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demonic-chick43
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[2007-08-17 19:58:47 +0000 UTC]
"The celestial banana"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 840; Deviations: 34; Watchers: 53
Watching: 24; Pageviews: 21859; Comments Made: 6834; Friends: 24
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Jackson Pollock.Favorite movies: anything by hayou miyazaki, especially castle in the sky and spirited away
Favorite bands / musical artists: CAKE FOR THE WIN!!!
Favorite writers: Douglas Adams
Favorite games: Hmm, that's hard. Probably Eternal Sonata or Heavy Rain.
Favorite gaming platform: ps3, of course
Tools of the Trade: camera/keyboard/stage
Other Interests: Reading, writing, cooking, baking, fashion, crafts, wood burning, cars, psychology, drama, religion
# About me
Well...I'm 17, I'm in southern California, and I HATE IT!!! It's hot here, and I can't stand it. I'm a proud gay FTM trans and my dream college is Cal Poly Pomona. When I grow up, I want to find a wonderful partner and move to the country and become an elementary schoolteacher. I want to live in the country, because I hate big cities. I love animals, though! I'm not scared to stick up for my friends, and I'm a HUGE believer in Karma, though I don't believe in God. Oh, and I love kids. My friends don't believe me, but I really want to adopt kids someday. And...that's pretty much it!Current Residence: Southern California
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Jeez, I don't even know what size I am...XXL, maybe?
Favourite genre of music: anything but country or rap.
Favourite style of art: watercolor
Operating System: i use windows, but i want a mac
MP3 player of choice: ipod touch
Favourite cartoon character: Mordecai and Rigby
# Comments
Comments: 566
Thank you so much for the favourite on my work <3 You are very kind.
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It made me giggle
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Hahahaha dude, that batman icon is awesome xD
Completly felt in love with it! Grats!
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Lol it's not mine. made it for me.
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Hehehe still, it's adorable xD
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By the way, why is your username "demonic-CHICK". Aren't you trying to be a man?
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I made this account forever ago, when I still identified as female. I'm too lazy to create a new one.
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It's not subjective. Words have a limited number of meanings. If you put words together without knowing what they mean you end up with a paragraph of nonsense like the one in your boyfriend's DA.
I had to post this here because despite your boyfriend trying to showcase himself as some hardcore revolutionary he has a bitchfit and blocks anyone that challenges him.
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She only does it to protect me. Cuz despite her insistence, I still run PR for her.
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He blocks someone who was commenting on his profile to protect you? I see a logical fallacy here.
And PR?
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PR= public relations. People do all kinds of shit to her, horrible, violent shit. She doesn't want me to experience it. I think it's ridiculous, because she knows that I'm hell-bent on fighting for her just as hard as she fights for herself...but whatever.
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I know. I was just wondering what the hell she needed it for. But you've explained so k.
No one wants to do anything violent to him. If he died or w/e he wouldn't produce new material. Your boyfriend is paranoid over some kids on the internet.
Has anyone online EVER followed through with a threat against him?
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HA I win you called her 'she'. My work here is done.
Jk. People *do* do violent things to her. She's been attacked several times. And it's not just online that she gets hate. It's real life, too.
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SHHH stop rubbing off on me lol.
Attacked by folk from the net or just in general? I've heard stories about basketballs being thrown at windows and etc but nothing that would make me think he's actually in any danger.
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Giggity. Rubbing off.
In general- I don't know about 'internet folk'. As for the basketball incident, no, she wasn't in danger, but it was an attempt. That was my point.
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Sure, I just don't think that the folk being violent probably aren't the same people poking fun on the net. Overall ADF's trolls are just bored nerds, angry transfolk or offended politic-geeks/activists. None of those groups are exactly threatening.
basically, there's nothing that he has to protect you from online. He just wants to protect his own ego and I think it's sad you let him rope you into his battles when he tries to come off as a badass.
I mean you've actually been willing to have a civil convo with me even though I've probably been pissing you off, and I applaud you for that. It's something ADF will never do.
