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arseniclace
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[2004-05-19 08:31:47 +0000 UTC]
"arseniclace"
(New Zealand)
# Statistics
Favourites: 8; Deviations: 147; Watchers: 18
Watching: 5; Pageviews: 4015; Comments Made: 637; Friends: 5
# Interests
Favorite movies: i dont poison my mind with television.Favorite bands / musical artists: florence and the machines tool,headless chickens R.E.M(best band ever) ect ect
Other Interests: i actually dont do anything....seriously.i have no life.
# About me
Current Residence: a small island near the bottom of the planet.Favourite genre of music: alternative rock,rock,metal,heavy metal
# Comments
Comments: 111
that's good to hear. i hope you stay here. keep in touch.
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:hug Are you okay ? I haven't heard from you in forever!
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thank you for adding my peom as one of your favourites...*tear* I'm touched.
And your work is quite amazing as well.
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thanks for the fav. you have a lot of really good stuff here...i think ill be bk here soon
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OMG OMG OMG YOU'RE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...For like ten seconds I AM SORRY I WASN'T HOOOMEE!!!! I MISS YOU MEM!!!
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Think about this...
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
ive cut off the last bit which is the 'curse' coz its bullshit
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YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
HUGS FOR YOU!! 
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...are you still alive? I haven't talked to you in forever! Where did you go! I misssss you...
Mem come baaaaaaack. I shall have to send you a computer or something. With my mental powers...it will appear in your room!
I wish I had mental powers.
And I wish i wasn't broke.
Hmph. And I wish you could coooommmmeee baaaaaaack!!!!
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I noticed that most of your poems are short and to the point...I like that...Keep up the good work!
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thankyou.noone knows what it means....
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if i may make a suggestion.
your gallery might be a bit more attractive, or appealing if you had a personalized thumbnail (preview) that went along with each poem, or prose. the default is so depressing, unimpressive, mundane, and impersonal.
just a suggestion.
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don't feel sad! i hate feeling sad.
i guess it is a bet overrated, and all the joy and....joy...makes a little queeezy. can't stand all that 'i love you just cuz its christmas! i spent 500 dollars on this present for you! now i'm broke! yay! merry christmas!'
but i love the cookies, and getting presents. it makes me feel like i actually have friends...and it makes me wonder if they just give me stuff not to make me feel bad.
if i was allowed, i would spend all day on da, i could too, but my parents would never let me...you know they say there was studies done to prove that people who spend days or several hours (like over 3hours or something) are more likely to commit suicide? i think that's shit. suicide is caused depression...isn't it?
those people who committed suicide cuz they were online so much just didn't eat enough sugar. you can't feel like committing suicide if you've got suagr in ya!
christmas sucked ass for me anyway. i spent from 1:00 to 6:00 in the hospital. and we had a hell of a time finding a decent restaurant open too, cuz it was christmas and all. and i din't get my PS2! or the boots i wanted. omg, journeys had the bestest, hottest, sexiest boots ever! they were like, red and black plaid and they went up to your knees! but my mom didn't get them, or the other ones that were red leather and the shiny leather too, *drool* they were the sexiest boots i ever saw. (boots can't be sexy, at least not like pirates *eeee!!!*) yeah, i complain too much.
i send ye lots of virtual hugs!
~phantomgirl628~
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why were you in hospital?
i got sent away for xmas.oh,and i got shampoo....
lucky me.
people who commit suicide arent always deppressed,
its a common misconception.more people actually commit suicide that ARENT depressed...
depression sucks arse,dude,believe me.
i cowered in this tiny little box room 4 xmas.
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oh, i know depression sucks. i just never really tried to think about it a lot.....my therapist said i might have been depressed my whole life and that i didn't know what it was like to be happy but, whatever, the stupid hippie. did i tell you she never shaved?
damn, a hospital for christmas? don't they like, not let you on the internet? my cousin was in a mental institution once, for a couple weeks.
anyway, i was in the hospital cause my papap is sick. actually, my whole family was in the hospital christmas. itwas deserted, and the food totally sucked.
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hope your papap gets better.
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aww thanks.
i think he will. he wasn't allowed to eat/drink anything on christmas but now he can have water.
looks like he will get outta the hospital after all!
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is that sarcasm i detect?
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is that sarcasm i detect?
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try being there for months on end.well,only 1.5 actually,but after the first week you forget the taste of real food.it was so painfully boring that all of the patients sat and watched programs like sesame street and memorised all the songs....
i had to spend three hours a day in "forced socialisation" where i had to go spend time with people.they said i wasnt social enough,and it wasnt good for me.....
