kind at all. I didn't tell you before for several reasons. One, the site seemed to be dead and inactive and two, I was afraid of opening old wounds for you.
The site even stole one of my images of Greysight to show what a 'typical 5th turtle' is. I had to contact Krang and ask him to see if he could remove it, citing Art Theft as the reason.
Over all, were you in the wrong for your last thread that got you banned? ...I think you could have handled it a bit better. Actually, I felt as if you were asking for negative attention the moment I saw it! I understand that there are a lot of shows out there that you dislike for your own moral reasons; but, trust me: The Technodrome is not the place to do it. My own boyfriend -- whom I met through that site -- calls it the cesspool of the TMNT fan world. I don't even POST there anymore and simply go on to check up on TMNT updates form time to time.
Trust me, take what happened as a learning experience in knowing when to keep your mouth shut and be rid of that awful place.
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I was just joking. I'm having a hard time lately, not thinking straight at all.
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It's ok. I mean, have you looked for other places to play?
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Can you do me a favor? I'm okay, but can you go to the technodrome forum and go to the "everything else" section, then post in a topic titled "I'm Super Goku." Tell those buttheads that I'm crazy, that I'm like super out of my mind, and they need to stop talking about me and I swear to God I'm never making the mistake of setting foot on their f***ing filthy digital Hell they call a website ever again. I've had it with those people. I'm okay, I'm just mad. But I'm fine. Totally fine. Sorry for this. You're a good friend. Wonderful friend actually. Only you and a hand full of people understand me.
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I don't have any suggestions. I play on and off with a few friends via skype but nothing that seems to last. My interest in TMNT has waned and I've been wanting to do a good DBZ thing game...
Look, I'm going to tell you something: I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder along with adult depression and other things that I care not to name. This last month has been terrible for me for various reasons and I have a constant feeling of my lungs and heart being crushed. I have lost a lot of work and because of that I am behind on a lot of bills and I have several collection agencies on my back to boot. It seems like stress, nearly any type of stress, will cause my anxiety to heighten. Just reading the thread 'I'm Super Goku' made my chest hurt!
I cannot claim to understand you. I won't claim to understand anyone. I do feel a sense of empathy for you and your situation because I have been in something similar in the past. It is because of this I will have to practice 'tough love'.
No. I will not going to post anything for you on the forums. I told you that you shouldn't go back and you didn't heed my warning. Take ownership of your mistake and deal with the consequences like an adult. In this particular case, the thread is a tool to your advantage. Whenever you think of making another name and rejoining the forums just remember that thread and how horrible the comments made you feel. Remember that you don't deserve that kind of treatment and by rejoining [which, via the rules is not allowed because you are banned] you are willingly allowing yourself to be ridiculed again. You're not hurting them by rejoining. You're hurting yourself.
Secondly, I am not going to post in there because of my personal mental health issues. I refuse to risk subjecting myself to negative attention if I can avoid it. Dealing with that crowd plus my own real life issues might just lay me out!
Also, you do realize that this conversation is technically public, right? How many people did you 'jokingly' offer money to, was it just me? I ask because I think Powder saw the post and mentioned it in that thread. He could just as easily screen cap the comment and post it there, [here's hoping he nicer than that].
Finally, if you haven't done so already: seek help. Get a psychiatrist, tell them what you're going through. Get some therapy. I am not telling you this to make fun of you. I am telling you this because I genuinely feel that you need it. I did, and I'm certain I'd be a lot worse off now if I hadn't sought help. Look online, there are centers that can offer free help if you qualify.
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Hi, thank you for your advice and comments. I appreciate it. It is good to know that I have a friend online. I suggest that you talk to a doctor about the lungs and heart pain. That concerns me. I hope that everything works out alright. We go through storms in life. My Christian faith helps me. I originally wanted back into the technodrome forum to apologise for some things I had said, but once I got back on the forum I decided to stay. Anyways, it doesn't matter now. You were right that I should not have gone back there. Any fun I had there is all in the past now, that place has changed and I have changed. I don't want to judge him, but I think that Powder guy doesn't mind causing strife and trouble for people. He has made me very angry in the past. Whatever though, that's all history now and I hope I have learned my lesson to leave those people alone this time. I think a lot of them are mean and bullies. Yeah it was just you I offered money to for a technodrome account. No one else, but that didn't stop people from making jokes about it since Powder shared that information.