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Honestly, me neither. But I don't think she does, either...
No, she doesn't have to protect me online, which is why I do this anyway. And it's less that she thinks someone will physically hurt me and more that she realizes that I'm a busy guy. I have school, friends, volunteering, my own issues, not to mention I'm looking for a job. I don't, according to her, need her baggage. The thing is, I want to help her. I want her to know that her problems are just as important to me as my own.
She's not egocentric. Not in the least. The day I ran from home, I called her and she was so helpful. Even when my mother found her number in my cell phone record and tried to call her (supposedly to threaten her or something), she didn't get scared.
She dosen't rope me in, though. As I've said, she doesn't think I deserve this, but I seek it out on my own.
Ahuviya doesn't deal with haters because she just doesn't have the patience. She's given up, in a sense. I, however, am naive enough to think that if I can't change your opinion entirely, I can at least get you to ease up a little. Because the last thing she needs is more stress.
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On FB and other places he's made it apparent he thinks people from the internet are out to kill him. Which isn't true. Either he's deluded and has a victim complex or he's yearning for attention and doesn't care if it's negative. Both say a lot of shit things about his character.
I'd say he is. Thinking everyone wants to kill you is egocentric. There's also his claims that his father raped him. There are conversations between "trolls" and his father available, and it's obvious this dude is no sexual predator. There was also drama involving a group called Transway, in which he spread lies about the the folk in charge and took over because he felt he was being discriminated against. He ALWAYS thinks he's being discriminated against. That's pretty egocentric in my book. There's a lot more but typing it all here would make this a full blown article.
If he doesn't rope you in, fair enough. Personally I believe he knows that even if he tells you to stop you'll want to defend him, and uses that to his advantage.
I could "ease up a little" but if you've noticed all I did was point out my genuine disgust at how he's using the Occupy movement to garner more attention to himself, and point out problems in his artwork. He needs to think about what people are saying and allow it to humble him, instead of acting the victim.
You won't be able to change my mind about ADF unfortunately. If it makes you feel any better you've changed my mind about you. You seem like a nice person, which makes me feel a little sad that you've associated yourself with him.
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Okay, this is where the civility stops. I've been very calm and reasonable in the face of everything else you've thrown at me, but don't you DARE call her a liar. Those 'conversations' on the hate wiki are clearly false. It was nothing but some random troll posing as a guy supposedly typing for her father because he's too old and infirm or some shit. Bullshit. Having been a victim of several instances of molestation/rape myself, I take any allegation of it very seriously, because no one believed me when I tried to report it. So don't you DARE say she's lying about it. Unless you yourself are her father, you don't know for sure. No one does. But I will believe her and stick by the woman that I love. End of story.
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>It was nothing but some random troll posing as a guy supposedly typing for her father because he's too old and infirm or some shit.
ADF believes it was his father, and threatened to cut his dick off. So I, myself, trust his judgement.
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Regardless, how many people accused of rape actually admit to and walk willingly about it?
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I can admit I've been accused of raped. It's not hard because I'm innocent.
At least I don't flaunt about rapes like ADF does.
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It's not flaunting. She brings attention to a worthy cause.
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Okay, fair enough that you want to believe the person you love. I understand that.
But you don't think it's a little strange that he brings up the incident openly on his FB and other places as if it's no big deal? I know people that have been raped and sometimes just a mention of something that vaguely reminds them about the incident will set them off. They don't want to be reminded, they don't want to talk about it, they don't want attention brought to it. Even if the conversation is fake it's still very unusual behaviour for a rape victim.
I know it's a horrible thought that someone would lie about such a thing, especially someone you love. But from my outside perspective his behaviour concerning the incident just doesn't match up with how rape victims act.
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Okay, or it means that she's a strong person and has moved past that horrible event in her life to do other things. For the record, I'm the same way. Yes, it happened, and yes, it was an incredibly painful and traumatic experience for me. But it's over now.
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I guess, but imo there's a difference between being strong and getting over it and treating it the way he does. He just doesnt come across as sincere to me.
