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I didn't end up finding a character to buy to sink some time into- so I ended up making one :'D Meet Cadaver!
he's my new b a b y and he's a nasty mans, you can find him here on toyhouse o: toyhou.se/5992997.cadaver

it feels like it's been a long time since I made an illustration for myself- I lost all motivation to draw for a long time and I'm still feeling that ;w;
recently my mental state has been absolute garbage, i refunded my last two commissions because of some personal reasons too
i'm trying to pick myself up but it's taking a while
i focus a lot on work and making sure i'm always keeping myself busy, i'm so far ahead on my college work i've been told not to do anything until some others have caught up and i think because of that, i didn't have much time for myself
i'm forcing myself to relax, play video games, take it slow
we'll see how it goes ;o;

but for now, i think this piece turned out pretty well- a lot of emotion went into it and I think the end product is something i'll be proud of for a little while
anyway, the watermark contest is still up!! i just wrote my new username on it for now :'D
Please do not trace/steal/repost/use this art/character(s) without permission!!
Art © Auccultist
Character © Auccultist
Toyhou.se | FurAffinity | Picarto | Youtube

Description
I didn't end up finding a character to buy to sink some time into- so I ended up making one :'D Meet Cadaver!
he's my new b a b y and he's a nasty mans, you can find him here on toyhouse o: toyhou.se/5992997.cadaver

it feels like it's been a long time since I made an illustration for myself- I lost all motivation to draw for a long time and I'm still feeling that ;w;
recently my mental state has been absolute garbage, i refunded my last two commissions because of some personal reasons too
i'm trying to pick myself up but it's taking a while
i focus a lot on work and making sure i'm always keeping myself busy, i'm so far ahead on my college work i've been told not to do anything until some others have caught up and i think because of that, i didn't have much time for myself
i'm forcing myself to relax, play video games, take it slow
we'll see how it goes ;o;

but for now, i think this piece turned out pretty well- a lot of emotion went into it and I think the end product is something i'll be proud of for a little while
anyway, the watermark contest is still up!! i just wrote my new username on it for now :'D
Please do not trace/steal/repost/use this art/character(s) without permission!!
Art © Auccultist
Character © Auccultist
Toyhou.se | FurAffinity | Picarto | Youtube