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gaaaah sesame street *shiver*
well, looks like im not getting any sleep tonight. thank gawd, last night, i kept waking up, and waking up, and not falling asleep, and and and i wanted to shoot myself, which would be impossible in my house because my parents don't own a gun. I read this book though, where this girl was held captive, and she didn't want to be a victim so badly that she was gonna bite her vien in her wrists like...off. or something like that. but it was really stupid cuz then she saw an elk and was all 'well, maybe i can survive this' and yeah. there's no elk here to save me from thinking of committing suicide.
that's ok though, cuz i know i'm too sensative to kill myself. plus im not really sure i want to.
i never talked to anyone during 6th grade...and for the beginning like, three months of this year, i refused to participate in class or talk to anyone. i kept my hair in my face. plus i really liked my new cut and everything, it looked so neat. (omg i said neat agian; third time this week. GAAH!) and my mom even bleached it so we could dye it. so i've got like, honey blonde (*gag* me as a blonde is a no-no) streaks in it. im still waiting for her to pick up hair dye. but then my english teacher, who i think is gay cuz his voice is so damn high, was all like 'i'll have to send you to guidance and report this to your parents if you don't become more social' not exactly like that but, close enough.
pirates....they're damn sexy.
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my mum bought me hair dye before i left home and she said it would go black but its DARK-BROWN.stupid woman.i dunno.somedays i never talk,others i talk too much.i dont know.a lot of people just talk to me,so unless im really fucking depressed i talk back.i dont really participate in anything.
why dont you talk m,uch?
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im usually too hyper to shut up, around my closest friends anyway cuz i don't want my teachers to think i have ADD which im already being treated for but i don't have it!- or too upset to sya anything of any meaning.
mostly i just stick to being quiet cuz i can't get into any trouble that way.
not like, detentions, but like, having to explain things or going through past experiences or...slander...or something of the sort.
i hate my school.
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ADD and ADHD are both upsetting ideas. of course, there is probably some truth to them both, whatever happened to the idea that some people are just more energetic. i dont have either, but i was tested for ADD when i was younger. i have some trouble paying attention, but the way my brain just jumps from thing to thing has become quite useful. but yeah...i guess this whole statment really isnt valid since i havent expierenced either of the two.
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really, i don't pay attention in school because i don't want to. its seriously boring. im just worse with adorall but i keep telling my shrink im doing better cuz...i dunno. maybe i just don't wanna upset my mom.
yeah...the stimulant im on makes me feel like i just drank like, ten liters of coke. which is why im always so hyper during the day.
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because i have a friend who uses the stuff...adorall is apparently like dumbed down raw speed or crystal...but i understnand the not wanting to make your mother upset, thats why i cant get help for somthing
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the only reason i was put into therapy in the first place is because my cousin can't keep her mouth shut.
anyway, it is like speed, not quite raw i don't think, but close enough. so it works pretty quickly.
i bet if i took drug test on the stuff the results would conclude i was on drugs.....
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well i assume that is why they call them "pharmaceutical drugs" which is kinda odd cause they outlawed marajuana here for medical uses...yet somehow speed it acceptable. i think it all should be. but im not any of that shit.
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yeah, i agree.
the government is just stupid, i guess
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try being there for months on end.well,only 1.5 actually,but after the first week you forget the taste of real food.it was so painfully boring that all of the patients sat and watched programs like sesame street and memorised all the songs....
i had to spend three hours a day in "forced socialisation" where i had to go spend time with people.they said i wasnt social enough,and it wasnt good for me.....
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heh, i love your poetry, i wish i were as talented as you. i do write poetry, but it sucks the dick i dont have, so i dont post it... i have some old shit on here... but i have only been looking at other peoples work cause i hate my work. lol. well, i hope you dont mind. i am going to watch you. in a way, i really want to tell you that things will change and you will get better, but, life sucks, and it wont get better, im so fucking sick of people telling me ill get better, do you get that too
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yeah i get that too....once people know i feel bad,theyre all careful& stuff aroundme,i hate that. 👍: 0 ⏩: 1
dont worry,everything will be ok.....
thank you for reading....its very nice to be appreciated....but im not talented....
so,anyway,whats your story?
yep... well, the thing is, i am getting better, but its nothing that others have done... i did it myself, but im kinda only happy on the outside... i dont get it.. well, i havent cut in a month, so im doing good, and now i am working on quitting smoking... i dont think its going to work... well, yes you are talented... so stop arguing.. anyways... how old are you and whhere are you from?
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you are doing good.jus focus one one thing at a time.
um...im 14 from the bottom of the world.
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from the bottom of the world? eh, your very good , seeing that you are only 14. ive tried writing poetry. eh, didnt work to well... anyways, its kinda funny, im 16, yet all of my friends range from ages 12-14 except for one who is 15... lol, well.. i hope to hear more from you, btw, do you have aim or yahoo messanger?
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ummm.i have msn.
i have been told on many occasions that i am mature for my age.....
hmmm.send me some of your poetry?
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