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SilverTidalWave
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[2011-04-23 01:05:24 +0000 UTC]
"Weaver of Elemental Romance"
(New Zealand)
# Statistics
Favourites: 4530; Deviations: 107; Watchers: 108
Watching: 202; Pageviews: 27176; Comments Made: 16378; Friends: 202
# Interests
Favorite movies: The Swan Princess, The Sound of Music, Psycho, Double Indemnity, The Maltese Falcon.Favorite TV shows: Cheers, The Golden Girls, The Big Bang Theory, InuYasha, Detective Conan, Death Note, Sherlock, Agatha Christie's Poirot, Agatha Christie's Miss Marple, The Flash.
Favorite bands / musical artists: Westlife, Ed Sheeran, Michael Jackson, Ronan Keating.
Favorite books: The Princess and the Captain, The Divide Trilogy, Death on the Nile, Harry Potter, The Maltese Falcon, Pride and Prejudice, Dracula, Crime and Punishment, Lord of the Flies, Death Note, The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes.
Favorite writers: J.K Rowling, Agatha Christie, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle.
Tools of the Trade: Pen, paper and a quiet place to think.
Other Interests: Writing, reading, drawing, playing the piano, food.
# About me
Hey, I'm SilverTidalWave!But call me Silly. :D
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Just a dreamer. ♥
"I'll give you the strawberry of you keep it a secret, okay?"
"I don't sit like this because I want to. You see, if I were to sit any other way than this, my reasoning ability would drop by roughly fourty percent." - Lawliet
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# Comments
Comments: 4896
I'm sorry, and I shouldn't have to apologise for this, but you, BigBlackEyes and Tigrantia really, really hurt me, similar to how Chrystal did actually. To be honest, you've hurt me the most out of the three of you My whole life, all I'd really ever wanted was a real friend. I thought you guys were it.
Oh well. Now I have muriyh . She cares about my feelings, knows how ill I've been, supported me through my illness, my depression, the days were I just lay waiting to die until I started seeing my therapists. Do you know how many hours I've lay on my bathroom floor crying over OCD shit? Do you know how severely fucked up my head's been? No. I don't think I ever even told you this Manda but once I did actually attempt suicide back when you still talked to me. But I knew our friendship was coming to an end and it was dying. I tried to keep it going as long as I could but... It's ever since you got wrapped up in school and boyfriends. I know, for you that's life, but I'm autistic and I have OCD. What do you think life is for me? It's pretty lonely you know. I didn't realise it until someone asked me and god, it's actually true. I mean the only friend I had before Mariah, and she was the best friend I could have dreamed of having, and OCD made me cut all ties with her. I lost her to my OCD. And until I met Mariah I did used to miss her like hell.
Anyway, I'm sorry if you all think I'm an arse, but I'm hurt. You've done this. And Tigs I can't even try and patch things up with because everyone irl has advised me not to. She's always uad her own problems. But you? Little miss perfect life? Gimme a break.
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I'm just writing an Email to my real life best friend who was always a much better, sincere and genuine friend than you. Here are the paragraphs that concern you. I have copy pasted them for your enjoyment.
'I really wonder, as we are on the subject of JKR, what my brother thinks. It's just because he is so intelligent (more so than me!) and I really do value his opinion but I just can't fathom that he would be able to read and actually enjoy such rubbish. As I've said, I tried tirelessly and JKR's material bored me, however what other people created based off her work managed to inspire me. Ugh, this just makes me think of Manda and feel angry. Maybe Manda was never really a proper friend. The 'friendship' was dying off for years really and I tried my best to cling to it. I think Manda's Mum was strict over school and didn't want 'distractions' and also Manda got a boyfriend so... Manda's boyfriend published an Ebook actually, that she edited. I found this out by googling them. This Ebook, Mariah and I had a good laugh over, because it was just awful. We only had the Amazon preview and needless to say we did not purchase! It was just so crap, dull, generic.
Ugh. I hate JKR so much. I hope when she dies Satan roasts her. I'd join him. You'd think, as I was inspired as a child by HP I'd be grateful to the woman. Nope. Only someone like Manda would expect me to bow down and worship mighty JKR. It wasn't what she did that inspired me. It was the film, the video game. What other people built from JKR's shit shavings.'
And you know something Manda? I hope Satan roasts you along with your precious favourite author. After the hurt you have caused me, FUCK YOU!
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You know what, I'm angry right now so I'm going to say this to you so I don't say anything to upset anyone more important.
