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Laugh-Butts [2020-04-11 23:25:18 +0000 UTC]

Chris, during quarantine, the greatest YouTube channels come out and remind us of the beauty and life. w

What Does the Fox say?: EHHEHE hhehee hehehhehehehe!

youtu.be/GegN_AXWWqc

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Comasedge [2020-03-02 21:31:48 +0000 UTC]

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Laugh-Butts [2020-02-25 10:10:35 +0000 UTC]

Hey, Chris. I Need to get more active on deviantART, and sometimes, I like DeviantArt because the comments are like isolated emails to me. Also, I don't want to text you on discord because I'm sick of all the messages on Discord. Just wanted to give you some a random rant on my life:

I visited my parents recently. My dad usually uses a lot of tricks to get me to visit, including emergency news, or he bribes me with food, which I'm okay with. I just have to deal with that silence that tells me we don't connect over a lot, other than the fact that we're connected by blood. And I think he's lonely. I don't think I want to be that lonely when I get older. My dad didn't really want to learn the New language as much, And he's a bit egotistical with his culture. He does not establish that many close friends, with how judgmental and intruding he is. He also doesn't grow much emotionally sometimes, and he's become so paranoid of the world. But at least he fulfills the basic needs of feeding me and paying for car insurance and phone bill for the family (which he won't let me pay).

He recently got me to visit because he keeps calling me if I don't reply back and a matter of two days, and gets angry but I don't tell him I'm okay every so hour. This time, he got me to visit because he said my mom is sick. I have so much to do, but I drove over there. My mom has arthritis. My dad usually doesn't explain the extent of what he means. So when I got over there, I realized she had taken the entire week of work off, which is unheard of, because she's such a hard worker. The arthritis pain in her arms and hands were bad, so she can't flex them or move her fingers as much. My dad lost his job because they laid him off because his legs aren't doing very well, And he can't work as fast as the younger people. He recently started an Airbnb business off the idea that he would force me to live in the house under his rules again. He said it wasn't going to be his rules, but if I know anything from living with him, he would manipulate and take control. He's done it for years.

He once told me that my little sister won't get as much scholarship money for her first year of college if they find that there is certain assets in the family bank account, so he's moving the money temporarily to my bank account, and they wanted me to sign a bank loan for them under my name so they wouldn't get taxes on it, which is essentially tax evasion. But I was going to sign the loan for my sister, until my mom called and asked me if my dad emphasized to me that the plan he had was to send me to the previous family home for me to rent it out and manage the house as a landlord so he can get money to pay for the new house, which he would force me to live in, which is once again the last thing I want to do, since the whole point of me leaving home was to get away from his constant mind games. His language barrier is also pretty strong because he didn't push himself to learn the English language as much. Now that my mom is taking off work, and she's the oldest in her workplace, there's a chance she may be laid off as well. They will at least have the Airbnb business for a bit, but since my mom needs to be able to clean And my dad is not the most amazing I understanding systems, something tells me the Airbnb business might be moved to me. And I'll be doing a hypothetical doctorate during that time, well potentially doing a masters of Fine Arts. I don't really want to give up my life for them. I really despise the obligatory idea of family, and I always have.

So it's almost 4:00 a.m., and I've written out my death plan. For them and me. I'd like to share it with you.

