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pensive ♀️ [369055] [2003-03-12 06:04:59 +0000 UTC] "a girl" (Unknown)

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eliotecre [2019-07-31 12:29:14 +0000 UTC]

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AX0LOTL [2019-03-27 23:45:41 +0000 UTC]

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pensive [2004-09-10 16:18:59 +0000 UTC]

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pensive [2004-09-10 16:14:23 +0000 UTC]

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GalaxyBounce [2004-09-08 05:34:00 +0000 UTC]

yo Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi!

you know me

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666-wicked-666 [2004-08-18 20:19:07 +0000 UTC]

as for my info well lets see people just walk up to me and tell me shit how am i to know if it's true i was just trying to be nice cuz i was told you broke up sorry

damm i was just being nice and you jump down my throat

as for knowing you we did date for three years so i think i know a bit about you

you say your diffrent well so am i

anyway i was just trying be nice next time i guess i'll just not say a god damm word

......~wicked~

take just one last stare pretend you don't care till twilight follows wait there's someone else here
i can't stop my tears ive never been soo scared

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-21 01:33:46 +0000 UTC]

I wasn't jumping down your throat, I was defending myself. Besides, even if I were, you gave me permission to hate you, correct? And yes, you do know things about me. My point was that I didn't understand how you knew enough about me NOW to say I had changed (and when did I say I was different?). Anyway, it's water under the bridge and let's just let it end now, shall we? Let life move on and all that.

Again, good luck to you.

Goodbye.

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666-wicked-666 In reply to pensive [2004-09-08 05:21:56 +0000 UTC]

do you pray for people.??

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-09-08 15:20:21 +0000 UTC]

Yes, of course I do, among other things.
I am curious and a bit nervous to know why you ask.

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666-wicked-666 In reply to pensive [2004-09-08 20:09:24 +0000 UTC]

do you pray for me.??

and if soo y.??

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666-wicked-666 [2004-08-10 05:58:57 +0000 UTC]

she leaves once more............sad

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daheader [2004-08-02 12:18:09 +0000 UTC]

heather has something to say about "god"...life is a bitch...and he isn't there...he isn't real. he is a made up story so people have something to believe in. so life isn't so terribly hopeless...

the bible is like one of those books that your parents read to you when your little...someone sat down...thought about it and created nothing but a fairy tale.

done.

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pensive In reply to daheader [2004-08-02 17:58:02 +0000 UTC]

I also have something to say about God (firstly, when referring to the one I am sure we are both talking about, you must use a capital 'G', otherwise who knows who you may be speaking of). I am sorry you feel this way. I care about you and where you will go when you pass on, and it takes A LOT to get to heaven. I've told Amber about this. Right now, even I am only half-way there, if that. There's so much I still need to do to prove my faith. Do you know why life is so hard? It's a test. It's not meant to be easy. Who would care about getting into heaven if life was so easy already? Yes, the Bible may seem like a fairy tale, and there are scientists everywhere who try to prove its lack of authenticity. Again, it all has to do with faith. I hope you find it like I did, and soon, as life is so short, and we only get one chance to prove that we are worthy to return to where we came from.

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daheader In reply to pensive [2004-08-26 11:22:06 +0000 UTC]

stacy...i'm glad that you have something to look forward to. i'm glad that you have something to keep you going. i really am. but for me. i'm a lost cause. hope is a nice way to say disappointment. and faith...you have to have faith in yourself more so then anything else as you go through life. beacuse without faith in yourself you can't have faith in anything else. and i don't have faith in myself. so again, i'm a lost cause. i don't know why religion has become such an important thing to you all of the sudden, but whatever works for you. i agree that life is hard because it is a test. but if you make it through all the shit that comes, overcome your own weaknesses and what not. why wouldn't you be accepted in the afterlife? if you have given what you could to make it through your life (without giving up) why shouldn't you have a peaceful afterlife? i don't have to prove anything. you don't have to prove anything. no one does. all you have to do is make it through everything that the higher power throws at you...make it through all the things that the people in your life throw at you. everything is a test. everything either makes you stronger or breaks you. it's all a test of self will and stregth.

if you want to sit down...just me and you...and talk about this sometime. lets make a date of it.

