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Amandadear — Oh God, Why?

Published: 2006-10-29 21:02:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 188; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 1
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Description Oh God, Why do I have to love him?
Why must I want him so bad?
He never knows Im really there, its not returned to me.
God, oh God!
My heart always torn to pieces, ripped right out of my chest.
Why all the pain?
Why do you let me love him?
It would take you to stop me.
I could no more stop myself from loving him, then I could hold the sun in my hands.
It burns, always, always bring tears.
He has to know he holds it, my heart I mean.
I can't live without it, won't you atleast tell him to be careful?
Please?
So many nights cold and crying, then so many nights lost in dreams.
Wishing, hoping, but I know the answer.
I only ask, oh God, why if its such sorrow...
Why do I have to love him?
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Comments: 6

AuthenticLogic [2006-11-30 05:05:40 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I've felt a very similar pain, but I'm not going to say the same, because no two people feel the same- ever.
Although I believe that, if there is a god, he did not create love. Love is the work of Satan, surely.
Because I can relate to this (read some of mine and see if you think similarly),

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Amandadear In reply to AuthenticLogic [2006-11-30 09:35:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you and I will.

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L0rre [2006-10-31 04:25:24 +0000 UTC]

Everyone goes through a feeling like this at one point or another. And you conveyed this feeling well to the reader. Which is why I like it! It takes a good poem to make ME feel nostalgic. ^_^;;

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Amandadear In reply to L0rre [2006-10-31 04:38:29 +0000 UTC]

Now this comment means alot to me....I must say...this poem came from the heart...I was crying an what not when I wrote it and everything. lol

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meandnothingmore [2006-10-30 23:30:41 +0000 UTC]

i actually started crying while i read this...it hits so close to home...i have found myself actually having conversations with God that resemble this very closely...

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Amandadear In reply to meandnothingmore [2006-10-31 02:01:53 +0000 UTC]

well Im glad you like it.

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