HARRY POTTER SUCKS. It always has sucked. It always will suck. JKR's writing sucks. JKR is just lucky that someone came along and made a good film, from which someone else made a good video game. That is literally it. I don't even remember reading the books because I skipped great big boring chunks.
And also, you're sucky too. You're a terrible 'friend'. You strung along some poor mentally ill autistic girl for years, pretending like you had this great bond and connection, but of course school and boyfriends were always more important. But if you came online once a year I'd drop EVERYTHING that was going on in my life to talk to you, only for you to just send emojis back and forth because you can't be bothered to properly converse with me and I'm to socially inept to ever say anything.
Fuck you. And fuck your precious Potter. I hope you're both very happy together.
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Please understand, it's not that I'm ungrateful for the years of friendship, I'm just wondering if any of it was genuine.
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I auppose you might send me a message on Kik next week, like you always do, but I never wanted yearly messages from you wishing me a happy birthday, I always just wanted to talk to you properly because I thought we were friends and we had a special bond and connection. Thanks for stringing me along for years only to do this to me now. You suck.
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Happy Birthday! I'll miss you, and I hope you are happy where ever you may be.
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Hi there, how have you been? I feel as if it's been an eternity.
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I just want you to know, that I despise Harry Potter with a passion. I think I've always told you that, but I don't think you've realised. I was inspired by the computer game as a child (not the crappy, badly-written book, the game), the idea of a magical castle that's free roam. Eventually I started writing HP fanfiction, and believe me when I say my ideas were better, even as a child. For one thing, I ditched HP himself and all the boring ones and just wrote about my own Mary Sue. My ideas enchanted me, I was absorbed in my own little world and it was magical. Then my teacher encouraged me to start writing original work, something I didn't think I was capable of, and then Liddy emerged (I still wanted to write about fantasy).
I only ever wrote that goddamned Annoying Bellatrix to entertain you and Shania (and at the time, Lala), not because it was something I actually wanted to write myself. And to be honest, I kept writing it even as I got unwell and there's loads of stuff that you all never saw. It was supposed to turn into a friendship story about how although the fangirl was annoying to Bellatrix, she found she could not live without her, the only person to ever show her any love. It was more inspired by myself being a bloody annoying cow than HP itself.
I tried to explain to you all in vain for years that I didn't actually like HP, I never even got through the books. I attempted as a child but I skipped great big boring chunks. I tried listening to the audiobooks, and the most boring writer in the world would have the most boring actor in the world reading her work wouldn't she?
My teacher also informed me of how all of Rowling's ideas were not actually her own. She took them all from other sources. For example, her entire premise for HP was based on The Worst Witch. I advise you look into The Worst Witch, as it is actually better despite being a book for little kiddies.
You've always been such a blind fan of Harry Potter, which has really hurt me over the years, but that is not what annoys me about you, What upsets me the most is that for years you strung me along, saying I was like a sister to you, and now you've dumped me. I knew you would eventually, but did you have to lead me on? That's just made the whole thing more painful for me. I knew it was coming. I tried desperately to cling onto our friendship, I noticed it fading as soon as you got serious over school and boyfriends (much more important than your autistic, mentally ill 'sister', 'best friend').
I realises from your recent Emails that you've actually payed no attention or made any effort to get to know me over the years. I mean, you asked if I watched the royal wedding? Didn't I post back in the day about how I was against stuff like that. Royals are just provilliged fucks when they do nothing for their country.
Why am I saying this here? Because you never come here anymore, and despite having been upset with you for years I still love and care about you and I don't want to drag you down with my feelings. But you should know about the Bellatrix thing at least, I only ever wrote that for you.
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Thank you! I'm sorry I'm so late in replying.
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Hi! Many thanks for the llama, I'll do my best to look after him
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You're very welcome! Thank you so much for the points, I really appreciate it!
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Thank you! You're more than welcome too
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You're most welcome!
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You're very welcome!
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It was my pleasure!
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You're most welcome.
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Thank you very much for faving my work :3
It means a lot to me \(^-^)\
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You're so welcome! 
Thank YOU so much for faving my work. I'm honoured.
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Omg you silly girl, you didn't have to give me points!
You're so sweet hnngg. Thank you ;;
I could draw you something in return if you like >w>>
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It was my pleasure! What are friends for?
No, it was a gift. Enjoy it!
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Pshhh it's only true.
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No worries!
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