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pensive In reply to daheader [2004-09-07 15:41:52 +0000 UTC]

I'd rather not talk about this, at length, any further. You believe in a 'higher power' and the afterlife, but not God. This confuses me. But I would like to say one last thing, on your comments about the afterlife (especially since you ended many of your comments with a question mark): We do not make it into heaven because of the work we do to sustain OURSELVES and benefit OURSELVES (making it through life, not giving up). Who doesn't basically make it through life? Suicide cases? God created the afterlife, and we must prove to HIM, through worship and having a relationship with Him, that we deserve to spend eternity in heaven, with Him.

Our beliefs are different, yes, but to think I would hate you because of it is offensive and absurd. And if I did feel that way, my feelings would be equally so.

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daheader In reply to pensive [2004-09-09 10:38:43 +0000 UTC]

i'd like to talk about it though. i thought that i found "GOD" once. but it was just a lost voice in my head. a hopeful voice that i willed away. stacy...i need help. but not God's help. i don't want him in my life right now. maybe someday i will find that light. but now is not the time. honestly...im happy that you found what you needed. i'm almost jealous in a way. but as i said before...now is not the time for me. just open your mind and follow me down my path for awhile. please... my path is dark and gloomy... and no matter which way i turn it all looks the same. it always is the same. i always end up where i started. what i need isn't God. it's someone that will walk down my path with me to show me shortcuts out to somewhere new. someone that will listen to the voices down the path and tell me what they are saying. i don't want God to be there. i want a living person to be there. someone that actually cares to follow me down my dark ruins.

please just understand that i have nothing against God. i have nothing against the light you have found. i just need something....someone, rather. and i'm sorry if i offended you in anyway...there was to be no harm meant there.

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666-wicked-666 [2004-07-30 22:09:28 +0000 UTC]

welcome back im very sorry to hear of your fall out
i truly am im always hear for you and i hope you know that i hear your working hard these days thats good

anyway take care and smile once in awhile

~wicked~

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-02 17:59:34 +0000 UTC]

Fall out?

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666-wicked-666 In reply to pensive [2004-08-03 18:11:07 +0000 UTC]

you and your man... i heard you broke up
i don't know whatever

not as if it's my bizz
i was told sorry

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-04 11:40:05 +0000 UTC]

No, we've never spoken of splitting up. I don't know why someone would say something like that, especially when not many people know us.

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666-wicked-666 In reply to pensive [2004-08-04 20:20:44 +0000 UTC]

my mistake............

like it matters

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-05 15:02:25 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-05 14:45:00 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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666-wicked-666 In reply to pensive [2004-08-05 20:15:18 +0000 UTC]

so whats the deal...

cuz your talkin to me agin.?

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-06 03:54:09 +0000 UTC]

I was simply clarifying the truth.
Being as I'm engaged, I don't feel it's right for me to be in contact with ex-boyfriends. This is a mutual respect between myself and my fiance, and likewise he lives by the same principle.

I wish you all the best in life.

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666-wicked-666 In reply to pensive [2004-08-10 05:56:30 +0000 UTC]

i once new a women who had her owen mind and spoke offten of her owen opions
now i know someone who doesnot even bother to look in the mirror and see what she has become sure take what ever you get out of this mesage cus whatever you think
your never gonna see what use to be there cuz it's gone it's all gone your no longer the great and wonderfull person full of life and love just some slave who can't even speak her owen mind anymore

i really don't care what you think of me anymore cuz it's not the same
your not the same loveing person anyone ONCE KNEW your whatever you think you are
cuz i can't tell you i don't even fucking know you anymore and it's sad cuz your not even the one i once cared so dear for

take this message how ever you want you can hate me all you want but is it your choice
and if it's such a big fuckin deal then don't talk to me but don't do it cuz you know what fuck it whatever just hate me it's easyer this way

then i can't just pretend it's me

thanks have a good whatever

~wicked~

ps. . . i still care i still cry i still dream but i will never be

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pensive In reply to 666-wicked-666 [2004-08-11 19:07:56 +0000 UTC]

