dreamelancholia In reply to ThrowableAxe [2020-01-16 06:17:44 +0000 UTC]

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dreamelancholia In reply to Zastie [2019-04-03 02:28:34 +0000 UTC]

👀 It's been a while! I am still alive, and promise to be back soon. 

How have you been?

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Zastie In reply to dreamelancholia [2019-04-03 05:20:29 +0000 UTC]

ayyyy - It REALLY has been a while. Over a year? x_x Damn. Surprised you replied - I almost thought you had 100% vanished.

And UHHHHH. I have been........ A rollercoaster. My life was like HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY and how it's H E L L L L L L L L L . Currently, that is. For.. a very long time - but I hope and pray I can have my life back after waiting. .-. Aha.....

*cough* In a capsule; suffering - but in ways different than before? How 'bout YOU? Something cause you to re-appear like majjiks?

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dreamelancholia In reply to Zastie [2019-05-02 01:13:11 +0000 UTC]

Haha, same. I've stopped doing creative things for so long that it's hard to get back into it.

Aw man, sorry to hear that. How come? (Feel free to note me if you want to talk!) I hope things get better soon for you!

I can kind of relate—the past few months have been pretty hellish for me, too. Stress and depression and all that. Still dealing with it, but things are going OK. 

I'm back now 'cause I'm finished with the school year (thank goodness). I'm pretty free this summer, so really hoping to make lots of art and write!!

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Zastie In reply to dreamelancholia [2019-05-02 05:21:28 +0000 UTC]

Things looking on the sunny side then, I see? (ha!: puns. /slaps self)

Always good to be getting a break - though sometimes the between-semester breaks lasted a little too longggg and I'd run out of fuel. If semesters were a little bit longer but a little less intense, it would be the perfect balance honestly. Good that it gives you a big window to jump into art and writing again tho - maybe it's the big window you needed to really take the steps to swing into motion again? A shorter break might not of been enough.

And mmmm, stress and depression - my throat feels dry at the topic. I can drop by a note maybe tomorrow, or if you have Discord that'd be 1000% easier (Zastie#7204). I can't really explain the whole situation though, unfortunately - just kinda vague idea and what it's done/doing to me. OTL

Hope you're doing better than me though, and that the semester break rids you of the stress element which fuels the depression. I'm sorry it was so overwhelming. =/ Always gotta be trying to remember the constant little things as well to try to stay afloat and driven. Constant battle, gotta focus on the things that personally lift you up and aren't toxic. @_@ Also gonna hope that the semester was fruitful too - do any art/writing classes mixed in, or just other studies/GED?

 

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dreamelancholia In reply to Zastie [2019-05-10 22:32:04 +0000 UTC]

In some ways, yes! I'm thankful for all the free time I suddenly have, but that also means staying with my (sometimes overbearing) mother and that there are less things to distract me from the negative feelings. OTL 

Yeah I totally understand that! I'm sure that in two months or so, I'll be bored and ready to go back to school. 

I replied to your note! I do have Discord, but I rarely use it. But if you'd prefer that, I wouldn't mind using it. 

Thank you. ^_^ Yes, I will do my best!! 

The semester was productive but I'm definitely burnt out from pushing myself so much these past years. I'm doing a STEM major, regretfully with no art/writing classes. But I'm hoping to perhaps take some art classes this summer.

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Zastie In reply to dreamelancholia [2019-05-12 07:37:51 +0000 UTC]

Aaaaa - I'm sorry you have to be situated with bad family stuff. =X Your break should be a breath of fresh air, not a time you end up feeling like you're walking in egg shells. :c Energy re-charging is needed so you can burst into the next school season with some vigor, it's poopy trying to re-charge when you keep getting reeled back from giving yourself some time. And mm.. distractions from negative feelings. OTL.. OTL indeed. Sometimes it can be good to face some of the thoughts, but not when it's in a constant flood of them.. Hopefully it's a healthy spread that can allow you to overcome some of the thoughts? Hoping! ouo)9

Mm, send me a friend request on Discord and I can probably chat some more on Mon/Tues/Wed. Kinda in response to the note, too. @_@ And just in general. ^^

Don't push yourself too hard! I know you want to succeed, grow, and reach goals - but we're just silly humans, and as silly humans we have boundaries. :3 Let yourself breathe while you're learning. That'd be awesome to get some art classes, but make sure you don't shove classes into when you're trying to catch a break. Super glad the semester was productive - that's good news! 🙏 I pray the coming semesters are good opportunities as well.

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dreamelancholia In reply to Zastie [2019-05-16 00:58:27 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, thank you. I'm working on dealing with them. 

Sure, I'll do that now. 

Thank you, you're so right. I'm going to do what I can, relax, and just have fun. 

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dreamelancholia In reply to pandemers [2018-03-01 01:37:46 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome! I think you deserve more attention! ^^

And thank you for the watch back!

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dreamelancholia In reply to glasslinger [2018-01-29 20:30:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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dreamelancholia In reply to mary-jane10 [2018-01-15 02:10:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!!! <3

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dreamelancholia In reply to BWGCQ1Qstar [2018-01-15 02:10:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!!

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dreamelancholia In reply to CupOTea16 [2018-01-14 07:00:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!! C:

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dreamelancholia In reply to WindMeister8 [2018-01-14 01:59:59 +0000 UTC]

Ahhh thank you!!!

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dreamelancholia In reply to SawuScimitar74 [2018-01-14 01:59:52 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much!

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SawuScimitar74 In reply to dreamelancholia [2018-01-15 03:14:01 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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dreamelancholia In reply to PotatoWallpaper [2018-01-14 01:59:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!!   

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PotatoWallpaper In reply to dreamelancholia [2018-01-14 16:59:15 +0000 UTC]

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dreamelancholia In reply to 75ronin [2018-01-02 04:23:01 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!! Happy New Year to you as well!

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dreamelancholia In reply to ghostchiryou [2017-12-30 16:25:04 +0000 UTC]

Ahh thank you so much for your kind words!! ;v;

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ghostchiryou In reply to dreamelancholia [2017-12-30 19:16:09 +0000 UTC]

And thank you so much for watching me!

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dreamelancholia In reply to 75ronin [2017-12-26 07:19:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!! Merry Christmas to you, too! c:

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dreamelancholia In reply to PotatoWallpaper [2017-10-29 07:53:15 +0000 UTC]

Aww don't feel bad about that! It made me happy :>

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PotatoWallpaper In reply to dreamelancholia [2017-10-29 15:03:22 +0000 UTC]

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dreamelancholia In reply to ImaginativeChocolate [2017-10-08 21:04:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so so much; that means a lot to me! ;;

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