I consider myself to be a sane person, its just I act strangely online sometimes. I'd like to forget all about it now. I'm embarrassed about this. Oh well, I really can't explain it. I was bullied as a child, so maybe it has something to do with that. I'm an adult now so I don't want to make excuses. Everything is fine now.
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Sometimes, an apology just doesn't cut it. You have to accept things as they are and move on, no matter how difficult it is. There have been times when I have had to do this, and even now I still peak in on people I lost even though I know doing so only will hurt me more. My life simply goes better with those people out of my thoughts.
As for Powder, he is a moderator of that forum for a reason. You may disagree with the tactics that he used, but do keep in mind that you did break the rules on various occasions: rejoining despite knowing that you were banned, offering to purchase another user's name, (albeit in jest), and I'm sure there are other infractions that I simply cannot recall. Was it unfair for him to mention that you offered me money? Well, to be honest, no it was not unfair. He was solidifying the point that you had been breaking the rules. Since the conversation was public, he was well within his rights to screen capture the conversation and post it up as further proof against you; (and, for your sake and mine, I'm glad he didn't).
I am not a christian, but was raised that way and I know the teachings. My advise is to forgive them, not for your benefit but for yours. I would say forget, but I'd rather you remember what happened as an assurance you don't go back and get hurt again.
You might want to rethink that 'sane' statement. Are you trying to indicate that I am 'insane' because I need help dealing with depression and an anxiety disorder? I certainly hope not! Also, person who is certifiably insane isn't always capable of correctly diagnosing themselves as such. Believing that they are sane can be part of the delusion.
Now, I'm not saying you are NOT sane, I am merely pointing out the fallacy your statement. hen I told you that you might want to seek help I meant it as a precautionary measure. Maybe you just need counseling to overcome the traumatic experience you had as a child dealing with bullies.
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Hi, I wish only peace for you, and for me too. I appreciate your advice. I meant no offense or implied offense in my comment.
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Thanks for understanding. I haven't really looked for other places to post role playing games. Do you have any suggestions? I have been having a bad time lately mentally. I'm okay though. Lots of stress right now. I think I'm okay though.
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I agree, I think I shouldn't go back to that website. Needlessly cruel sums up a lot of the people's posts. I'm shocked by what I read there sometimes. That Wikia site on The Technodrome is totally ridiculous and unnecessary. There are just vicious and mean people out there in the world, unfortunately. I'm sorry they did that to your Greysight character. As for my banning from the website, the claim is that it was for multiple accounts. What would happen, is I would get embarrassed or feel unwelcome, so I would leave and then come back with a new account. Anyways, it is not even worth discussing further, but I agree that The Technodrome website is a cesspool, the people on The Technodrome are very unforgiving and mean, and I also agree that I need to think before I speak/post online and offline. Its over and I'm done with that place.
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Hi, how are you doing? I'm not sure my first comment was posted. New to using this website.
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Thank you so much for the Watch. To check on my status and get updates, follow me on Facebook and Google+
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np! it was a very interesting version of him. I put you on watch so I can read your comic as it comes out.
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Oh my God, thank you soooo much for the birthday gift! I can't thank you enough!
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You've been a good friend.
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Happy birthday!! 
I started drawing you something and nearly finished it and then when Christmas came I got side tracked, sorry. My sis in in town until the 1st but after that I'll get it done I promise!
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You silly goose! You don't have to draw me anything. 
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*snatches Charity and gives her a huge hug* LOVE IT!
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It's really pretty! If I had porch, I'd want something like that... but I'd chain it there, just in case. >.>;;
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My birthday was in December, sweetie 
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