WHERE do you get your info?? I'm not the same person ANYONE once knew?? So who else shares these opinions with you???? I replied to you in the first place because SOMEONE gave you the wrong info, and now it's blown up into this? You and I have barely been in contact for almost a year, yet you know enough about me now to make a judgement call on "the woman you once knew"? All you could possibly know is what you hear, and if I were you I obviously wouldn't trust it (remember now, I replied to you because what you heard was a lie). I'm not going to get all pissed over this, but it burns me that it's blatantly clear that things are being said about me (you have not been the only evidence of this), and no one knows what they are talking about.

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Fjant [2004-07-21 19:24:32 +0000 UTC]

lol deviations -1 how did you do that =D (Big Grin)

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pensive In reply to Fjant [2004-07-25 17:43:47 +0000 UTC]

Haha - yeah, strange, right?? But I really like to say that I'm a magician. Shhh. :) (Smile)

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eightiespusher [2004-06-11 20:43:41 +0000 UTC]

nice to hear from you again Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi!

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666-wicked-666 [2004-03-23 23:50:18 +0000 UTC]

in a world that makes no sence im lost and crazy

i will never let go

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avivi [2004-03-20 14:01:43 +0000 UTC]

Kiss Kiss Kiss Kiss Kiss

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avivi [2004-03-20 01:41:53 +0000 UTC]

HO any time love

Smooooch!

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medesign [2004-03-16 20:52:42 +0000 UTC]

hello , and thank you for comments and +fav :) (Smile)

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666-wicked-666 [2004-02-27 23:46:44 +0000 UTC]

how can you just let so much go..........
so easily

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666-wicked-666 [2004-02-23 08:21:44 +0000 UTC]

we have lost an artist.................

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FakeAffection [2004-02-19 17:35:36 +0000 UTC]

random hello! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi!

sorry to hear that you will not be contributing anymore.. you have a great talent. perhaps one day you will reconsider.... let me know

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666-wicked-666 [2004-02-07 23:27:41 +0000 UTC]

congrats..........
i hope happiness is with you always

goodbye

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pensive [2004-02-04 00:30:59 +0000 UTC]

I know about Jessica. What you two really did. Though she told my source that you raped her first before she came out with the truth(and she's your friend? well, I thought she was my friend, too...). Anyway, I don't want to hate you, I don't want to hate anybody. I just want to go on with my life. Please, let me do that.

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666-wicked-666 [2004-02-03 21:56:52 +0000 UTC]

how can you hate me...........so

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pensive [2004-01-31 03:27:00 +0000 UTC]

I wasn't asking for one.

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666-wicked-666 [2004-01-29 22:21:00 +0000 UTC]

no reply
im just lost in your mind

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jonefe [2004-01-24 21:32:36 +0000 UTC]

thanks for your comments and favorite!! :) (Smile)

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pensive [2004-01-22 03:38:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for all your wonderful comments, you are too too kind.

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pensive [2004-01-22 03:33:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for all your wonderful comments, you're too too kind. Here's a kiss for you, my love!

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pensive [2004-01-22 03:14:35 +0000 UTC]

What???

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thankyoujesyka [2004-01-22 03:05:17 +0000 UTC]

my dear, your photographs are just incredible. on my list you go. :) (Smile)

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666-wicked-666 [2004-01-19 23:27:23 +0000 UTC]

reroute to remain

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eightiespusher [2003-12-31 21:32:13 +0000 UTC]

Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi! Hi!
How you doin?

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daheader [2003-12-08 18:44:53 +0000 UTC]

HEY!!!!! thanks for the +fav! you are such a sweetie! and we still need to get together sometime...damnit.

luvs,

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