- I'll hire an Airbnb management business that will take a chunk of the money and return for managing the Airbnb house. I'm going to preferably stay where I am renting because it is close by the university, I can take care of the elderly woman upstairs and the multiple dogs, and I can stay away from my parents, with a safe distance. My sister is still finishing up her University of Miami undergraduate and most likely go higher in degree later. Perhaps even marry, get a divorce, have kids, etc., And my brother is in Maryland doing research work. They can help decipher money over here, and we can all put money together to help pay for utilities, car insurance, phone bill, etc. Basic stuff.
- I'm going to finish my freaking doctorate and maybe even get a vet technician education because I like animals! I feel like family it's just another small obstacle some people have to plan and get past.
- My parents can be each other's caretaker until one of them fully dies. I'm going to make sure to tell my dad he can have NO MORE THAN 1 DOG because he has this obsession with getting different breeds of dogs, but he can't take care of them. One of the reasons I left was that he wasn't taking care of the flea issues, he was kicking some of the dogs out of anger, he wasn't properly taking care of them. I wasn't taking him to the vet for their shots, etc. My mom doesn't even want that many dogs. He just doesn't listen to her, and they currently have two large dogs that are too powerful and they stop walking them as much because the kids aren't there to pull on the harnesses / collars because they never train them not to jump and pull. I really have to push him not to get more dogs because it would be unnecessary for the dogs to Not be given full exercise because They are older and could not provide all the attention and exercise for them.
- When one of them is left... I'm hoping my mother... She'll most likely develop dementia. Or some other illness or so. There are a lot of great personal companions for people with experience and the elderly (people like me, since I work with disabled people, elderly, and animals a lot. I enjoy it!) Oncare.com, and they're actually a great pool of students who can be paid less to offer young companionship. I plan to make money to be able to essentially pay for someone to live in that last parent's house for cheap rent and return for keeping up with house and whatnot. I'm not living in that house, which is really going to affect me emotionally. But I will visit every other day, or between a longer time frame if I get really busy or have to go on a trip. That way, they won't forget me as much. I'll cook and hang out.

I think it's important that while you're taking care of someone, you're not sacrificing your own dreams for the sake of them. they're ending life does not have to end yours. And I refuse to let theirs end mind. I made that vow when I was little, I'm going to keep it as I'm older. It does Not and should not change, unless I let it. I plan to keep myself healthy as well (By the way, this is random, but take turmeric pills. Maybe you already do... I forgot if you do. Wait, I think you said you did in Pho Real. My bad if I forgot that)

- And then when I get older, the moment when I feel like I'm having trouble dealing with life either personally, or with the amount of work I have to do, etc, I'll work hard in my lifetime to be able to have savings and money not just to take care of myself and utilities, but to eventually pay for a personal assistant or caregiver to help me. Even if I am mentally sound at the end of my days, it would still be nice to have another person. And then I'd like to will my money to NPR, and other places. Legacy isn't always with family. I like to just have a farm with some chickens.

- I'm hoping you're the end of my days, I'll make sure that there's an adoption plan or whatever animals that I have (I BETTER have animals with me), And I hope somebody gets rid of my body before it rots too much in the house.

That's my family and my death plan I scribbled in my planner. I guess typing it to you feels more solid. We all have limited time on this Earth. I feel it's all the more important to figure out what it is that we want.

Anyways, tudaloo! There's my 4:00 a.m. death plan, hot off the press for you to read!

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Laugh-Butts [2019-11-16 06:18:34 +0000 UTC]

Hey, Chris. This is Buu. But here, you can call me by my professional name: Butts. *puts on aesthetic sunglasses the moment she says that*

I'm surprised that you actually came back to DeviantArt recently, because I saw that you came back around August! That's really great! I already tell my fan base that they should expect hiatuses for me because I take school and work fairly seriously. But every once in a while, I will reply back in huge large amounts of text because I'm just that person who puts a lot of effort into whatever she is working on at the current moment. Then I go on hiatus, then I come back and binge reply again. It's the same for my gallery... Lol

I have now watched you, so if you submit some artwork, even from the comic making club, I'll be able to see it and comment it on my own time. Looking forward to more stuff! *Parkours away*

PS: Speaking of parkour, have you considered ever doing parkour? You like martial arts and fighting, so is parkour or something that you were ever interested in? I watch a YouTube video recently where gymnastic people try parkour tricks, and then the parkour people tried gymnastic tricks. It was awesome, and now, once again, I'm obsessed with the idea of parkour.

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AlienLover123 [2017-05-14 18:42:48 +0000 UTC]

Are you planning to make a Destiny - A New Frontier webcomic? I'm a huge fan of Destiny.

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stepswitcher [2016-02-02 01:35:52 +0000 UTC]

What the heck you went to my school and we never got to even know each other!! You were just a grade ahead of me.. darn! lol! Anyways I was directed to you by some friends and I gotta say your art is marvelous!

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SaraMFDraws [2015-10-15 01:19:01 +0000 UTC]

I just wanted to let you know that I think your Inktober: Aftermath piece is absolutely, incredibly amazing! I love it so much

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SaraMFDraws [2015-07-11 18:52:15 +0000 UTC]

Your Destiny work is kinda blowing my mind...

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