But we're obviously not going to change each other's minds and I don't want to push the issue, seeing as it's a touchy subject. So let's just forget the rape. It could or couldn't have happened, I'll never really know.
Someone sent me a screencap of one of ADF's newer updates. Why's he still so bent out of shape about the trans community? The way he's trying to make them responsible for him being homeless is exactly the kind of victim complex/egocentric stuff I was talking about.
idk someone sent me the cap and I got to thinking. *shrug*
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Well, I appreciate that. Thank you.
She's not trying to blame them. She feels abandoned by her friends and queer siblings. She's looking for somewhere to stay that's not a shelter or a transitional living facility, and she's really frustrated because she no one's helping her.
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Well I hope he finds a warm place to stay. Even though I dislike him I wouldn't wish a night out in the cold on anyone. Shelter is a basic right that everyone should have.
I understand he feels discriminated against in shelters for whatever reason but he really should try to tolerate being in one until he can find a place to stay. It's a lot better than being out in the cold.
I'm sorry if I've angered you. ADF just irritates me. I'm a mostly left wing glbt activist myself and I feel like he gives us a bad name with his behaviour. He might be a nice person to know personally despite that I suppose, but someone like me on the outside looking in gets understandably aggravated when I see him, for instance, being used as an example for the Occupy movement.
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If you truly feel that way, then you're a bigger person than most of his 'trolls'.
And regarding a shelter, I honestly feel the same way. She's just so damn stubborn...I assume you're not FB friends with her, so you can't see it, but our arguments on her page get really heated on the subject. She's already gotten hypothermia once...I don't want anything else to happen.
She really really is amazing. To be completely honest, there are some things that I don't quite agree with myself, but that's mostly because of my own issues and has no bearing on whether or not I think she's a good person.
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Well I'm less of a troll and more of an angry nerd with too much time on his hands tbh.
See this is the kind of stuff that makes me think he likes the attention that comes from making people worry and getting them angry. I don't have him on FB, I only see occasional snippets that get snagged by "spies" lol. but from what I've seen he just throws tantrums over situations he got himself into, then gets mad at people who just care and want to help. idk maybe he's not always like that and it's just due to stress.
It's easy to disregard stuff that annoys you about someone when you love them/know them. I don't know if he's a good person, I don't know him personally. What I've seen rubs me the wrong way but eh, guess people only show what they want people to see on the net.
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Heh, aren't we all.
She's just really determined. Once she gets something in her head, only death can stop her. Even if it's detrimental to her. But believe me, it's helped me (and others) on more than one occasion.
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Truth xD
I can understand that. But for his own good he's going to have to learn to suck it up and do the things that he feels would be a blow to his pride or w/e. In e case of homelessness, for his own safety. In the case involving trolls and harassment, I'm sure if he considered peoples' complaints seriously the harassment would die down a lot. A lot of folk just think he doesn't have any self awareness.
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Ah, but if she considered everything everyone says to her, she might get really depressed. Okay, maybe there are some people that think she doesn't have self-awareness, but what about the people who genuinely hate her and wish her harm? If she gets gets 100 hatemails a day, and even ten or fifteen of them say 'I hate you, you should be dead, go kill yourself, etc'...I can speak from experience that it builds up. One day she might decide to follow directions. And as much as I love her, I do realize that she's not exactly stable to begin with.
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I don't mean listen to the folk that are just blatantly harassing her. But she should at least listen to her friends when they point out the immaturity of her actions. People on her FB list that have just given honest advice in an attempt to help her, and her response is to flame them, often telling them to "fuck off", saying "fuck you" or claiming they want to "derail her transition." Just because they disagree with her behaviour and want to HELP HER, so that her life will be easier. And I've rarely if ever seen these people act offensively, if anything they've been nicer than was warranted. Especially after being told to fuck off for giving advice.
It's not like she's ONLY nasty to the trolls. She's nasty to a lot of people that didn't deserve it. And ignores even people that want to help.
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I get that, too. It's her pride talking. Once she gets something in her head, nothing anyone says is gonna get her to stop.
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